"Because She's My Best Friend..."
Who's Harry Styles?
ITS Monday. Music and Drama class. Three hours each. I have basically prepared a great song for the school's gala gig. We're going to practise for the gig later. After breakfast, Sam volunteered to send me to school but I refused. I called Cher last night, asking her to join me to school tomorrow and she agreed. "Morning!", I greeted Cher. "Hi, Miss Alden", she replied. I turned on the radio as I've started the engine. A song sung by One Direction was aired. "I love this band. Especially that curly boy. What's his name again?- Oh right- Harry Styles. He is very adorable don't you think so?", Cher said. My heart pounded as I heard that name. "Yeah", I tried to smile. "How's Dylan?", Cher asked. "How's- what?", I repeated her question. "Just forget it", she replied.
I parked my car at the usual spot. Cher told me that she'll let me know after Drama class if she's going back with me or not. So both of us walked separately, Cher heads to the Art class while I am headed to the Music room. As I entered the room, I can see Kathy and Noah waving at me so I approached them. "Wanna practise?", Noah asked. I nodded and took out my Music sheet. Kate saw the Music and sheet and said "Give Me Love by Ed Sheeran? You have a very good Music taste, babe". "Thanks! May I?", I asked. "Sure. Have a seat", Kathy let me sit on the pianist chair.
Give me love like him,
'cause lately I've been waking up alone,
Paint splattered teardrops on my shirt,
Told you I'd let them go,
And that I'll fight my corner,
Maybe tonight I'll call ya,
After my blood turns into alcohol,
No, I just wanna hold ya.
Give a little time to me or burn this out,
We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,
All I want is the taste that your lips allow,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love.
Give me love like never before,
'cause lately I've been craving more,
And it's been a while but I still feel the same,
Maybe I should let you go,
You know I'll fight my corner,
And that tonight I'll call ya,
After my blood is drowning in alcohol,
No I just wanna hold ya.
Give a little time to me or burn this out,
We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,
All I want is the taste that your lips allow,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
Give a little time to me, or burn this out,
We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,
All I want is the taste that your lips allow,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My my, my, my, oh give me love.
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover.
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover (love me, love me, love me).
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover (give me love),
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover (give me love),
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover (give me love, love me),
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover (give me love).
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love
Of all the money that e'er I had
I've spent it in good company
And all the harm that e'er I've done
Alas it was to none but me
And all I've done for want of wit
To memory now I can't recall
So fill to me the parting glass
Good night and joy be with you all
Of all the comrades that e'er I had
They are sorry for my going away
And all the sweethearts that e'er I had
They would wish me one more day to stay
But since it falls unto my lot
That I should rise and you should not
I'll gently rise and I'll softly call
Good night and joy be with you all
A man may drink and not be drunk
A man may fight and not be slain
A man may court a pretty girl
And perhaps be welcomed back again
But since it has so ought to be
By a time to rise and a time to fall
Come fill to me the parting glass
Good night and joy be with you all
Good night and joy be with you all
Throughout my practise, the school's quaterback has been staring at me for a very long time. Mrs McPhee was very satisfied with my performance and can't wait to watch it during the gig.
"That was so good!", a girl in the Music class who I can't remember who, walked to me before the class dismissed.
"Thank you and you are?-", I said, trying to recall.
"Holly", she said, smiling sweetly.
"Yes. Right. I'm sorry. Still remembering all of the names though. But thanks, Holly", I replied.
"You'll get use to it. Don't worry. See you tomorrow", she said and excused herself.
Before the Drama class starts, Cher told me that she's going home with me. So let's just not talk about Drama class okay? After school is over, Cher and I decided to grab some Strabucks frap. Since we both agreed to sip it there, we decided to hang out at one of the private corner of the store. While both of us were laughing, a text message came in as I can feel my phone buzzed.
FROM: UNKNOWN
I was hoping to see you before I'm back in England just now but I was just lack of luck lately, I guess? Enjoy the gift, which I'm sure you definitely will. Take care, my love x
'Why now?', I mumbled. "What's wrong?", Cher asked. "Everything's fine. Wanna go now?", I changed the freaking subject before the situation gets intense. "Yes of course", she replied. Throughout the whole driving session, I can only see his name on my mind and his face seems to be everywhere. I thought I've forgotten everything about that boy. Life gets harder day by day and I'm feeling tired of breathing sometimes. Don't get me wrong but I don't think I'm strong enough to face this thing, again. I'm gonna make sure it won't happen even though its a tough thing to do.
As I arrived home, Sam walked down the stairs and said "Harry Styles came by". "Who is he?", I asked. "He left something for you. Its on your bed and did you just fucking asked who he is? Well I know you do have the answer, love", he said. I glared at him and grabbed the orange juice that he's holding and have a sip of it. "Hey! What the heck?!", he took the orange juice from me. I took some lasagna that Mum has baked for both of us, knowing that we'll be at home for the whole day while they are somewhere in Los Angeles. "Want some?", I asked. "No thanks. Pretty full though. Oh and that Dylan came by too. He told me you didn't return his calls and texts. Gab gave me a parcel for you. She said she's pretty busy so she won't be seeing you often now", Sam explaining like he's my part-time assistant. "I'm sorry that you have to take note about everything, Hebrew", I apologised. "Its okay. For my baby sister, I'd do anything", he chuckled. That as such an aww moment wasn't it?
A text came in when I was done with my bath. I was lying on my bed.
FROM: TOMLINSON
Stella! You didn't tell me you moved to LA? We should hang out. We're in England. Tour is off. Come back soon so we can meet!
and another one...
FROM: UNKNOWN
love the gift? I know you do. Meet you soon, love x
As I was walking to the living room, I saw Sam talking to a guy at the backyard by the pool. He's very familiar to me and even my family. "Stella? Is that you?", that ruspy voice that once used to be my favourite thing and I'm not sure if I still do. "Stella, come on here", Sam invited me. I refused at first but Sam grabbed my arm and sat me down next to him. "I'm gonna leave you both while I go get some snacks", he stood up walked to the kitchen. All I really need right now is air. It is way too intense right now and I find its very hard for me to handle because I'm not ready at all.
"I'm sorry", that is all he can said.
"Who are you?- I'm sorry but I don't know you", I hold my tears and walked away.
I ran up the stairs before he could even say any words. "I've lost her, Sam. I still love her", I heard he said to Sam. "I have no idea what should I do bro. She left me with a question mark. I want her back so bad, Sam. Whoever's fault it is, its not her fault", he keeps on blaming himself. I do and I seriously do feel bad for leaving him hanging just now but I'm just not ready to face anything or any intense situation like this right now. I can't hold my tears anymore and I started crying. I love him too. I shouldn't leave him with a question mark. But its for the best. I hope he undestands and I will make sure, that one fine day, everyone gets to know the truth. I hope I can make it.
I parked my car at the usual spot. Cher told me that she'll let me know after Drama class if she's going back with me or not. So both of us walked separately, Cher heads to the Art class while I am headed to the Music room. As I entered the room, I can see Kathy and Noah waving at me so I approached them. "Wanna practise?", Noah asked. I nodded and took out my Music sheet. Kate saw the Music and sheet and said "Give Me Love by Ed Sheeran? You have a very good Music taste, babe". "Thanks! May I?", I asked. "Sure. Have a seat", Kathy let me sit on the pianist chair.
Give me love like him,
'cause lately I've been waking up alone,
Paint splattered teardrops on my shirt,
Told you I'd let them go,
And that I'll fight my corner,
Maybe tonight I'll call ya,
After my blood turns into alcohol,
No, I just wanna hold ya.
Give a little time to me or burn this out,
We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,
All I want is the taste that your lips allow,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love.
Give me love like never before,
'cause lately I've been craving more,
And it's been a while but I still feel the same,
Maybe I should let you go,
You know I'll fight my corner,
And that tonight I'll call ya,
After my blood is drowning in alcohol,
No I just wanna hold ya.
Give a little time to me or burn this out,
We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,
All I want is the taste that your lips allow,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
Give a little time to me, or burn this out,
We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,
All I want is the taste that your lips allow,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My my, my, my, oh give me love.
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover.
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover (love me, love me, love me).
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover (give me love),
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover (give me love),
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover (give me love, love me),
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover (give me love).
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love
Of all the money that e'er I had
I've spent it in good company
And all the harm that e'er I've done
Alas it was to none but me
And all I've done for want of wit
To memory now I can't recall
So fill to me the parting glass
Good night and joy be with you all
Of all the comrades that e'er I had
They are sorry for my going away
And all the sweethearts that e'er I had
They would wish me one more day to stay
But since it falls unto my lot
That I should rise and you should not
I'll gently rise and I'll softly call
Good night and joy be with you all
A man may drink and not be drunk
A man may fight and not be slain
A man may court a pretty girl
And perhaps be welcomed back again
But since it has so ought to be
By a time to rise and a time to fall
Come fill to me the parting glass
Good night and joy be with you all
Good night and joy be with you all
Throughout my practise, the school's quaterback has been staring at me for a very long time. Mrs McPhee was very satisfied with my performance and can't wait to watch it during the gig.
"That was so good!", a girl in the Music class who I can't remember who, walked to me before the class dismissed.
"Thank you and you are?-", I said, trying to recall.
"Holly", she said, smiling sweetly.
"Yes. Right. I'm sorry. Still remembering all of the names though. But thanks, Holly", I replied.
"You'll get use to it. Don't worry. See you tomorrow", she said and excused herself.
Before the Drama class starts, Cher told me that she's going home with me. So let's just not talk about Drama class okay? After school is over, Cher and I decided to grab some Strabucks frap. Since we both agreed to sip it there, we decided to hang out at one of the private corner of the store. While both of us were laughing, a text message came in as I can feel my phone buzzed.
FROM: UNKNOWN
I was hoping to see you before I'm back in England just now but I was just lack of luck lately, I guess? Enjoy the gift, which I'm sure you definitely will. Take care, my love x
'Why now?', I mumbled. "What's wrong?", Cher asked. "Everything's fine. Wanna go now?", I changed the freaking subject before the situation gets intense. "Yes of course", she replied. Throughout the whole driving session, I can only see his name on my mind and his face seems to be everywhere. I thought I've forgotten everything about that boy. Life gets harder day by day and I'm feeling tired of breathing sometimes. Don't get me wrong but I don't think I'm strong enough to face this thing, again. I'm gonna make sure it won't happen even though its a tough thing to do.
As I arrived home, Sam walked down the stairs and said "Harry Styles came by". "Who is he?", I asked. "He left something for you. Its on your bed and did you just fucking asked who he is? Well I know you do have the answer, love", he said. I glared at him and grabbed the orange juice that he's holding and have a sip of it. "Hey! What the heck?!", he took the orange juice from me. I took some lasagna that Mum has baked for both of us, knowing that we'll be at home for the whole day while they are somewhere in Los Angeles. "Want some?", I asked. "No thanks. Pretty full though. Oh and that Dylan came by too. He told me you didn't return his calls and texts. Gab gave me a parcel for you. She said she's pretty busy so she won't be seeing you often now", Sam explaining like he's my part-time assistant. "I'm sorry that you have to take note about everything, Hebrew", I apologised. "Its okay. For my baby sister, I'd do anything", he chuckled. That as such an aww moment wasn't it?
A text came in when I was done with my bath. I was lying on my bed.
FROM: TOMLINSON
Stella! You didn't tell me you moved to LA? We should hang out. We're in England. Tour is off. Come back soon so we can meet!
and another one...
FROM: UNKNOWN
love the gift? I know you do. Meet you soon, love x
As I was walking to the living room, I saw Sam talking to a guy at the backyard by the pool. He's very familiar to me and even my family. "Stella? Is that you?", that ruspy voice that once used to be my favourite thing and I'm not sure if I still do. "Stella, come on here", Sam invited me. I refused at first but Sam grabbed my arm and sat me down next to him. "I'm gonna leave you both while I go get some snacks", he stood up walked to the kitchen. All I really need right now is air. It is way too intense right now and I find its very hard for me to handle because I'm not ready at all.
"I'm sorry", that is all he can said.
"Who are you?- I'm sorry but I don't know you", I hold my tears and walked away.
I ran up the stairs before he could even say any words. "I've lost her, Sam. I still love her", I heard he said to Sam. "I have no idea what should I do bro. She left me with a question mark. I want her back so bad, Sam. Whoever's fault it is, its not her fault", he keeps on blaming himself. I do and I seriously do feel bad for leaving him hanging just now but I'm just not ready to face anything or any intense situation like this right now. I can't hold my tears anymore and I started crying. I love him too. I shouldn't leave him with a question mark. But its for the best. I hope he undestands and I will make sure, that one fine day, everyone gets to know the truth. I hope I can make it.
Notes
CHAPTER THREE! I'M THINKING OF RE-EDITING IT LATER BUT RIGHT NOW, THIS IS THE RESULT. LEAVE YOUR COMMENTS/FEEDBACKS/SUGGESTIONS DOWN IN THE COMMENTS SECTION BELOW. ALL THE REVIEWS AND FEEDBACKS ARE ALWAYS APPRECIATED.TWEET ME: (@AdleenaShay)
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4/20/13