Sweet Disaster
Chapter Eleven
Emma's P.O.V
"Hey, Ms. Styles, Harry's awake now so you can go see him," I say to her
"Oh thank God! Okay thanks for letting me know, sweetie. I'll see you later?" she asks.
"Yeah of course. Bye!" she gives me a hug and leaves the room. I go and sit down in the chair of Dr. Greens office it's time he and I have a talk.
"So I'm going to go get my stuff ready and get checked out today," I basically tell him instead of asking him.
"No you will not. Emma, I know you are tired of staying here but you can do it for another week. I need to keep you under observation! I don't want you to have blood clots in your brain or any damage in your head and I'm sure you don't either. I just need to make sure you are fully recovered before you leave," he says all professionally. Ugh another week in this hell hole!
"Okay you're the doctor so I guess you're right," I agree with him. I stand up to leave when Dr. Green suddenly tells me he has called my mom and told her about my accident.
"You did what now? She's going to freak out." First thing she's going to do is rip Harry's head off that's for sure. That my mom, she's a little overprotective but she means well.. I hope.
"Don't worry, Emma. I told her that you're healing miraculously and that you're lucky the accident wasn't very serious. It was hard to convince her but she wont be cutting her trip short. She did say that she'll call you though so be ready for that," he winks at me. Okay so yelling on the phone is alright. I can take that I'm so glad Dr. Green is a friend of my mom she wouldn't have listened to anyone else when it comes to her daughter being hurt. I thank Dr. Green and leave to go to my room.
As I get comfortable in this bed I cant help but think of Harry. What happened to him back there? What did Dr. Green say to Harry to make him faint? I know he told me that he wasn't taking care of himself and that he'll be fine but for some reason I just don't believe him. I don't get it! He has been so happy these past couple of days with me. I guess he's good at keeping his secrets to himself. If he's not going to tell me what's wrong with him than I'm going to have to find out myself. I know I haven't known him for a long time but I consider him my friend and if he's hurting than I'm going to find out why. Wait, Lily was with him when I was brought to the hospital maybe she knows something. I should probably give her a call! I take out my phone and wait for her to pick up.
"Hey, Emma! How are you feeling?" she asks
"I'm actually feeling great but the doctor doesn't think I am so I got to stay here for another week which sucks. What are you doing?"
"Oh me? I'm at McDonalds getting your favourite, 2 cheeseburgers, coke and fries," she laughs
"Wait you're coming here?"
"Well duh. I'm not going to let my best friend die of boredom in the hospital, it would be pretty funny if you did though."
"Ha ha ha you're so funny," I say sarcastically.
"Yeah I know! Thanks." She thought I was serious? This girl is crazy!
"Anyways get here as quick as you can I need to talk to you about something," I say seriously.
"Woah okay sounds serious. I'll be there in 10!" she tells me while hanging up on me. She better not eat any of my food! I turn on my music and try to fall asleep cause I know once Lily gets here I'm not going to get any sleep.
Harrys P.O.V
Mom just left to go get Louis and Eleanor from the waiting room. Now that they're finally here I have no idea how I'm going to tell them. I mean I guess mom took it pretty good but I wonder how they're going to take it. I look up and see Louis and Eleanor enter the room!
"Hey, mate!" Louis says. Eleanor smiles at me and gives me a wave. I give her a small wave back. I've always treated her as a little sister. Whenever her and Louis would get into a fight I would side with Eleanor, Louis always gets pissed when I do but Eleanor is so sweet and tiny anyone would side with her. What's going to be her reaction to all of this? I would hope she thinks of me as her big brother so would she be heart broken like my mom was?
"What are you guys doing standing there. Come sit down!" I tell them both. I hope they don't notice that I'm sweating like a pig right now. I'm so nervous! They sit down and stare at me.
"You know staring at someone isn't very polite," I joke with them
"What's going on with you? You're like an accident magnet. First that girl and now you. What happened?"
"Louis you have no idea. So much is going on and I don't know how to tell you all," I confess.
"What do you mean, Harry?" Eleanor asks.
"I.. I don't know how you guys are going to take this bu--"
"Oh please don't tell me you were having sex and your dick broke or something," Louis laughs at me.
"What? Oh God no, Louis! Where would you get that from? I have cancer. There you go! That's what's wrong with me I have fucking Leukemia. I'm not going to sugar coat anything. There's nothing you or I can do about it there's nothing the doctors can do it's best that we all just accept the truth." Louis's smile falters and in the corner of my eye I can see tears in Eleanor's eyes.
"No--I.. That can't be true. You cant have cancer! You're only 20 years old for fucks sake," Louis cries out
"There's nothing we can do, Louis. I don't know how many times I have said that sentence today. This is out of my hands and please just fucking accept it cause there's no changing this," I yell at him. After I say that to him I couldn't take it. The tears fall down my face like a waterfall. The room starts to close in on me and I start to feel suffocated. I need to get out of this room. I stand up and head towards the door.
Once I'm out of that room I start to run. I run and run until my legs feel numb, until I cant run any longer. I suddenly find myself in front of Emma's room. I open up the room door a bit to see Emma sleeping peacefully. Why cant I sleep peacefully like that? Why cant I have a normal life with no crying and just be happy? I slide down the wall beside the door and put my head in my hands. I just sit there for a couple of minutes until I feel a hand on my shoulder.
Louis. He sits down beside me and doesn't say anything. All he does is pull me into a hug he doesn't tell me everything will be okay or some crap like that he just hugs me tight. A hug is exactly what I needed! He lets go of me, "If you're going to go through this than so am I. I'm not going to let my best mate think he's all alone in this because he's not. You have me and you have the lads. You have your family," he assures me.
"And me. You have me," Eleanor says while sitting down on the other side of me. I didn't even notice her coming down the hall, "you have all of us and we aren't ever going to leave you. Even if you push us away we're going to be right here by your side," she tells me. With that I pull both of them into a group hug!
"Thank you," I whisper.
"So what do you guys say we go to your room and cry instead of sitting here on the floor? People are going to think we escaped from the mental ward. Also ew.. Germs!" he says in a girly voice. Eleanor reaches across me and smacks Louis on the back of his head.
"Girls do not sound like that," she says
"In my mind they do," Louis mumbles. I don't know why but that one comment made me burst into laughter which causes them both to start laughing too. I've been so stressed this week and haven't felt this free in so long. I think Louis and Eleanor are just happy to see me smile after so long so they started to laugh too. How could I think that I was all alone? I have all these losers by my side. To help me get through all of this, maybe I will get through this. Maybe I will survive! I rub my eyes and stand up while helping Eleanor up too.
"What about me?" Louis puts on his puppy dog face thinking that will make me help him up too.
"Don't worry, Louis I didn't forget about you," I smirk, "here let me help you" I put out my hand to help him but right when Louis was about to grab it I pull my hand back and put it in my pocket.
"Actually to think of it my hand kind of hurts sorry dude you're on your own," I laugh at him. He glares at me while getting up.
"Eleanor, run!" I shout at her as I start to run. I hear Louis yell at us to wait for him but I don't have a care in the world. I throw my head back, feeling the wind blow through my hair. I'm finally starting to let go and with the help of my friends I'm finally going to feel like myself again. The old Harry! The Harry all of us miss so much it's time for that Harry to come back. As we reach the room and I look back to see Louis running towards us it makes think that they are taking this better than I thought, but how will the others take this news?
3 down, 4 more to go..
"Hey, Ms. Styles, Harry's awake now so you can go see him," I say to her
"Oh thank God! Okay thanks for letting me know, sweetie. I'll see you later?" she asks.
"Yeah of course. Bye!" she gives me a hug and leaves the room. I go and sit down in the chair of Dr. Greens office it's time he and I have a talk.
"So I'm going to go get my stuff ready and get checked out today," I basically tell him instead of asking him.
"No you will not. Emma, I know you are tired of staying here but you can do it for another week. I need to keep you under observation! I don't want you to have blood clots in your brain or any damage in your head and I'm sure you don't either. I just need to make sure you are fully recovered before you leave," he says all professionally. Ugh another week in this hell hole!
"Okay you're the doctor so I guess you're right," I agree with him. I stand up to leave when Dr. Green suddenly tells me he has called my mom and told her about my accident.
"You did what now? She's going to freak out." First thing she's going to do is rip Harry's head off that's for sure. That my mom, she's a little overprotective but she means well.. I hope.
"Don't worry, Emma. I told her that you're healing miraculously and that you're lucky the accident wasn't very serious. It was hard to convince her but she wont be cutting her trip short. She did say that she'll call you though so be ready for that," he winks at me. Okay so yelling on the phone is alright. I can take that I'm so glad Dr. Green is a friend of my mom she wouldn't have listened to anyone else when it comes to her daughter being hurt. I thank Dr. Green and leave to go to my room.
As I get comfortable in this bed I cant help but think of Harry. What happened to him back there? What did Dr. Green say to Harry to make him faint? I know he told me that he wasn't taking care of himself and that he'll be fine but for some reason I just don't believe him. I don't get it! He has been so happy these past couple of days with me. I guess he's good at keeping his secrets to himself. If he's not going to tell me what's wrong with him than I'm going to have to find out myself. I know I haven't known him for a long time but I consider him my friend and if he's hurting than I'm going to find out why. Wait, Lily was with him when I was brought to the hospital maybe she knows something. I should probably give her a call! I take out my phone and wait for her to pick up.
"Hey, Emma! How are you feeling?" she asks
"I'm actually feeling great but the doctor doesn't think I am so I got to stay here for another week which sucks. What are you doing?"
"Oh me? I'm at McDonalds getting your favourite, 2 cheeseburgers, coke and fries," she laughs
"Wait you're coming here?"
"Well duh. I'm not going to let my best friend die of boredom in the hospital, it would be pretty funny if you did though."
"Ha ha ha you're so funny," I say sarcastically.
"Yeah I know! Thanks." She thought I was serious? This girl is crazy!
"Anyways get here as quick as you can I need to talk to you about something," I say seriously.
"Woah okay sounds serious. I'll be there in 10!" she tells me while hanging up on me. She better not eat any of my food! I turn on my music and try to fall asleep cause I know once Lily gets here I'm not going to get any sleep.
Harrys P.O.V
Mom just left to go get Louis and Eleanor from the waiting room. Now that they're finally here I have no idea how I'm going to tell them. I mean I guess mom took it pretty good but I wonder how they're going to take it. I look up and see Louis and Eleanor enter the room!
"Hey, mate!" Louis says. Eleanor smiles at me and gives me a wave. I give her a small wave back. I've always treated her as a little sister. Whenever her and Louis would get into a fight I would side with Eleanor, Louis always gets pissed when I do but Eleanor is so sweet and tiny anyone would side with her. What's going to be her reaction to all of this? I would hope she thinks of me as her big brother so would she be heart broken like my mom was?
"What are you guys doing standing there. Come sit down!" I tell them both. I hope they don't notice that I'm sweating like a pig right now. I'm so nervous! They sit down and stare at me.
"You know staring at someone isn't very polite," I joke with them
"What's going on with you? You're like an accident magnet. First that girl and now you. What happened?"
"Louis you have no idea. So much is going on and I don't know how to tell you all," I confess.
"What do you mean, Harry?" Eleanor asks.
"I.. I don't know how you guys are going to take this bu--"
"Oh please don't tell me you were having sex and your dick broke or something," Louis laughs at me.
"What? Oh God no, Louis! Where would you get that from? I have cancer. There you go! That's what's wrong with me I have fucking Leukemia. I'm not going to sugar coat anything. There's nothing you or I can do about it there's nothing the doctors can do it's best that we all just accept the truth." Louis's smile falters and in the corner of my eye I can see tears in Eleanor's eyes.
"No--I.. That can't be true. You cant have cancer! You're only 20 years old for fucks sake," Louis cries out
"There's nothing we can do, Louis. I don't know how many times I have said that sentence today. This is out of my hands and please just fucking accept it cause there's no changing this," I yell at him. After I say that to him I couldn't take it. The tears fall down my face like a waterfall. The room starts to close in on me and I start to feel suffocated. I need to get out of this room. I stand up and head towards the door.
Once I'm out of that room I start to run. I run and run until my legs feel numb, until I cant run any longer. I suddenly find myself in front of Emma's room. I open up the room door a bit to see Emma sleeping peacefully. Why cant I sleep peacefully like that? Why cant I have a normal life with no crying and just be happy? I slide down the wall beside the door and put my head in my hands. I just sit there for a couple of minutes until I feel a hand on my shoulder.
Louis. He sits down beside me and doesn't say anything. All he does is pull me into a hug he doesn't tell me everything will be okay or some crap like that he just hugs me tight. A hug is exactly what I needed! He lets go of me, "If you're going to go through this than so am I. I'm not going to let my best mate think he's all alone in this because he's not. You have me and you have the lads. You have your family," he assures me.
"And me. You have me," Eleanor says while sitting down on the other side of me. I didn't even notice her coming down the hall, "you have all of us and we aren't ever going to leave you. Even if you push us away we're going to be right here by your side," she tells me. With that I pull both of them into a group hug!
"Thank you," I whisper.
"So what do you guys say we go to your room and cry instead of sitting here on the floor? People are going to think we escaped from the mental ward. Also ew.. Germs!" he says in a girly voice. Eleanor reaches across me and smacks Louis on the back of his head.
"Girls do not sound like that," she says
"In my mind they do," Louis mumbles. I don't know why but that one comment made me burst into laughter which causes them both to start laughing too. I've been so stressed this week and haven't felt this free in so long. I think Louis and Eleanor are just happy to see me smile after so long so they started to laugh too. How could I think that I was all alone? I have all these losers by my side. To help me get through all of this, maybe I will get through this. Maybe I will survive! I rub my eyes and stand up while helping Eleanor up too.
"What about me?" Louis puts on his puppy dog face thinking that will make me help him up too.
"Don't worry, Louis I didn't forget about you," I smirk, "here let me help you" I put out my hand to help him but right when Louis was about to grab it I pull my hand back and put it in my pocket.
"Actually to think of it my hand kind of hurts sorry dude you're on your own," I laugh at him. He glares at me while getting up.
"Eleanor, run!" I shout at her as I start to run. I hear Louis yell at us to wait for him but I don't have a care in the world. I throw my head back, feeling the wind blow through my hair. I'm finally starting to let go and with the help of my friends I'm finally going to feel like myself again. The old Harry! The Harry all of us miss so much it's time for that Harry to come back. As we reach the room and I look back to see Louis running towards us it makes think that they are taking this better than I thought, but how will the others take this news?
3 down, 4 more to go..
Notes
Sooo here it is! I finished writing this in the morning but guess what.. The website stopped working on me and it just started working again right now. This is isn't my week. :( I was really hoping to get 2 chapters out today but I cant cause I just started chapter twelve, I was trying to make this chapter perfect and trying different ways to get the website to start that I didn't have time to write another chapter. -.- But I'll have it out by tomorrow :)
Anyways guys I HAVE 19 VOTES ON THIS STORY! This is great news to me cause I had only like 13 votes 3 days ago so that's a really big improvement. :) I'm not very proud of this chapter.. but I hope you all like it. I love you all <3 Thanks for reading. :D Btw sorry if there are any mistakes :$
Chapter 11 was soo good and definitely a nice touch with the gifs Ugghh how are the others going to react? I love how supportive they are of his situation. This chapter was emotional I loved it!
3/21/14