I lay in bed wide awake, its almost 1 in the morning and I can’t sleep, Harry is in every thought I think of and its killing me. I think about what’s happened in the past 24 hours and tears start rolling down my cheeks, I quietly sob into the pillow before forcing myself to fall asleep.

“ Nina” “ Nina wake up” A smooth hand strokes my cheek, I grumble in reaction to the touch, I don’t want to move

“ Oh get up” two hands push at my back and my eyes shoot open

“ Dani go away” I mumble at her, pushing her hands away

“ OH NINA ITS MORNING TIME” I hear the chime of more than one male voice, I open my eyes to see Liam, Niall, Louis and Zayn running at me from the door way, I close my eyes as they jump on top of me

“ Okay, okay I’m up!” I shout as the pain of all their weight crushes me, I sit up as they get off me and notice Harry standing in the doorway, leaning on it. Quickly I take my gaze off his and I see him frown from the corner of my eye. Oh Styles… my stomach goes jittery

“ So what do you want to do today?” El sits beside me

“ Up to you guys” I yawn

“ Well get dressed” She pats my shoulder and I oblige

“ I’ll be out in a minute,” I say as they leave the room, Harry doesn’t move though, he stays frozen like a statue in the door. He looks down at his fingers,

“ You look so beautiful in the morning… I miss waking up to you,” He says quietly and my insides melt. I close my eyes briefly and take a deep breath.

“ Harry…” I start but he interrupts me

“ It’s fine, I know, you’re not mine anymore” his face says disappointment and a feel a sad tug in my stomach as he leaves his spot in the doorway to join the others. I hop up to find something to wear, I spot http://www.polyvore.com/its_never_gonna_be_that/set?id=74261770 in my suit case and throw it on; I fight with my hair to get it into the perfect sock bun before setting my hands down, breathe Nina you can do this… you can spend the day with your ex and be civil, I take a deep breath and leave the room. I spot Niall first and his eyes pop open as he looks at me, I can’t help but shy back.

“ Nina you look hot,” He almost shouts and the rest of the group migrates in view of me.

“ She cleans up well, hey Harry?” Zayn nudges Harrys arm but he doesn’t react, he doesn’t even look at me, he just snorts and walks to the front door.

“ I wish I could pull off those pants” El and Perrie pout

“ Alright lets get going!” Louis screams and we all jump


The car was jammed; Louis and El arranged it so I’d have to sit beside Harry, typical of them. We’re driving on the road as Liam and Louis belt out the lyrics to call me maybe, we hit a bump and my head slams into Harrys shoulder, a small pain radiates were the impact occurred. His eyes shoot down to me, eyebrows furrowed.

“ Sorry” I say, fidgeting in my seat to get three inches away from him, he stares at me for a couple seconds before resuming his position looking out the window face turned away from me. I frown, its like he hates me. I take out my phone and slowly scroll through the returning flights to New York.

“ Whatcha looking at Nineers” I laugh at the nickname Zayn has for me

“ Nothing” I reply, Niall snatches the phone from my hands

“ Niall, give it back” I say sternly putting my hand out, Harrys turned his head in our direction.

“ She’s looking at return flights to New York” Niall holds the phone out of my distance.

“ Nina you’re not going anywhere” Liam looks back at me

“ YEAH NINEERS” Zayn chimes in, I’ve come to terms I’m not happy here, and coming here was a mistake, Harry couldn’t care less.

“ I think I’m going to leave tomorrow,” I say quietly looking at my knotted fingers

“ You’re kidding right” Louis glances nervously between me and Harry. Harry remains
emotionless; I feel a lump forming in my throat.

“ No I’m not kidding,” I say with all seriousness

“ Just run away from problems” Harry speaks lowly, directed at me

“ Seriously? You’re going to start a fight with me now? You’re sure one to talk about running away” I snap at him and notice the tension in this car between him and I could be cut with a knife, I sigh and he starts laughing.

“ Maybe you should go,” He hisses

“ Harry stop” Zayn put his hand on his shoulder, I look at him, how could he say something like that.

“ Don’t worry, I’ll be gone out of your life tomorrow” I say quietly, hurt. I turn away from him and rest my head on Niall’s shoulder, he gives me a sympathetic smile and I move as far away from Harry as I can get. I feel tears rising and quickly blink them away, I spot Louis in the mirror of the car and he gives me a gentle grin. I hear my phone vibrate, I slowly pick it out of my pocket, it’s from Harry yet he’s sitting right beside me the text reads

From: Harry <3
I didn’t mean it, I’m sorry.

I quickly sit up and delete the message, he catches a glimpse of me in the act and frowns I lay my head back down on Niall, hands by my sides. I feel Harrys warm fingers try to interlock with mine, at instant contact fireworks ignite in every part of my body and I want nothing to do with it, I whip my hand out of his and place it on my lap, I hear him sigh deeply.

“ We’re here,” Liam announces

“ Where exactly are we” Dani asks confused, I look out the window to see large plains and a stone house with beautiful intricate detail, it’s large with an outside patio where I notice many people dining.

“ Lunch time” Niall yells and jumps out of the car. I get out following Niall and Dani latches onto my arm.

“ We have reservations” Harry speaks to the host

“ Right this way” She croaks’ on her word, she’s obviously a One Direction fan, she leads us onto a private patio and I sit at the end of the table as far away from Harry as I can get. El takes the chair closest to me as does Perrie and Dani I smile fondly at them but it’s taking me everything I have to not cry. I glance down at phone and notice the date; today would have been mine and Harry’s two-month anniversary, I take a deep breath in hopes to clear the lump in my throat, but it makes it worse. I look up to see Zayn eyeing me suspiciously.


“ You okay?” He mouths and I shake my head and sip my water.

“ Excuse me” I say to the group before getting up and walk back into the house. I notice Zayn following. As soon as he comes up to me I start crying, tears pouring down my cheeks

“ Come on love, lets go for a walk” he takes my hand and leads me to the parking lot

“ Do you want to talk about it?” He looks down at me, worried.

“ He said he didn’t want me to stay” The tears worsen I sound incomprehensible.

“ He’s hurt Nineers, just like you are, you guys need to talk not fight, he loves you” He speaks sincerely

“ He doesn’t act like it” I respond looking down watching my tears hit the dirt

“ Well he saw you with another guy, that killed him” He says softly

“ I see him with girls all the time” I laugh sarcastically

“ Those two girls he brought home were old friends, they were too drunk to function and Harry helped out” He explained

“ Do you and Perrie ever go through this?” I ask trembling

“ All couples do, you guys just need to realize you need each other, Nina if you leave tomorrow without resolving your problems with Harry, things will get worse” He takes hold of my hand

“ Now lets get back before they worry” He smiles at me and kisses my forehead

“ Where were you guys?” Harry snarls at us as soon as we return

“ Calm down lad we just went for a walk” Zayn answers. Harry’s eyes travel all over my body, and then fixing on the red marks around my eyes. I try my hardest not to get caught up in his gaze.

“ Can I take your order please?” Safe by the waiter

“ I want the steak medium rare, with mash potatoes and carrots and the cheese ravioli and the broccoli cheddar soup” my mouth drops in awe, how could someone eat that much.

“ And for you lovely?” the waiter looks at me, shit, I haven’t looked at the menu

“ Just a garden salad please” I wasn’t very hungry, the whole group gives me looks, Harrys face hard and concerned.

“ So Harry your birthdays coming up” Perrie tries to make conversation after the waiter leaves and comes back with our food.

“ Yep” He says without looking up, Perrie nods and continues to pick at her food

“ We should go to the club tonight” Louis says cheerfully

“ Uh you guys go ahead, I am not going to be the pregnant lady at the club” Dani points to her stomach, I laugh at her.

“ Liam and I will stay in” She rubs Liam’s arm fondly and he doesn’t look too happy with the idea of staying in.

“ Nina you’ll come?” El looks my direction

“ Sure” I smile at her

We get back to the apartments at 7 o’clock, and I’m already feeling drowsy from the long ride home.

“ Lets go get ready!” Perrie and El latch onto my hand and drag me into a room

“ I have no clubbing clothes,” I pout and El throws me these items

http://www.polyvore.com/all_neon_you_could_ever/collection?id=2372450&view=slideshow

“ You do know Harrys going to have a freak out if he sees her in those right?” Perrie points to the clothes and a smile breaks across my face

“ I’ll go get changed” I say and walk into the bathroom.

“ Holy shit” Perries mouth drops open as I walk back out into the room

“ Harrys going to have a heart attack” El puts her hand over her mouth

“ Lets do your hair” Perrie puts her arms out like a five year old

“ Curly or straight?”

“ Curly”

“ You and Harry need to get back together” El frowns while straightening her hair

“ I don’t know” I say gently

“ You guys can’t be without each other or with each other, it doesn’t make sense” Perrie speaks while letting a curl loose of the iron

“ He hasn’t put in an effort”

“ He almost died when he saw you with that guy”

“ I know”

“ Finished” She says and stands up from her seat

“ Ready?” El asks waiting by the bedroom door

“ Mhm” We respond and walk out into the living room.

“ Holy mother of god look at Nina” Dani says pointing her finger at me, all the heads in the room turn and mouths drop

“ You look stunning” Liam pipes up

“ So hot” Niall says under his breath and I blush, I look over at Harry, who’s eyes are greedily traveling all over my body, but his face is angry, he shakes his head and takes a deep breath.

“ Lets go” Perrie motions us to the door


“ You look beautiful too babe” Zayn pecks Perries cheek

“ Awe you look beautiful too babe” Louis mocks Zayn and kisses Eleanor’s cheek as well. I stand there awkwardly as the two couples kiss each other back and forth. Harry looks at me; I can feel his eyes on me. Abruptly he bends down to plant a small kiss on the side of my head. His touch is gone too fast as he opens the apartment door and leads us to the car.

“ BYE BE SAFE” Liam and Dani yell at us

We arrive at some posh London club and I can hear the music from outside, we step in and there looks to be at least 400 people.

“ Stay close please” I hear Harry yell in my ear

“ Lets go get drinks” Perrie shouts over the booming music, she grabs El and I and drags us over to the bar.

“ What can I get you pretty ladies” the greasy old bartender winks at us and I suppress a giggle
“ Can we get 6 tequila shots please?” El asks

“ Sure” He pours our drinks and I grab two and start to head back to the table the boys have discovered in this sea of people

“ Hold on Nina these are for us” Perrie grabs my arm

“ To One Direction” El yells with a shot in her hand, we shoot it back and it burns going down my throat.

“ Again” we do the second shot and I’m starting to wish I ate more; this alcohol is already hitting me. We order more drinks and head back.

“ Thanks babes” Louis winks at us, Perrie, El and I take three more rounds of shots and I’ve managed to down two rum and cokes

“ Lets go dance” I slur at El

“ Okay baby” she grabs my hand and leads me to the floor

“ Looks like we’re going to have to bring the girlfriends home drunk tonight mates” Louis says clinking his beer with Harry’s Zayn’s and Niall’s. A drunken grin splits on my mouth

“ Well Niall can bring me home cause Harry isn’t my boyfriend annnnyymoooreee” I laugh at them before catching up with El, we start moving and I can feel my heart beating in my head.

“ NINA?!” I hear someone yell my name

“ MAX” I yell back before jumping into his hug, I need to stop drinking.

“ How are you love,” He says directly into my ear

“ Goooooood” I stumble backwards and he grabs me with his arm, I notice El and Perrie giving me protective looks.

“ You’re drunk babe” He grabs hold of my waist, his hands rather low.

“ Nina, lets go back to the boys” El looks scared, as she try’s to grab my arm

“ Dance with me” he try’s to move my hips with is hands, this is wrong, where’s Harry, I want him, I look back at the table to see Harry gone. I look back up at Max.

“ One dance please” He lowers his hands onto my bum and I start panicking

“ Get your hands of my girl” I hear a deep British accent coming from behind me. Max releases me and puts his hands up as if surrendering.

“ Sure bro, but I don’t think she’s your girl” He says before walking off, I spin around

“ Harry” I start but he cuts me off

“ Don’t,” He says putting his finger up and then turning, walking directly for the exit. I stumble my way but I follow him outside the club, its cold, I don’t have a jacket and I’m drunk, how pleasant.

“ Harry!” I scream at his back but he doesn’t turn around, he just continues walking away.

“ Harry stop” I try to catch up to him but all it results in is me twisting my ankle from my horribly high heals.

“ Ow ow ow” I move off the sidewalk onto the grass and take off my shoes

“ Harry please” I yell once more, but he keeps going. I’m so drunk that the pain in my ankle has seized, I continue to follow Harry until I’m within arms reach.

“ Harry” I grab onto his arm

“ What” He yells turns around fast almost knocking me to the ground, his face engraved with hurt.

“ What the fuck do you want Nina, cause I know what I want, I’m looking at her, and I thought you wanted me until I saw you being fucking groped by that guy!” He screams in my face.

“ You want me? That’s funny, all you’ve done is start fights with me, you haven’t put in one ounce of fucking effort,” I snap back at him

“ Do you want me Nina” He stares deep into my eyes and I realize we’re chest to chest. I’m too drunk for this; I’m too drunk for fighting. I rest my head on his chest and wrap my arms around his waist. He hardens at my touch but doesn’t reject me. He places his arms around me and puts his head on the top of mine.

“ Nina why do you do this to me”

“ Do what baby?” I lift my head off his chest and he presses his forehead against mine

“ Don’t ever do that again, I never want to see you in another mans arms, understand?” His voice is barley a whisper

“ What are you saying?” I speak quietly

“ I want you back” I blink at him, I’m almost certain I’m going to pass out

“ But Harry-“ He interrupts me by pressing his lips against mine softly, I move my arms around his neck and his find a place on my waist. His tongue pokes gently at my bottom lip for entrance, I open my mouth and he explores ever aspect of it. I moan gently as he bits my top lip. He pulls away after a couple seconds.

“ Shit babe” He breathes

“ Yes” I say

“ Yes?”

“ Yes, I want you back as well”

“ You’re mine?” he whispers

“ All yours” A smile appears on his face, revealing his perfect dimples. He looks down and sees I’m not wearing any shoes

“ Where are your shoes?” He asks concerned

“ Over there” I point, “ they were too hard to run in”

“ Lets go home” he says and tugs on my hand but my body doesn’t react

“ mmm” I grumble

“ What love?”

“ Carry me” I pout and hold my arms out like an adolescent, Harry takes off his coat and drapes it over me before picking me up bridal style.

“ I love you, just you,” I say into his chest sleepily

Notes

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