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Breathe

Echo

Harry’s P.O.V

“I need to get on a sooner flight” I beg the lady at the flight desk in Aberdeen Airport. She clicks on the mouse attached to the computer, her face not looking hopeful, she makes a clicking noise with her lips and purses them together.

“I’m sorry Mister Styles but the next flight isn’t for several hours” Her eyes sink and become sympathetic. I cover my face with my hands momentarily while taking a deep breath.

“Listen” I look at her name plate present on her right breast “Cindy, I need to get there as soon as possible, I can’t wait several hours” I plead with her, her lips pushed into a frown, I know she wants to help me.

“Do you have children? A husband?” I take a different approach. She looks at me with a tilted head.

“Yes, I do”

“Well you would do anything for them, correct? Anything at all?”

“Of course”

“Well then I need to be on the soonest flight possible, please, it’s for the two most important things in my life” My cheeks run hot, the palms of my hands getting sweaty.

She clicks some more on her computer, looking at the laminated screen and typing fast.

“There is a flight boarding in 25 minutes at gate E down there, if you can make it, there’s one seat available in coach”

My eyes jump open “Yes please that’s perfect” I rush to gather my passport and ID out of my back pocket.


She continues typing in all my information “Any luggage?” she looks around and I realize I’m going to Spain with nothing, literally.

“Um no, no luggage” She hands me back my passport with the boarding pass in it.

“Hurry Mister Styles and good luck!” She calls out as I start sprinting down the hall to security, I’m pleased that my simple disguise of sunglasses with my hair stuffed into a beany has got me this far but with the lady dropping my name so many times someone’s ought to have heard.

I grab a empty plastic container and unload the contents of my pockets into in also undoing my shoes and placing them.

“Hat and glasses off please” The security guard warns me; you have to be kidding me. I look around, mostly older people, a few children, if I do this fast and keep my eyes averted maybe I wont be noticed. If an adult notices me I doubt they’d make a scene. I slowly remove my beany and glasses. The guard and security crew stare at me momentarily before the guard waves his hands for me to walk through the mental sensor. He smiles indicating I’m good. I snatch the container quickly and put all my belongings back into my pockets. I pull the beany over my head and slide the glasses on.

I continue my run to gate E flight S450, I see the line in the distance getting shorter with barely four people left. I make it, just before they close the gates, “Passport and boarding pass please” The annoyed attendant stares at me. I hand her my things with a smile she doesn’t take in too well.

She scans it and hands it back to me “Thank you” I smile again and she points to the walkway to the plane.

I walk through the plan keeping my head down, trying to blend in with the people around me. I find my seat… coach…. I haven’t sat in coach in 4 years…. let alone flew with a chartered national airline. I always fly private with the boys or family. Luckily I have a window seat and there’s no one beside me, must have had someone not show up.

I look at the screen in front of me where it says our destination, Nina, my beautiful Nina. I miss her so much, I never knew someone could become so important in your life that living without them is painful, physically painful. I never knew empty was a feeling until I was told she was gone, I use to dread feeling sad or angry but the feeling I dread most now is emptiness it makes you feel like a alien to your surrounding, it suffocates you while you sleep, and makes you feel like you’re drowning when you wake up. I never want to feel that way again.

The flight attendant comes on the intercom explaining the safety precautions and how to properly use your life jacket and breathing mechanism and where the emergency exits are. I’ve flown so much that I could recite the speech up there with the attendants. I lean my head on the window as we start to leave for take off, in five hours I’ll be with the most important people in my life.

“Sir, anything to eat or drink?” A blonde stewardess interrupts my sleep. I shake my curls and rub my eyes.

“Uh just water thanks love” I say, eyes still closed, she places the water on my tray and moves down the aisle.

I look at the map on the screen, almost there. I take a deep breath and lean back, staring out into the white and blue sky.








Nina’s P.O.V

“Good morning” Zac kisses my cheek taking me by surprise as I enter the sunroom, Dani and El’s eyes widen… Shit… I clutch my stomach as a sharp pain sears through me. I clench my eyes shut until the pain surpasses.

“You okay?” Dani says with concern hinted in her voice. I nod “Yeah I’m fine, just pregnancy pains”

“I know what you mean,” Dani laughs while looking down at Ella who sits on her mothers lap leaning on her stomach.

“So Louis called me this morning” El starts talking with a wandering voice. I place a few berries on my plate.

“And they’re coming up, I don’t know how you would react to all of this” She frowns. I place a blackberry in my mouth, I miss them all, I would love to see them but I don’t know if this place is the best place to have everyone, it’s tainted, tainted with the pain of the last few months of struggle.

“Tell them not to worry about it, the travel and the tour it will be too much, tell them I’ll come back with you guys to see them” I say without regret, Zac and Jessica’s eyes pop open.

“Nina you can’t travel your 7 months pregnant”

Sadness overcomes me “There’s no way in bloody hell I’m delivering the baby in Spain” My voice is loud and assertive. They continue to stare at me as if I’m mad.

“I’ll leave and buy a private plane if I have to, I’m not staying here, I need to move on”

“You’ll come back to the UK?” El’s face is split open with a smile, I think about it for a second, I don’t plan on living in the UK but I would love to see everyone, maybe I’ll see Tia…

“For a visit, yeah” I smile back. She claps her hands together and grins larger than before.

“I’ll tell the boys, have you heard from Harry?” Dani asks cautiously, I shake my head.
“I’ve only been talking to Louis and Liam” El looks down at her phone

“It doesn’t matter” I shrug and Zac rubs my back

“We don’t have to get into it right now” El sips on her tea and I smile gratefully at her.

I look around the house, I’m done here, I want to leave, and I’m ready.

“We have a week here before our flight next Tuesday” Dani tells us

Jessica shakes her head

“I think I’m going to fly private, it would just be easier for me, you’ll come with me right?” I look over at Jessica and Zac

“I guess we cant live in vacation land forever” Jessica laughs

“I wouldn’t dare let you go anywhere this pregnant with no doctor” Zac smirks, and I glare at him.

“We should be getting back to life in Jersey, get ready to move, your baby is due in two months you need a place to live, have you thought about any of this?” Jessica scolds me

“No but I’ve been looking at houses and I will think more about it after the UK I promise”

Harry’s P.O.V

I arrive in Spain still undetected.

“Harry, Mister Styles!” I hear a woman yell… I rush with my head down in the direction of the exit after going through customs.

“Harold Edward Styles”

I recognize the voice immediately. I spin around.

“Mum!?” I stare at her as she approaches me. She runs into my arms.

“What are you doing here?” I’m so immensely confused

“I read the paper Harry Styles, and also Niall ringed me and filled me in on everything, why haven’t you called me back? or come to visit?”

“It’s been a rough time Mum, I don’t know what’s going on” I look down at the floor.

“I’m always here for you, and Nina, and my grandson” She smiles up at me

“You know, how do you know?”

“A blonde Irish bird named Niall told me absolutely everything, don’t worry son I’m not mad, but I’m not letting you do this alone, you’ve been hiding too many feelings and I should have came to you when you needed me most”

“You’re here now” I swallow the lump in my throat; she’s the one person I needed through all this.

“Yes and so is Gemma, but she thought we’d like a moment to ourselves, and also to go see Nina together so she left for the hotel”

“I’m happy you’re here”

“Now lets go before more people start realizing who you are” She looks at the gathering group of travellers holding out their cellphones.

We manage to make it through the airport into a cab; I present them the address that Louis gave me. I made the boys promise not to tell El or Dani but now that Niall has told my mum I haven’t got a clue if they know I’m coming or not.

“It’s beautiful here” I look out the window and view the blue cost line.

“So what are you going to do Harry?” Mum looks wary

I want to play stupid and ask about but I know she’s referring to Nina.

“I just want to see her”

“But the child”

“I want to be a father” I look over at her

“I want to be a father I want to have a family and I want Nina, that’s all I know”

“If she’s been alive all this time she’s ought to have seen the news paper, why didn’t she ever call?”

“ I don’t know, I don’t know how any of this happened” I shake my head.

I just want to get there, I don’t want to talk about anything, I just want to see her. Her and I don’t even have to speak to one another just as long as I can see her, know she’s alive. That’s all I want to do right now. I don’t want to get into the logistics of things I just want to see her.


My hand starts to shake, it’s been doing that since I got the news months ago that Nina had died.

My mum places her cold hand over top of mine and produces a smile at me, a questioning smile; I wouldn’t know what to do either if I had a child like myself.

“We’re almost there” She reassures me

Nina’s P.O.V

“Have we picked names!?” El flops onto my bed as I flip through a pregnancy magazine.

I laugh and shake my head “Not quite, I like Dallas and Leo, I like Leo Des St- I mean Vinci” my body heats up, I didn’t mean to say styles or des, fuck, I don’t even think Harry wants me anymore. I don’t even think I want him. He left me, band related or not he should’ve waited for me to wake up and maybe that’s selfish of me but I was in a horrifying occurrence, I’m allowed to be selfish.

“You still love him, admit it or deny it, he’s the father of your child, you’ll always have something for him” El’s eyes grow small. I’m so confused, I have all these emotions I’ve never had before and I want to cry laugh and scream at the same time.

“He hasn’t tried to reach me, or talk to me, I don’t think he cares much about this baby”

“He does, I don’t know why he hasn’t tried to contact us though, I can admit that is a bit odd”

I can’t do this anymore; I can’t be going back and forth in my life waiting for Harry to show up. I’m moving on with my life, this new life with my baby with or without Harry, in love or not in love.

Harry’s P.O.V

“We’re here son,” My mom whispers over at me. I pause, the lump growing in my throat. I step out and my knees become weak.

My mom rushes to my side to hold me up against the car. I steady my breathing.

“I don’t know if I can do this” my heart beats 1000 times a second my ears start ringing.

“You can do this, I’m right here with you love” She kisses my cheek

“Okay” I breath

“Okay” She breathes back

I stand and she loops her arm around mine.

We slowly make our way up to the door, one step at a time. I look down at my jeans and green tee shirt, I hope I look well enough.

I stare at the door for 10 seconds.

“Knock Harry”

My breathing starts becoming uneven again, my body trembling.

“I can’t, what if she doesn’t want to see me” My eyes start watering

“She’ll want to see you darling” My mother comforts me. I try to believe her, but my head feels like air and my body feels limp.

She puts her hand up to the door and knocks three times.

Nina’s P.O.V

“Yeah I bought everything mostly-“ I’m filling in El and Dani about the baby and a knock at the door interrupts us.

“Shit, Wyatt took everyone to the beach, we should get that” I stand slowly and El hops up quick

“Don’t worry I’ll answer” El and Dani walk in front of me.

The door swings open

“Harry?!” Dani screeches in confusion

My heart jumps into my throat, my entire body warming up and becoming tingly.

Harry’s P.O.V


They stare at me as if they’ve never seen me before, they split apart revealing a pathway to what I came here for.

My eyes pop open, my cheeks go flush, I feel like I’m in a distant universe where the only two people are her and I, everyone else is invisible. My entire body trembles and all I do is stare at her, her beauty, she’s as perfect as I left her, I look down at her stomach, that’s my baby, that’s my son and that’s the mother of my child.

Nina’s P.O.V

He stares at me like a deer in headlights and I’m breathless, his chest rises and falls fast and his face turns from white too red. He takes some unsteady steps towards me and I’m frozen in my spot. I feel tears trickle down my cheeks. He takes his last step and we’re almost chest-to-chest, he drops down to his knees and places his hands on each side of my stomach, pressing his forehead gently against me. I hear him sob, quietly. I’m over come with emotion. I feel his trembling body and I see his tears hitting the floor. I look up to see Anne with her hand covering her mouth, water streaming out of each eye like a river, El and Dani follow suit.

I loose my hands in the curls of his hair.

Harry’s P.O.V

I can’t control my sobs, her hands hold my head, and I’ve longed for her touch for too long.

“I’m so sorry, I’m so, so sorry” I whisper, my voice cracking and uneven

I look up at her, her face so perfect with small streams from her eyes to her chin.

“It’s you, you, you’re alive” My body shakes even worse than it’s ever had, the tears are never ending and catching my breath poses an issue she drops to the floor with me, wrapping her arms around my neck, quickly I pull her close, I hold her tight, as tight as I can, and I don’t plan on letting go.

Nina’s P.O.V

We stay embraced, he sobs into the crook of my neck, he falls back on floor from his knees and I sit on him completely intertwined.

“I’m sorry, I love you, I’m sorry,” He whispers over and over in my ear.

“Harry” I hold his quivering, crying body. What has happened in these past few months that have made him this bad? I’ve missed him; I’ve missed him so much.

“Nina, its you, you’re here,” He bawls

“Yes it’s me I’m here”

He breathes loudly and then tightens his embrace on me further.

Harry’s P.O.V

It’s her she’s here, my baby, they’re alive.

I hold her close, never wanting to move from this place on the floor.

She pulls away looking at me, her eyes are bright from crying. She pushes her forehead against mine. I look down and place my hand on her pregnant stomach.

“Harry” She whispers again

“I’ve been a wreck without you love” I whisper back, a fresh set of tears starting.

Notes

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Comments

@march5th
Please update again pwease!

@sav4sav
I really want the story to update

Stupid Simon, I hate him and Sarah, shes making her think he doesn't want her :(
When are you going to update?

I love it I love it I love it
☺☺☺☺☺

Oh my I am addicted to this story. Guys is there like a sequal. I am not trying to rush but this hasn't updated in 2 months. I am afraid because this is the best story ever. I thought it was gonna end with Dominic coming back and . killing them. Anyway, love the story.