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Breathe

Story Of My Life

El’s P.O.V

We arrive in La Manga Spain and it’s 8:36 am, but the time difference has us feeling like it’s 3am.

“How’s the baby?” I yawn and look over at Dani who’s pushing in a stroller a sleeping Ella.

“She’s good, do you really think we’re going to find Nina” She flips down her sunglasses from her head as we exit the airport. Nerves kick into my stomach. I miss Nina; she was one of us, Me, Dani, Perrie, Tia and her.

“I don’t know, I hope we do, everyone is a mess without her” I whisper and look down at my small mobile app.

“I did some researching, there’s a house 30 minutes away that people rent out for recovery’s, it’s a branch out of the hospital that Nina was in” Her eyes pop open as I tell her. I swallow hard. This can’t be real.

“I think that might be the first place to look, if not we can check into a hotel and start asking locals, maybe go to the mall and see if anyone has seen her” I flip my hair behind my shoulders. I don’t know how this happened, how do we all think she is dead but these photo’s surface that could prove she’s not? Did she fake her death? Nothing adds up and it doesn’t make sense.

“Cab’s here, on the plus side this place is absolutely beautiful, it’s a nice little vacation” Dani looks up at the beading sun. She’s right it’s amazing here. I help the taxi driver load the bags into the back as Dani sets up the car seat for Ella.

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Nina’s P.O.V

“Morning sunshine” Jessica opens the drapes dramatically and sun fills the room. I clench my eyes shut. She laughs,

“Time to get up! We have baby planning to do!”

I groan and sit up, my stomach protruding out. It’s sick I hate it.

“Give me a minute, I’ll meet you in the kitchen, where’s Zac?” I look to my left and right and don’t see him beside me in bed. He usually sleeps with me it helps with the nightmares.

“He went for a jog, what’s going on with you two?” She cocks her head to the side I smile small. He makes me feel better.

“He’s nice and he likes me I don’t know why” I look down at my fingers. She gawks “Don’t know why? Cause you’re basically amazing” She laughs and I join in.

“Basically?” I ask sarcastically as her mouth splits into a large grin.

“Get dresses loser” She throws a white cotton dress at me and leaves the room. I sigh and stand up and I arch my aching back. I slip a pair of underwear on and it takes me 10 minutes, I want this kid out of me. I stroke my stomach... he starts doing backflips. I look at myself in the mirror. My tits are huge…. Oh boy.

I walk out of the room after I finish changing.

“Morning beautiful” Zac strolls by kissing my lips quickly he looks like he just got back from his run. He takes me by surprise.

“I’m just going to shower then I’ll see you” He walks into the room.

“So what do we have planned for today?” I ask Jessica who’s sitting at the wooden table eating fresh strawberries. I sit down beside her and take a deep breath. Moving takes allot of effort.

“Eat” She pushes the fruit towards me and I pop a few raspberries into my mouth.

“We need to figure out where you want to live, have the baby, raise the baby, travelling around with a baby sucks”

“I want to look at places in London, and New York” I say London really quick in hopes that she doesn’t hear me.

“Did you say London?” She narrows her eyes at me

“Maybe Manchester?” My voice squeaks

“So we’re moving closer to Cheshire, where Harry lives?” She sounds angry, I cant blame her.

“No I just” I pause “I don’t know”

“You want to make it work out with him” She screams as if she figured out the murder.

I roll my eyes “No, I just want my son to know his father”

“I don’t think Harry want’s to be a father or else he’d be here” She says softly

I look down, she’s right.

“Well I’ve always loved New York,” I answer simply.

“We need to go look at houses, I talked to Zac and he needs to do a general check up to clear you for flying”

“I don’t want to have the baby here, I want to have it in New York, I’ll feel more comfortable, more stable” We’re about to start looking at real estate online when the door rings.

Wyatt emerges from the patio “I’ll get it”

“Thanks babe” She calls out to him

“So I really like this one” Jessica opens a new tab and shows me a condo in Upper East Side Manhattan.

El’s P.O.V

“Ready?” I ask Dani who looks like she’s about to pass out. She nods and I hear footsteps approach the door. It swings open and my heart leaps into my throat.

“Wyatt!” I scream and jump into his arms. I can’t help but cry, and I cry so much tears streaming down my face ruining my make up. I see Dani crying too as she watches the scene.

He looks at us confusingly “Hi girls?”

“Is Nina here, is she alive, please tell us she’s here and alive” I speed talk while my eyes search all around the house.

“What are you talking about of course she’s here?” He says again with confusion, I almost scream. “Where is she, where is she” Fresh tears produce.

Nina’s P.O.V

“I hear crying, I’m going to go see” I stand and pause for a moment, my body readjusting.

I walk down the hall to the front door.

“Please where is she” I hear a familiar voice. I rest my hand on my stomach.

“Dani? El?” I tilt my head. Their faces drop turning white like they just saw a ghost.

“You-You’re al-alive” Dani stutters then holds her hand over her mouth as tears burst out of her eyes.

El rushes over and embraces me. She looks down at my stomach momentarily.

“I don’t understand” I ask when she releases me.

“We thought you were dead, we all thought you were dead” She utters, tears running onto her neck.

“Wh-what?” I narrow my eyes

“Can we talk please, we miss you so much” Dani ask through shaking.

“Of course, come in here” They follow me into the living room I shut the door behind me. They sit on the large neutral white couch; I sit on the opposing chair.

“I can’t believe you’re alive I have to call Louis” El sniffles in

“I don’t understand, why do you guys keep saying that, how did you find me?” I feel my body start to become uncomfortable. Something isn’t right.

“Let’s start from the beginning” El says as she see’s Dani having a hard time talking

“Well Harry and the boy’s had to leave you at the hospital alone to finish the tour, and Simon told us that Sarah would keep us in touch, and then a few weeks later we hadn’t heard anything so Harry got really mad and asked Simon and Simon told him you were dead” Her eyes become glossy remembering the event. I furrow my eyebrows.

“Sarah told me Harry left me, that me being pregnant was too much for him, that his career was too important” I say bitterly

“That’s not true, Harry did leave for his career but it was reluctant! He was going to come back” El comes to his defense. I’m not too keen on this.

“I’m not dead, I don’t understand why that was miscommunicated”

“Simon was the one who told him. He went mad Nina, completely, he’s a mess” Dani frowns.

“I’ve seen the magazine covers and T.V reports, I’m sure he’s moved on”

“Not at all, it’s his way of coping and it’s wrong, so wrong but it’s all he knows, the poor bloke was told he lost his world, you and the baby”

This is too much, too much to comprehend. I don’t know what they’re asking of me. I miss them all so much and I just don’t understand this big mess up.

“Ella’s awake” Dani stands and takes the baby out her stroller.

“She’s getting so big” I smile

“You’re going to have your own pretty soon how far along are you?”

“7 months”

“Would you be willing to see the boys again?” El asks me cautiously. I feel the lump forming in my throat. I want to see them again I want my son to have a father whether him and I are together or not.

“I d-don’t know, I’d like too, I miss them but I don’t know if I’m ready to see Harry” I still have questions that are unanswered.

“I’m going to call Louis”, El smiles at me warmly. I’ve missed them so, so very much.

Louis’ P.O.V

“Harry please, we have to go on in 45 minutes” I warn him as he sips out of his flask.

“Fuck yooou” He slurs.

My phone rings, I quickly answer it before looking at the ID

“Hello?”

“She’s alive, she’s here, we’re with her, she’s alive Louis” El cries into the other line, my body feels weightless I smile large.

“Is she okay? What about the baby?” I see Harry jump; dropping his flask to the ground his eyes grow 8 times in size.

“The baby is good, still in Nina’s tummy, she’s due in about 2 months”

“I cant talk long, call me after your show and we’ll talk more, love you baby”

“Love you too” I hang up and Harry’s eyes are getting puffy.

“She’s alive mate” I grin, he backs up with his hands behind his head. I see the first tear fall out of the right eye.

“I have to go,” He says frantically, grabbing his phone and jacket.

“Where are you going?” I yell at him as he sprints out of the room.

Harry’s P.O.V

I rush out of the arena, ditching the last show before break. I don’t care. I need to get to Nina, I need to tell her how much I love her and how I can’t live without her. I need to be with her, need to feel her in my arms. I cant be alone anymore, I cant be with anyone else.

Nina’s P.O.V

“Would you come back to London with us?” That’s the last thing El and Dani ask me, we talked about everything, everything that happened when I was in the hospital, and everything that’s been happening to Harry. I still don’t know my feelings are neutral. I can’t go running back to him.

“I don’t know, I’m not fit for flying yet and I need to start getting ready for this one” I rub my stomach

“The boys go on break we could come see you here” Dani looks over to El

I don’t know what to say, I want them back in my life, and I miss them dearly. But I don’t want the pain and heartbreak that Harry brings.

“You guys can come here, we have plenty of room”

“I just don’t know what to do about Harry” I trail off, saying my thoughts.

“Do you still love him?” El folds her hands together.

“Yes of course I love him but I don’t know how I love him anymore, seeing those things made me feel… indifferent”

“He just needs the chance to prove it, believe me, you dying destroyed him”

“I needed him, I needed him to be there for me” I state simply with force, anger hinted in my tone. They stop talking.

“Let me show you your rooms” I stand and they follow.

Notes

You guys will not believe what I have planned for this story

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Comments

@march5th
Please update again pwease!

@sav4sav
I really want the story to update

Stupid Simon, I hate him and Sarah, shes making her think he doesn't want her :(
When are you going to update?

I love it I love it I love it
☺☺☺☺☺

Oh my I am addicted to this story. Guys is there like a sequal. I am not trying to rush but this hasn't updated in 2 months. I am afraid because this is the best story ever. I thought it was gonna end with Dominic coming back and . killing them. Anyway, love the story.