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Something To Live Up To

Quarenta e Quatro

Harry's POV

I stayed motionless, head in my hands on the sofa. It's almost 2 a.m. and it's been hours since Mia disappeared.
All the boys hanged around always talking and whispering something between them. I didn't really cared to listen. In fact, I didn't really cared for anything, only Mia.
Where was she? I keep playing a thousand possible scenarios in my head but I can't seem to find a plausible one or at least one that I like because the only one I want to picture is her.here.in my arms.

"Harry mate, maybe you should rest for a few hours." Louis came to sit beside me rubbing my back confortingly, except it only made me worse.

"What?" I turned my head to him in a heartbeat twisting all my neck muscles, I was really tired and exhausted, physic and mentally. "Do you reall think I can sleep?"

"Look I know it wont fix anything but El's really bad, she thinks it's all her fault and keep blaming herself."

"Well" I trailed off.

"I know what you're gonna say." He cut me off. "And yes she told Mia something that may have affected the situation but..."

"May?" I laughed sarcastically.

"You need to stop okay? Yes Eleanor told her you were unreachable that day but Mia was the one who decided to walk through that door okay? She's not a baby, she's a big girl who knew what he was doing in the moment she decided to left so don't you blame El for that. She's feeling guilty enough." He said getting hungry. I guess I was not being the best company but all this was getting my nerves. I love Eleanor, as a sister, she's always been a good friend but I also love Mia, as a girfriend. Yes, I love her.
I never thought about it before but know I'm sure of what I feel and I know I love her. The sickness I'm felling inside assures me that. She is the one I love and most care about.
I looked into Louis eyes and saw worry spread across his face, he was also suffering I could tell.
I glanced around and saw the rest of the boys along with Danielle and Perrie, all worried too, some sit some walking and trying to contact Mia.
I guess I was so focus that I didn't realise everyone was not okay too.

"You know why I was busy that day. I told you." I whispered quietly turning to Louis.

"I know mate." He relaxed slightly and hugged me relieved. "I know."


I looked at my phone, 4:03 a.m., I can't believe nothing changed in the last couple of hours.
I was laying on the couch with my arm partially covering my eyes. I haven't been able to sleep ever since and neither did the boys, who have been tirelessly patient with me along with my grumpiness.
Zayn's ring made the only noise in the room one more time.
The phones have been ringing in the last couple of hours. Liam convinced the body guard of the band to look for her around London but all the call were negative, no one was able to find her.
That's a really har task for someone who doesn't know this side of London. How come Mia's still missing when people who know the city as the palm of their hands are looking everywhere.

"They found her!" He shouted.

"Where?" I immediatly stood up. Everyone sighed relieved to his precious words.
I however couldn't relax, I had this feeling telling me there was more.

"Wait what?" Zayn sounded confused. "Turn on the tv." He told us in a rush.

"Where's the remote?" I looked everywhere. Perfect.

"It's here, calm down." Niall informed me waving the remote in front of me.

The screen lit up and instantly a familiar face came up.

It was a short video of her winking at what I supposed was some guy.
You could read "After one day in London with lover boy, Mia Cortês, supposed to be dating Harry Styles was spotted surrounded by other guys in a local club all craving for a piece. Is he really that boring?"
What the hell? She's in a bar? With some other bloke?

"Calm down Harry." Liam placed a hand in my should as I had my hands in fists. How could she do this to me? I've been bloody worried for eternal hours and she's snogging somebody else.

"Are you seeing this?" I pointed at the screen when another photo came up.

That was a pretty intimate shot.

"Who the fuck is this?" I raised my voice.

But that's not all, as the presenter kept talking more photos came up.

What is she doing? Why is she snogging this guy?
I felt a burning hell in my throat as the multiple photos kept coming up. She's looking straight into the camera which means she knows she's being photographed. Is it possible she's trying to hurt me maybe?

"Something's not right guys." Niall frowned looking at the tv. "Look at her, she's drunk."

"What?" I looked closer. She was smiling but it didn't reach her eyes, it was not real. "Are you trying to say she's being forced by that bloke?" I was confused. Just the thought of someone grabbing her or doing something against her will drove me crazy. I couldn't even bare think of something like that!

"Yeah, I mean I don't know. Look at her! It doesn't look like normal Mia." He kept arguing. He was right, this is nor her normal state.

"I need to find her." I grabbed my keys walking out of the flat without blinking despite all the fuss behind me. I was going to find her and kill the bastar who was grabbing her.
At full spead I drove to the club completely bewildered, that weird feeling still bumping in my heart.
If this dude tried to hurt her I'd kill him with my own hands, I don't care if I go to jail it'd be worth it. I only pray she's safe.
As I drove, this weird feeling came back. A feeling telling me I was going to find a lot more in that club that I wanted or expected.


Sometimes what you see is not the reality... Just warning for next chapter ;)

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Thank you!! I'm not very happy with this fic actually because I wrote it a while ago and it has toooons of mistakes like spelling and all so in the aspect I think the sequel is better and I hope you like it, I've received a lot of positive comments on the sequel... :)
Yeah, Portuguese! Yes I'm portuguese from Portugal that's the reason why it has so many errors like I told you above. x

So i just finished this fan fiction and i absolutly love it!!! <3 nobody absolutly nobody can or will change my mind about that and i am very happy you are making a sequal becuase that was a major cliff hanger!!!! Anyways i really pove this story and i am very glad you wrote it! And i have one question: do you speak porgougeuse? (And sorry if i spelt it wrong)

ohw,i didn't c that part

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