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Something To Live Up To


In the same day...

"Is she crying?" I heard Niall ask cautiously.

"I'm not." I sniffed.

"Oh come on, it's okay." Harry conforted me placing his arm around me rubbing my shoulder.

"It's just... it's really sad." I defended positioning myself more comfortably under Harry's protection which surprised him but only cause him to hold me tighter. I could see from the corner of my eye his smirk but I did not mind.

I looked around and saw both El and Dani hidding their teared faces into the respective boyfriend's chest. We were all across the couches, me and Harry sharing the main couch with El and louis, Dani and Liam occupied the black couch and Niall and Zayn were lying on the floor with two bowls filled with popcorn, both in Niall's lap of course..
Everyone got very surprised early when me and Niall bet who could eat the biggest amount of popcorn in one minute. He won but it was actually very close since I'm crazy for popcorn and eat as much as I can. Now everyone knew that.

"Are you cold?"

"No I'm fine." I shooked my head.

"You're cold." He stated getting up to reach for a blanket. I was cold just did not want to move since Harry's warmth was heating me a little bit. London is a lot colder than Portugal even in March. "Here." He said placing it around our body's.

"Hello kitty?" I looked to the blanket eyebrow raised.

"What? It's really warm. And belongs to my sister."

"I'm not judging." I defended adjusting myself more confortably around him.

"Come here." He said pushing me even closer. I placed my folded legs on his lap and rested my head on his shoulder while he had his strong arm around me and his head resting on mine.
What's wrong with me? We had never been that close before! It must be the cold... Right?

"Okay so her father died and she's now by herself there. What about the guy she liked? That's not fair." Liam protested.

"That's Nicholas Sparks honey. It's sad!" Danielle commented patting his shoulder.

"Can we watch something else?" Zayn looked for the remote.

"No." Niall stopped him. "Tht's really rude Zayn. El and Mia chose the film, we should at least pretende we like it. PIus I wanna see the end." The brown haired boy rolled his eyes and looked at me and El asking for permission.

"No way Zayn! Liam Hemsworth's hot." El stated.

"Ei!" Louis pretended to be offended.

"Sorry love." She kissed his cheek.

Zayn turned his look at me knowing El would not give up.

"I'm the biggest fan of Nicholas Sparks' movies! And I can't argue against El's argument.. What can I say, he's hot."

"Yay!" El high-fived me victoriously.

"Ahem." Harr cleared his throat next to me.

"Oh don't be jealous. You're hot too." Did I really say it loudly!? I instantly regretted saying that. It just eroupted from my mouth.
Everyone suddenly turned to us grinning. Oh God. I could not be more embarassed.

"And you haven't seen it all." Louis joked easing the tension. I thought Harry would protest but he just smiled largely making me blush harder.

"Oh look, he's back!" I pointed to the screen.

"Finally. Right when she's about to play the piano. That's so cute." Dani commented in aww and everyone turned to the tv again. Thank God!

"I'm glad you think so." Harry whispered in my ear. I knew he wouldn't forget that.

"Is this the only compliment you have ever heard in your life Styles?"

"No but it feels much better coming from you." I felt his eyes on me but I refused to look at him.

"Well enjoy while you still can, you won't here it so soon."

"I know Mrs. Cold."

"What? I'm not cold!" I uttered turning to his face.Due to our proximity our faces were now inches apart.

"You are to me."

"That's because I barely know you." I defended myself whispering not to disturbe anyone with our little disagreement.

"Not true. But I know you're very hard to read and don't let people in that easily but I'm starting to learn a few thing."

"Oh really like what?"

"Like you love your dad and pretend you don't get sad when he doesn't spend enough time with you. Or how you always seem happy but deep down hide a secret that does not allows you to trust people that easily." He said calmly.

"And what else do you know Mr. Know it all?" I raised my eyebrow.

"That you're dying to kiss me." He approched even closer, his eyes balancying between my eyes and lips. I swallowed not expecting his boldness.

"Well you're wrong." I got even closer looking deep into his eyes.

"Am I?" He bit his lip trying to contain a smile. I opened my mouth but closed instantly nonetheless.


"Awww they can be together now." Niall interrupted our little moment. I looked at the screen and saw Liam Hemsworth and Miley Cyrus kissing at the end of the movie.

"I knew it." Harry returned our conversation whispering against my hair.

"Your expressing your wishes, not mine my dear." He however did not answered.

"Can we watch one more?" El asked.

"This time the boys choose." Zayn immediatly stated.

"Fair enough." I replied.

"Oh don't mind him love, he's just upset Perrie's away from him." Liam apologised.

"In other words, he's sexualy frustrated." Louis laughed loudly and everyone joined him me included. I was getting used to their lack of shame.

"Well I can see you're not. Tell me El how's Lou on..."

"Okay guys..." Niall interrupted. "Can we choose the next movie please. I do not want to know your sex lives. I've been absent for a lot longer than anyone in this room so screw you." He chewed a few popcorn.

"What about the new Paranormal Activity?"

"Oh don't even think about it!" I stated in that moment. I hate horror movies so badly!

"Oh poor baby. You have Harry to cuddle." Louis hissed at me.

"That's not enough."

"Well I'm not offended... At all." Harry said jokingly.

"That's not what I meant. If I watch it I'll have nightmares for the entire week guys!"

"You can always sleep here for the week." Harry spoke again. I just glared at him.

"Horror it is then." Zayn placed the dvd in.

"Oh God." I closed my eyes refusing to watch the movie but I could still hear both El and Dani scared. I just hid my face in Harry's chest and waited till it ends.

"I'm here." Harry kissed the top of my head and held me. The waiting was so long that I eventually fell asleep confortably.


I felt someone stroking my cheek but I just groaned and tried to hit whoever was disturbing me. That act was followed by laughs and I guessed more than one person was watching me.
My eyes flew open and I looked around immediatly recognizing Harry and Louis's flat. Crap! I had fallen asleep here! El was curled up on the couch still sleeping while Liam and Danielle were making breakfast on the kitchen.

"What's going on?" I asked grumpily.

"Nothing. We're just bored." Louis, Zayn and Niall were looking at me. I suddenly felt someone's hand on my waist. Harry was still sleeping next to me on the couch completely passed out.

"We have an interview in 2 hours."

"I awake him." I said. "Harry." I called earning a groan from him. "Harry!" I hit his chest.

"What is it?" He woke up startling immediatly looking around to notice if anything was wrong.

"Morning." I smiled.

"Hi." A smiled immediatly made his way to his face.

"Sorry I fell asleep on you."

"That's fine. I fell asleep too." He rubbed my back.

"Ehm I have to go. My dad must be very worried and India's coming today." I got up getting away from his touch.

"Oh right your sister."

"Yeah." I collected my stuff.

"Aren't you staying for breakfast love?" Liam asked with some flour in his hands.

"I'm sorry I need to pick my sister from the airport in a couple hours."

"You have a sister?" Niall asked trying to steal some food.

"A little monster I must say. I bet she spent the whole flight awake so she'll be very grumpy."

"She does not seem like you at all." Louis joked.

"So funny. She'll be so disappointed if she meets you considering how much she loves you."

"What? Your sister's a fan?" It was Harry's turn to speak.

"Fan? She's crazy over you. When she heard I met you I almost got def with all the screaming."

"I take it back, she must be a wonderful person." Louis clarified.

"Why dont you bring her here tomorrow or something." Niall suggested full-mouthed.

"Are you sure?"

"Of course. I want to meet your sister. Maybe she can tell us some embarassing stuff about you."

"No way Louis. Yet I bet she would tell everything if you ask. Now in second thought I'll just probably stay home with her." I said kidding.

"Getting in your house is not a problem for us you know." He replied.

"Oh guys leave her alone." Danielle asked. I mouthed a thanks.

"Okay I'll take Mia back and then we can go to the interview." Harry said getting out of the bethroom.

"That's fine, I can take a cab."

"Don't be silly." He said offended.

"Ok Sir. Bye guys." I waved.

"We'll be waiting for little Mia." Louis winked.

"Don't hold your breath... Oh actually do hold!" He placed a hand on his chest pretend to be offended.


"My father called 7 times. He must be really worried. I havent told him anything!" I locked my phone.

"You're here." Harry said stopping in front of my house.

"Thank you."

"That's fine." He showed me his dimples. "I really enjoyed last night."

"Me too actually."

"Is it me or you're surprised?"

"No it's just I never thought you all were so friendly and warm. And everyone has been really cool with me."

"We try." He winked. I smiled with my lips.

"I gotta go. Don't bother to come, you must be late already." I said when he opened the door. "Plus I prefer to face the beast alone." I joked.

"Mia?" I looked at him. "We really want to meet your sister." He said honestly.

"I'll try to convince her." I laughed. I hesitated either I should or not give him a proper goodbye. I decided to give him a kiss on the cheek to thank him for everything.

"Thank you." I said after the kiss. He was obviously amused.



Well well, things are heating up a little... :b


Thank you!! I'm not very happy with this fic actually because I wrote it a while ago and it has toooons of mistakes like spelling and all so in the aspect I think the sequel is better and I hope you like it, I've received a lot of positive comments on the sequel... :)
Yeah, Portuguese! Yes I'm portuguese from Portugal that's the reason why it has so many errors like I told you above. x

So i just finished this fan fiction and i absolutly love it!!! <3 nobody absolutly nobody can or will change my mind about that and i am very happy you are making a sequal becuase that was a major cliff hanger!!!! Anyways i really pove this story and i am very glad you wrote it! And i have one question: do you speak porgougeuse? (And sorry if i spelt it wrong)

ohw,i didn't c that part

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