A Change At Heart

-Layla-

That night Harry suddenly changed and went back to that monster he was before I heard him fucking some girl.. Ever since then every night for the past week and a half I hear moaning and groaning.. Last night I found myself shedding a few tears.. I hated the fact slutty women are able to feel his beautifully plump lips and smooth body.. I wish it was me.. But he's so mean to me.. I didn't even know what I did.. I hated it and tonight it's coming to an end...

I pounded in the door hard making sure he heard.. It may be late but I know he wasn't sleeping.. He had some slut to make sure of that.. I pounded and I heard footsteps coming closer to the door .. He opened it and revealed his half naked self.. His shirt was off and his pants were unzipped ..

"Why the fuck were you pounding on this door?" he asked.. I was surprised he didn't yell.. Oh right a girl was here.. Just then these next few words I spoke suppressed both him and myself..

"Take it Harry take my innocence please" I said kind of begging.. I realized how pathetic that sounded and my face flushed.. What the fuck am I thInking i sound like a desperate lost little girl.. I am supposed to save myself for the one! I know but I couldn't take it with the moaning ..

"w-what?" he whispered

"Harry!" someone yelled from upstairs my eyes flashed in anger as the slut stumbled down the stairs.. She wobbled her way over to us and she was to drunk to notice the many locks on the door including my bruised face..

"What the fuck happened to you you look like shit ?" she asked poking my cheek.. Spoke to soon..

"I fell.. What's your excuse?" I clenched my jaw and balled my fists .. Harry noticed this and smiled at the ground..

"Excuse me bitch but Harry and I need to finish something" she said doing a dirty gesture with her hand..

"I'm pretty sure your hand can finish the job for you.. I mean they are freakishly large .. Almost like man hands.. Yeah" I fake smiled and she glared at me..

"Harry" she whined "tell this ugly bitch to shut up.." that's.it

"Fuck you and have you looked in the mirror you look like you belong in the circus you fucking clown" I shouted and grabbed her hair.. She started yelping and shouting as I dragged her to the door I threw her out and some of her hair stuck to my hand..

"Get a better weave you cheap bitch.." I yelled throwing her hair at her.. I slammed the door and let out a frustrated breath.. I closed my eyes and tried to take deep breaths .. I opened them to see red everywhere I closed my eyes again and counted to ten slowly.. This happens when I get to angry I have "slight" anger issues..

"Wow" Harry breathily laughed ..

"I thought i was the only one with anger issues" he said smiling at me and dropping a wink.. I blushed but then turned to him and walked in my room..

"Don't" I said as I realized he was being nice to me..

"Dont what?" he asked confused he came and sat next to me on the bed..

"Be nice to me just to beat me the next day" I whispered .. He looked down then looked back at me..

"you were really Gonna let me take it away weren't you?" he asked and I nodded.."why?" he asked

"I couldn't handle the moans coming from upstairs and knowing that other girls were in you and kissing you.. Bothered me.. If anyone is going to fuck you it's going to be me" I said and I shut my mouth as soon as that last part cane out.. He raised his eyebrows and shyly smiled looking down..

"You were jealous" he whispered ..

"I-I was n-not pff no" I nervously coughed.. He chuckled and looked in my eyes..

"yes you were " he teased .. I really didn't feel like arguing so I told him the truth ..

"Ok I was.. Sue me!" I said throwing my hands in the air.. He laughed and smiled at me..

"Your funny Lays" he smiled... Lays? Cool nickname.. I like it..

"I'm glad you do" he smiled

"I said that outloud?" I asked and he nodded chuckling.. I giggled and without thinking I pecked his lips.. His eyes widened as did mine .. I felt like lightning struck my ass with that little peck.. He looked at me and I instantly started apologizing and holding my hands up to block my face.. He pried my arms away from my face and brought his lips back to mine ..

It felt amazing .. It was slow.. Passionate.. I melted in his touch.. My body began to get hot .. He pulled back and had a sad look On his face .. Was I not as good of a kisser as he was?

"w-what's wrong ?" I asked scared..

"I can't do this Sarah .. Not again" anger flashed through his eyes..

"who's Sarah Harry?" I asked .. His eyes were blak and he got off me and slapped me..

"I hate you Sarah you lying bitch! You said you loved me!" he screamed and slapped me..

"I'm not Sarah!" I cried but his eyes grew darker by the second..

"you lied ! You said you'd always be there! You said our love would last forever! You played me! I hate you!" he screamed and slapped me again.. Who the fuck is Sarah!?

"I loved you I gave you everything and you used me! I loved you... I loved you" he whispered the last part and dropped to the floor crying his eyes out.. I don't know why but I reacted and joined him rubbing his back.. He looked at me and threw himself on me crying in my neck.. I literally picked him up and sat him on the bed.. I layed him down and I layed with him.. He cried in my chest while I stroked his hair and sang the sing I used to sing to my brother when he got introuble..

"He's not a bad boy because he made me see
ooh wee how love could be

but he's a bad boy because he wants to be free
he wants to be free

hes not a bad boy to look at
cuz he made me see how love could be

but he's a bad boy because
he wants to be free" I finished once I heard his breathing slow and relax.. He was sound asleep cuddled up to me..

"oh Harry" I sighed and kissed his head.. Who the fuck is Sarah though? I shrugged it off and snuggled myself up to the broken boy that layed beside me ..

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