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Something To Live Up To


10.30 am the clock marked. It was time to get up.
The first week in London was nearly over but I still had one day till my sister arrives and my patience ends with her. Mainly because every time we talk she mentions meeting One Direction. Besides Harry I had only seen them once so I was not sure how would I manage that because not meeting the band was definitely NOT an option for India.

@MiaCortês Last day of freedom in London :(

I wrote that on twitter and it was nothing but the truth. India was arriving tomorrow and I had to prepare myself for the hurricane.

Beep! My phone rang. So soon?
I unlocked the machine and saw the message.

From: Harry
Do you want to make you last free day memorable? :D

A smile made his way to my face, he had obviously seen my tweet.
I was not sure either I should or not play along, we had practicly spent the entire week together since I got to the city. Not that I was complaining but my mood was a bit fickle concerning him. Sometimes he just makes me laugh with all his jokes and melt to his sweetness and chivalry but sometimes I just want to rape his head off due to his stubborness.
Yet I should listen to his plans.

From. Miia
What do you have in mind curly?

I bit my nails due to nervousness but his reply was momentary.

From: Harry
I have a meeting this afternoon but can I pick you up at 6 p.m?

Well, why not...

From: Miia
Okay, I'm counting on memorability then.. xx

I turned back to my computer and kept scrolling on my timeline untill someone Dmed me.

Filipe: Hi

My heart started racing to the name.
"What the hell? " I gasped talking to my buttons. Why on heart was Filipe talking to me?

Mia: Is that for me?

Stupid question but just to be sure.

Filipe: Yes.

What should I say now? Before I could come up with something he wrote again.

Filipe: Can we talk?

My eyes widened. Everytime he said that before, it turned into a very serious conversation and sometimes did not end up well.
This time, there was nothing he could say, we were not even talking... for several months.

Mia. What is it?

Filipe: How's London?

Really? Was that it?

Mia: Huh fine I guess.

Filipe: So... I heard about your situation...

Mia: What situation?

Filipe: I saw you and the boysband's guy...

I froze. So he did it either..

Mia: Oh...

Filipe: Are you dating him?

That was something I did not see coming! Filipe my kinda ex-boyfriend/friend with benefits asking me about my I-don't-know-how-to-qualify Harry.
I decided not to play all the cards.

Mia: That's something concerning only myself and him.

Filipe: Oh sorry, I shouldn't have asked, my mistake...

Mia: What do you want Filipe? We haven't spoke in months and now you ask me about personal stuff of my life and act all weird...

Filipe: I'm really sorry for bothering. Be safe Mia. Bye

I stayed still on the chair for a few minutes trying to recompose myself.
I did not wasted my time trying to understand what just happened, he was always misterious about his deep feelings. Every time we were together we just make out and say ordinary stuff.


"I really gotta go now." I gasped into Filipe's mouth. It only made him press me harder against the wall and push his tongue roughly against mine. Everytime we were together it was just so carnal and breathless. His hands always travelling up and down my back, squezzing my bum and tighs.

"Stop." He tried to unbutton my jeans while kissing me.

"Why?" He asked moving his lips to my neck.

"I'm not ready yet." I pushed him away. "Plus I really gotta go now." He let me go with a sigh and I knew he was visibly fustrated. "Sorry." I pecked his lips and left the school gym.

*End of flashback*

I was snapped into reality when a picture of Harry crossed my mind. I suddenly felt guilty for remembering Filipe like that. It was such a strange feeling, we didn't even know each other well yet he was able to make my body feel in ways Filipe couldn't. It was not just physical, there was something else.
It just made me want to throw up. Feelings was something I was not craving for right now or any time soon.


The doorbell rang in the instant I finish peeing. I glanced to my wristwatch, 6 pm.

"Perfect timing Styles." I murmured.

The bell rang again impatiently.

"Coming." I yelled running through the stairs like a child.

"Oh hello sweetie." I very attractive Harry appeared on the door smiling largely.

"Hello." I resisted the urge of hugging him so instead I pecked his cheek shyly. "Come in." I gestured him inside.

"I don't have good news." His smile dropped. "I had this amazing plan and don't think I'm making this up cauze I'm not but a last minute unforessen came up and we cant do it. And before you ask" he raised his finger "no I'm not telling what it was because I'll definitely use it later so if you..."

"Harry Harry," I interrupted him. "you're babbling. It's fine really." I gave him a conforting smile which he returned.

"Good, I hoped you'd say that. But I have a back up plan." He winked.

"Of course you do." I laughed.

"The boys are all camped in my flat and the girls don't stop talking about seeing you again so I was thinking we could maybe go there. That's if you want to of course..." He said hesitantly.

"Of course. I really enjoyed the girls company the other day."

"Perfect." He grabbed my hand and stormed us both out of the house directed to his range rover.


We got there before I knew it and stepped in at the same time as a pizza delivery. The boxes were covering the poor guy till his head.

"Here let me help." I offered.

"Thank you." He said relieved.

"Is that all necessary?" Harry pointed at the pizzas.

"Niall." They all chorused. I looked to Niall as he smiled shyly.

"I'm hungry." He shrugged.

"Of course you are my baby." Liam patted his head like if Niall was a baby.

"But I'm glad I did it since we have one more mouth to feed am I right?" He was talking about me.

"Hello everyone." I waved.

"Hello love how are you?" Louis smiled cheekly.

"Mia!" Eleanor yelled from upstairs with Danielle.

"Oh God!" Harry groaned next to me.

"What are you doing here?" Dani asked hugging me tight.

"Harry here apparently had this huge plan for our evening but it didn't work out so we ended up here." I explained.

"Yes we know honey. Harry had the perfect plan." El winked at Harry making him roll his eyes. "Yet I'm glad you're here. We're having a movie night. How does that sound?"

"Great." I clapped.


"Just tell me if they upset you much." Harry whispered on my ear suddenly placing a hand in my waist to put his mouth closer to my ear.

"Aham." I nodded not being able to say more as his whisper made my whole body react.


Hi everyone. I saw my rates lowered so I was thinking maybe you could tell what am I doing wrong in order for me to improve. I really want to make this a pleasant story for you guys so if you want to give me any suggestion feel free to say it.. :)


Thank you!! I'm not very happy with this fic actually because I wrote it a while ago and it has toooons of mistakes like spelling and all so in the aspect I think the sequel is better and I hope you like it, I've received a lot of positive comments on the sequel... :)
Yeah, Portuguese! Yes I'm portuguese from Portugal that's the reason why it has so many errors like I told you above. x

So i just finished this fan fiction and i absolutly love it!!! <3 nobody absolutly nobody can or will change my mind about that and i am very happy you are making a sequal becuase that was a major cliff hanger!!!! Anyways i really pove this story and i am very glad you wrote it! And i have one question: do you speak porgougeuse? (And sorry if i spelt it wrong)

ohw,i didn't c that part

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This story is no longer updated, only the sequel.. ;)

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please update...

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