Breathe
The Plan
I need to get out of here. I want to get out of here. Why is this all so complicated? Tia is right I do push everyone away. It’s only a matter of time before I push Harry away. I feel tears push on the through my eyes. I love Harry and I can’t bear being left.
I want to go home
I want to go home
I need to go home…
Harry’s P.O.V
I hear her sobs go further and further into the room. I take a deep breath it pains me seeing her this way.
I turn and look down the hallway to see Louis leaning on the wall.
“She’ll be fine” he reassures me, and produces a slight smile.
Suddenly I’m furious, how could Tia say something like that? How could she knowing what Nina is going through? I rush past Lou and out to the living room where Tia looks to be explaining herself to all the angered faces.
“What nerve you have saying that to her, do you have any idea what she’s going through” I snarl at her and everyone’s heads shoot up in my direction.
“Harry” Niall warns I dismiss him impassively.
“No, she’s destroyed over what you said” I growl again and she narrows her eyes at me
“I’m sorry for what I said but honestly Harry don’t you agree with what I said, she hasn’t been around lately” Tia looks at her fingers
“She hasn’t been around cause she’s gone dealing with all this family stuff, and I respect that cause she’s my girlfriend and I will do anything for her to make her happy and I’ve been trying to because she’s been awfully sad all the time lately and what you said hasn’t helped her in anyway what so ever” I find my self shouting and everyone’s eyes pop open.
“Just go please” I say quieter and slowly everyone evacuates the apartment.
I walk back down the hall and knock on the door.
“It’s just me love, please let me in”
I hear shuffling before the click of a lock and open of a door.
There she stands as beautiful as ever, eyes moist with new tears like dew on the trees of spring after rainfall. She looks hurt vulnerable and I hate every bit of it. I walk foreword and grab her, wrapping my arms around her waist gently but holding on tightly she reciprocates and puts her arms around my neck loosing her hands in my hair.
“I love you, I love you so” I whisper carelessly into her ear. I hear her scoff and tears reproduce down her cheeks.
“I- I lov- love yo- you t- too” She says between sobs and I have to choke back tears coming on myself. I can’t stand seeing her cry and all she does is cry lately she’s not happy and it kills me knowing it.
I place my hand on her chin and gently press my lips against hers. Her tears hit the bottom of my cheeks as she continues to sob.
Nina’s P.O.V
The next morning seems to be better; I open my eyes to Harry lying beside me naked with the sheets only covering his bottom half. Then it registers in my mind… oh yeah we had sex. Which is undoubtedly the reason I feel so good. Don’t get me wrong, what Tia said wasn’t nice but it was that plus all the pressure and stress from family hunting that really caused the breakdown.
I look at the time and am tempted to call Wyatt but he still might be on his flight back to New Jersey. I stand and wince, jeez Harry what did you do to me last night. It takes me till I reach the kitchen that everywhere aches, absolutely everywhere… my boobs my back my feet my legs, arms, neck and pelvis everything.
I reach up for some Advil and pop two into my mouth and swallow.
Dominic’s (Nina’s adoptive dad and Tia’s dad) P.O.V
“Welsh listen to me, Nina and Wyatt are going to be in California in two weeks, we’ll get them then there’s too many paps around with that stupid boy band. They’ll be in Cali alone” I explain to him
“Does Sarah know?” He asks stupidly and I’m almost tempted to slap him
“No for god sakes are you mentally ill?”
“What house are they going to first?”
“Tia told me last time we talked that they would be at the Sacramento house on the 17th”
“So we’ll get them on the night of the 18th” He again, asks stupidly
“No you immature baboon, we’ll get them on the 17th after they fly in”
I grin sinisterly while rethinking my evil plot.
“We’re going to be rich” Walsh chuckles
“Shut up and get the Lanzo mafia leader on the phone” I snap and he scurries out of the room like a rodent.
I want to go home
I want to go home
I need to go home…
Harry’s P.O.V
I hear her sobs go further and further into the room. I take a deep breath it pains me seeing her this way.
I turn and look down the hallway to see Louis leaning on the wall.
“She’ll be fine” he reassures me, and produces a slight smile.
Suddenly I’m furious, how could Tia say something like that? How could she knowing what Nina is going through? I rush past Lou and out to the living room where Tia looks to be explaining herself to all the angered faces.
“What nerve you have saying that to her, do you have any idea what she’s going through” I snarl at her and everyone’s heads shoot up in my direction.
“Harry” Niall warns I dismiss him impassively.
“No, she’s destroyed over what you said” I growl again and she narrows her eyes at me
“I’m sorry for what I said but honestly Harry don’t you agree with what I said, she hasn’t been around lately” Tia looks at her fingers
“She hasn’t been around cause she’s gone dealing with all this family stuff, and I respect that cause she’s my girlfriend and I will do anything for her to make her happy and I’ve been trying to because she’s been awfully sad all the time lately and what you said hasn’t helped her in anyway what so ever” I find my self shouting and everyone’s eyes pop open.
“Just go please” I say quieter and slowly everyone evacuates the apartment.
I walk back down the hall and knock on the door.
“It’s just me love, please let me in”
I hear shuffling before the click of a lock and open of a door.
There she stands as beautiful as ever, eyes moist with new tears like dew on the trees of spring after rainfall. She looks hurt vulnerable and I hate every bit of it. I walk foreword and grab her, wrapping my arms around her waist gently but holding on tightly she reciprocates and puts her arms around my neck loosing her hands in my hair.
“I love you, I love you so” I whisper carelessly into her ear. I hear her scoff and tears reproduce down her cheeks.
“I- I lov- love yo- you t- too” She says between sobs and I have to choke back tears coming on myself. I can’t stand seeing her cry and all she does is cry lately she’s not happy and it kills me knowing it.
I place my hand on her chin and gently press my lips against hers. Her tears hit the bottom of my cheeks as she continues to sob.
Nina’s P.O.V
The next morning seems to be better; I open my eyes to Harry lying beside me naked with the sheets only covering his bottom half. Then it registers in my mind… oh yeah we had sex. Which is undoubtedly the reason I feel so good. Don’t get me wrong, what Tia said wasn’t nice but it was that plus all the pressure and stress from family hunting that really caused the breakdown.
I look at the time and am tempted to call Wyatt but he still might be on his flight back to New Jersey. I stand and wince, jeez Harry what did you do to me last night. It takes me till I reach the kitchen that everywhere aches, absolutely everywhere… my boobs my back my feet my legs, arms, neck and pelvis everything.
I reach up for some Advil and pop two into my mouth and swallow.
Dominic’s (Nina’s adoptive dad and Tia’s dad) P.O.V
“Welsh listen to me, Nina and Wyatt are going to be in California in two weeks, we’ll get them then there’s too many paps around with that stupid boy band. They’ll be in Cali alone” I explain to him
“Does Sarah know?” He asks stupidly and I’m almost tempted to slap him
“No for god sakes are you mentally ill?”
“What house are they going to first?”
“Tia told me last time we talked that they would be at the Sacramento house on the 17th”
“So we’ll get them on the night of the 18th” He again, asks stupidly
“No you immature baboon, we’ll get them on the 17th after they fly in”
I grin sinisterly while rethinking my evil plot.
“We’re going to be rich” Walsh chuckles
“Shut up and get the Lanzo mafia leader on the phone” I snap and he scurries out of the room like a rodent.
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2/22/16