A Change At Heart

-Harry-

After Layla told me she loved me I shut her out once again for a few days.. Today I decided to check up on her because I just had to see her.. She has been on my mind all day so I'm going to bring her food..

After making some pasta I unlocked her door and walked in.. Layla looked up and made eye contact with me.. She honestly looked like shit.. Her hair was everywhere Problably from pulling at it.. Her eyes were red and puffy there were stain marks on her cheeks from tears.. Her whole body was bruised.. Her lips were chapped.. I felt tears form in my eyes but I held them back..

"I brought you food" I put her plate down next to her bed..
She just nodded and stayed where she was..

"well arnt you hungry?" I asked.. She shrugged remaining silent..

"Come on don't be like that" I pleaded she looked at me and her face was so sad.. It broke my heart..

"I'll be back" I whispered and walked out.. I ran a hot bath for her.. She kinda smelled and I knew it would relax her.. After letting it fill up I went downstairs to get her..

"Come here" I said holding out my hand.. She looked at me and dropped her head..

"I can't move" she whispered.. I walked over and picked her up bridal style.. She winced and I flinched knowing she was in pain from the numerous bruises that was displayed on her beautiful body.. I sat her on the counter and looked at her

"Can I?" I asked.. She gave me a confused look but nodded anyway.. I started removing her clothes careful not to touch one of her bruises.. She was fully naked and a tear slipped from my eye..

She was covered in bruises.. I'm a fucking monster.. I kissed some of her bruises hoping it would somehow take them away.. Then carried her into that bathtub.. She closed her eyes and leaned her neck at the end of the tub..

I grabbed the loofa and put soap on it then started washing her... I washed all her body .. When I got to her vagina I shyly smiled as I rubbed it back and forth cleaning it.. As I was doing this she moaned and closed her eyes.. I moved up to her chest and put soap in my hands then massaged them.. She let out another moan.. I smirked at this and let out a little laugh..

After I washed her body I moved to her hair.. I rubbed it in circles and she finally ended the silence..

"I'm sorry" she said.. I raised my eyebrows in shock..

"For what?" I asked...

"I-I don't know but I felt like I needed to say it.." she tripped over her words..

"I'm the one who's sorry.. I really am Layla.. I'm sorry" I whispered.. She turned around and grabbed my hands..

"I forgive you" she whispered back..

"How could you forgive me so easily?" I ask shaking my head..

"it's called lo-" she stopped mid sentence and looked down..

"Why did you stop?" I asked

"I didn't want you getting mad at me again" she looked at me and a tear was shed from her left eye.. I kissed it away and kissed her passionately on her lips.. She kissed back just as hard..

"I love you" she breathed after we pulled apart..

"Love isn't real!" I whined looking her in her eyes..

"I can show you it is please!" she pleaded..

"I'm so sorry" I said shaking my head

"please Harry I know you love me to I can feel it .. That time we first kissed tell me you didn't feel something" she said in a stern tone..

"I-"

"Tell me you don't feel anything in this kiss" she cut me off and placed her beautiful soft plump pink lips upon mine .. I did feel something.. I didn't even feel this way with Sarah..

"Tell me" she said.. I stayed silent..

"TELL ME!" She screamed..

"I didn't feel anything" I lied.. I felt so bad for saying it but I want going to fall back down that road again.. Her face paled and it looked like I had punched her in her gut.. She started crying and looked away from me.. I broke her heart.. I squeezed my eyes shut and dropped my head.. She just kept crying and crying.. I put my hand on her shoulder but she smacked it away..

"Don't touch me!" she screamed... I stood there and watched her as she cried her eyes out.....

"Ima bring you clothes " I mumbled and got up to pick out clothes.. I've never let anyone where my clothes before not even Sarah but for Layla .. I'll give anything for her.. Except my love.. I just can't do that! I pulled out boxers and a t-shirt and headed toward the bathroom.. But once I got there I dropped her clothes and looked around..



She was gone.

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