Drops of Jupiter

Sofia violently started trashing under my body . I think at one point she tried to bite me , all I know is that I had never seen her act so violent . Her usual small weak hands now seemed harder to control , harder to keep under my larger grip . We could of avoided this is she would just fucking talk to me ! God I knew something was up since we hit the golf course , I figured it out when she stopped touching me , usually in the car she always holds my hand or touches my hair , but no on the way here was was quiet . Too quiet . I wondered what she meant by me being to harsh and rough with her , I mean she liked it like that right ? She had never said anything about it until now , I had never seen her so mad at me . I regretted trapping her under me , but god damn it I was mad ! I was so close to just slapping her .

Right now my biggest regret was letting go of her small hands .

" Sofia ! ", I roared using the most powerful tone of voice I could . My growl rung in the room as her body gradually died out . I searched in her big brown eyes for anything that would help me right now . She was actually sneakier that I gave her credit for , her soft legs had somehow wrapped around my torso as I hovered over her , it would of looked like we were having sex to the unknowing eyes . But that was way out of the picture . My face went into confusion when her legs slowly pulled my waist down in between her legs . Then it hit me that she was trying to seduce me . An accidental moan left my lips when she continued to pull my waist back and forth to her heating core . I closed my eyes to try and block her out only to fail miserably when her back arched off the bed , her breasts connecting with my chest .

" Stop Sofia ", I plead weakly losing my will . She was too good , the grip I had on her wrist was released , he hands traveling to my hair pulling me down to the crook of her neck . I was completely weak with her moving me like that , I could feel happy things happening in my body instantly reacting to her poison . I was so glad her boobs weren't wrapped up anymore , I was about to lose all of my worked up power . I had to fight it , even though I was practically dry humping her .

I had to get a grip on my self .....

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Sofia's POV

Okay so maybe I wasn't so proud of what I was doing to him , but it was the only was I could think of to calm him down , I officially had him hooked. He was just to easy to seduce , now all I had to do was wait for him to be completely turned on to run out of the room and avoid talking to him . Yes I know it's kind of shady what I'm doing but I really don't want to talk to him especially after he called me a bitch . His soft moans filled the room as I pulled him back and forth into me , it felt weird because he was basically dry humping me through my jeans . My name left his plump lips while buried his face in my neck , I admit this was pretty fun , seeing him go all angry to extremely horny in a matter of seconds . My plan whipped into action when I felt his bulge grow near my legs , he weakly obeyed when I flipped us over so I was on top , just to tease him I pulled my hair down . Knowing that he really couldn't resist me there .

" How bad do you want me ? ", I whispered seductively in his ear lightly nibbling on his ear .

" So bad ", he moaned under me . I rolled my eyes at his weakness , all it took we minutes to make him loose control . I pulled back up to look at his closed eyes , his mouth was parted lightly as I touched his chest all over . I waited for his eyes flutter open .

" Too bad ! ", I screeched jumping off him . I ran like no other to the bathroom . He was yelling extremely rude things to me as I locked the door behind me . My heart pounded hard against my chest as his giant fist pounded the door trying to open the door by force .

" You bitch ! Open the god damn door right now ! ", he roared pounding the door . I let out an evil laugh .

" No you dick ! ", I yelled back sitting on the counter . It was silent for a split second .

" Okay baby please I'm sorry open the door ", he said as calm as he could. I squinted my eyes at his offer , unlike him I did not fall for the trap .

" I'm sorry baby I can't do that ", I told him chuckling .

" Fuck ! Open the fucking door Sofia ! ", he yelled angrily . I chuckled , I knew that he was still angry . From the other side of the door I heard him slide down the door , I could see his shadow under the door opening .

" Alright since you won't talk to me I'll talk to you ", he said sighing .

" Did you know I like dogs ? Ever since I was a kid if wanted a black mean German Shepard for some reason , when I was in grade school I used to beg my dad for one . Oh ! Did you know that one of your boob is bigger than the other one ? I think your left is bigger , I noticed that the other night when we were having sex. It's a little bit weird but it's still hot ", he said babbling on . Feeling a bit insecure I looked down my shirt to see if that was true .

" You just looked down your shirt , didn't you ?", he asked chucking .

" No ..... Yes .. ", I said loud enough for him to hear .

" Your an ass you know ", I told him sliding down the door too after a few minutes of silence .

" How in the world am I an ass ? I'm not the one that seduced me and then ran off , who does that ?", he asked with a hint of annoyance in his voice .

" Because if you had waited you would known what was wrong with me , I was going to talk to you about it when we went to bed , but no . You don't listen to me Harry , you don't know who it hurts when you pull shit like this ", I told him with a big rock in my throat . I blinked back the tears that I had been holding in since we left the golf course .

" Babe ", he said softly .

" No Harry ! You don't understand ! Your too rough with me when we have sex ! It's like I'm having sex to a stranger , you don't kiss me sweetly or even try to act like I'm not some girl your screwing ! I feel like some blow up doll ! All you do is manhandle me and put me in the position you want ! What YOU want ! It hurts Harry ", I yelled with tears streaming out of my eyes . The hurtful words left my lips like soap down a drain . I covered my mouth to drown out my cries .

" Babe I had no idea ..... ", he began saying with a hurt tone .

" No don't even fucking say it Harry , I feel like you only want me for sex half of the time . You don't listen to me , you don't care that it hurts me Harry , I just want the old sweet Harry back the one that used to giggle then we made LOVE , not sex ", I said with a stream on tears raining down . My heart felt like it was being ripped out of my chest , my blood steam pumping fast against my pale veins .

" Sofia why didn't you tell me ", he questioned me gently .

" I was tonight , but no you stared yelling at me and I got angry and I seduced you and know were here ", I told him looking at the checkered ceiling that I had never noticed that painted into black and white checkered squares .

" Babe let me come in ", he begged . A few seconds passed before I swallowed my ego and clicked the door open . I shuffled out of the way crawling near the edge of the tub , I had my head in between my knees when I heard him walk in . His presence was over whelming as he sat down next to me .

" I hate it how you go from being all monster to a complete cupcake and make me feel like shit ", I mumbled in my skinny legs . I felt like a wimp when I pulled away to cling to his larger arm using it like a pillow .

" Have I hurt you ? Like when we have sex ?", he asked wearily . Not trusting my voice I simply nodded .

" Fuck ", he cursed pinching the bridge of his nose .

" Why didn't you tell me ?", he asked in the same hurt tone he used outside the door .

" Because I knew you wouldn't listen ", I told him closing my eyes while more tears stained his grey sweatshirt .

" Babe I'm so sorry ", he sniffed gently grabbing my legs and putting them on top of his so I would face him.

" It's like of you black out when we have sex , you turn into this crazy hulk guy , you know how many bras I've hard to trow away because of you ?", I asked looking into his red stained eyes .

" I was crying other time and you didn't even notice ", I finished saying .

" Oh god ", he moaned putting his head in his hands . I wanted to hold him so bad and tell him I was sorry and take me back but that was too much of a luxury right now that I could not afford .

" I - I wanted to tell you but ... I just didn't know when ", I said gulping nervously .

" Wait , is that why you were shy to change in front of me ?", he asked looking up at me . His expression was heart breaking , he looked extremely guilty for someone who was yelling at me minutes ago .

" I - I don't know Harry . Maybe yeah a little ", I replied looking down at the checkered covered floor that matched the ceiling .

" Why don't you tell me stop Sofia ? Slap me or something when it happens ", he said grabbing me chin making me look at him . I stared into the deep green eyes that made my heart flutter everyday , the one that made me go weak just by looking into them , the ones that made me fall in love like no other .

" Baby why didn't you tell me ? ", he weakly asked with his bottom lip quivering . Why had I been so reluctant to tell him about this ? He was my fiancé , I mean married couples tell each other things like this right ? So why couldn't I ? Was it maybe because sometimes I liked it and sometimes I don't ? Or was I just a wimpy procrastination expert ?

" I guess it's because sometimes I like it and sometimes I don't ", I replied looking into his green orbs .

" You need to tell me these type of things Sofia . How am I supposed to protect you when I'm the one hurting you ? ", he asked pinning his forehead to mine . He was right . As much as I hated to admit it , he had a good point , heck he always had a good point . With shaking hands I cupped his soft olive cheek , my thumb caressing the plush skin .

" I'm sorry I tried to seduce you then ran off ", I told him holding back a smile . I giggled when he lovingly kissed my button nose with his plushy pink lips .

" I'm sorry I was being a dick ", he said chuckling . All of the anger quickly faded from my blood stream , the adrenaline stopped pumping through my veins , now I really felt alive . Kind of like when you just wake up and you don't know where you are or how you got there but then you realize that your home safe in your bed .

" Can we be friend again ? ", I begged against his tempting lips .

" Friends ? Did you friend-zone me ?", he asked me playfully giggling into my ear . His giggle jolted my heart miles and miles faster than it was before , it was like a lullaby to my heart , the sweet laugh could light up my world like no other . If my heart was beating hard when he giggled it was beating at unsteady beats now as he slowly bent his head lower and lower to my lips . My eyes fluttered close in anticipation waiting for the fireworks to begin .
It was the most gentlest kiss I had ever had . The rough lips that had kissed me before were complete strangers to these gentle marshmallow soft lips . He even cupped my cheek , something that he had not done in a while . The new lips did not ask for entrance , nor did they forcefully pry mine open , he waited for me to let him in . Again , something that he had not done in sometime . Our lips made a kissing noise as we pulled away with shy smiles , when my eyes fluttered open he was a shade of pink . I giggled at his shy smile , this was new , Harry was not the type to be shy with me at all , his boldness had always been astonishing to me . But he was here now being all shy because he had given me a sweet gentle kiss that I had been craving . With a small peck I got up from the uncomfortable tile we had been sitting on for a while , like always , he followed me . He held me close to his chest in a humble hug that you would give someone who means the world to you . His soft curls tickling my neck as he buried his head in my neck . This moment was perfect . All I needed was for Fleetwood Mac to be playing in the background . Or maybe Stevie Nicks to be singing Landslide in the corner of the room . I guess all along I just wanted to feel like his princess again , almost as if I wanted to feel like the cute puppy love we had in the beginning of our relationship . Even now as we laid on the bed laying facing each other just looking into each others eyes , no moment could be more perfect than this right now . Chestnut curls decorated the clean white sheets , my hair pulled into one side like he liked . I think all along I was afraid of change , mostly because I had basically built my life around his , and frankly I was scared of losing my sweet cupcake Harry .

" You know I love you right ? ", he softly said with his beautiful eyes fluttering . Our legs automatically tangling together in a beautiful vine of body parts .

" I love you too ", I said with a small laugh that sounded more like a mixture of a gasp and a whisper . I giggled when he slowly slithered closer to my body , he held on to me like a kola hugs a tree , his whole body clinging to mine . With his head near my chest , I gently combed through his messy soft curls , weaving my hands and twisting around the chestnut hair . Instantly I felt his body relax against mine as I brushed through his hair , it sort of his thing to get his hair played with , he once told me that if he could pay someone to brush his hair for him while he fell asleep , he would . And since then it's the most effective way to help him sleep , I've been doing it ever since . I quietly hummed to Stevie Nicks while we let the comfortable silence over rule us , it wasn't an angry or sad silence , it was a soft quiet , a peaceful silence .

We laid like this for hours maybe , neither if us speaking or moving . Neither if us wanting to move , I wasn't sure if he had fallen asleep or if I had fallen asleep , all I know if that he was breathing in and out peacefully . With out moving him too much I unwrapped myself from him , he let out a sleepy sigh before he held on to the pillow like if it was me . I checked on Swazzy and Archer before I turned off all the lights to the flat , after I had done that I gently tip toed back to our bedroom where Harry was still sleeping soundly . I was like a ninja as I took off his white converse off his feet , the same with his shirt and jeans until he was only in his boxers like always . After I finished with him I moved on to me , putting on my new white silky pj that Harry bought me from Victoria secret , I really liked it , it was a matching set . The white soft material hung softly to my skin , the pants felt amazing against my smooth legs , the shirt was a bit loose , it was funny really , this was going to be the first night in almost three weeks that I had not slept naked , and man did it feel good . Turning off the light I made my way to the giant white bed that Harry had already messed up with his giant spider legs . It was the first night that I felt content with everything around me , as in nothing could harm us or bother us at all . I was glad me and Harry talked things through , yeah sure we were a little explosive and like to hit each other and yell but , hey , we got the point across . All I know is that I loved Harry , I adored my kids , and I loved my life .

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My eyes shot open to the sound of my phone beeping . Too fast I jolted out of bed to find the evil machine that had pulled me from my slumber . Not really knowing where I was going I saw the maniacal phone buzzing near a pile of books near Harry's side of the bed . Just before the caller went away I cleared my throat and spoke into the unknown number .

" Hello ? ", I asked as clear as I could. I quickly remembered that Harry was still so I walked out into the sofa only for the line to go dead . Groaning I looked out the bright window , the mornings here in London were always gloomy and cold but I loved it . I did not jump when I felt Harry's warm hands holding my waist from behind .

" Who was that ? ", he asked me in his sexy morning voice .

" I'm not sure , they hung up ", I told him yawning trowing my head back to his shoulder .

" What do you say if me and you go back to bed then ? ", he said hotly in my ear with his index finger running down my bare arm sending shivers all over my skin .

" Hmm that sounds nice ", I said rolling my shoulders . Endless giggles left my lips when he scooped me up from his standing position to the bedroom , I was always paranoid when he carried me , I was afraid that he was going to trip and die and kill us both .

" I like this pj , it's soft ", he told me after he laid me down on the bed softy , his huge hand running up and down my calf .

" Yeah me too , it's warm ", I said closing my eyes while I hugged my self feeling the warm ness of the silky white pj .

He rolled on to his back when I pushed him down so I could straddle his waist like good old days when I was super pregnant .

" What ? ", I asked smiling after he stared at me straight for a couple of minutes .

" You look really beautiful in the morning ", he told me pulling my hair to the side like he liked . My face turned the color of my hair .

" Well I quite like your morning voice ", I told him feeling his soft bare chest . I had noticed that he was being extremely gentle with me , no rough kissing or harsh grabbing , he was acting kind of of shy to touch me . It was silent as I dipped my body so I was hugging him all the way . The sensation of our pressed chests slightly stirring a storm inside me . I knew that maybe now he would be more hesitant to touch me like he used to , and that's the last thing I wanted between us , I just hoped he knew that nothing had changed between us . But now , in this moment with his chest slowly rising up and down under me , his warm bare skin under mine was sending me to a place of content . All these things raced through my mind when he playfully rolled us over so he was hovering me , his bigger body caging around mine . A beautiful smile danced on his morning features as his head bent to my neck . His nose skimmed the skin along my collar bone and jaw , the small gesture made my eyes fluttered close .

" You smell good ", he mumbled while his rough hands slid up my shirt slowly . I could feel his smile against my skin as my chest rose higher and higher with his touch , something that my body system never get used to . His hands stopped right under the curve of my breast , right under my tattoo . Did he even know that he made me extremely weak ? The simplest touch sent me to a new wild place I was not familiar with nor was I used too .

" How do you want your wedding dress ? ", he suddenly asked me . My eyes snapped open at the wild question , I had totally forgotten that there had to be a wedding to get married .

" Ohh thats a good question ", I said smiling while he propped him self on his elbow to look at me .

" I want a really nice pearl color , I want it to be tight like mermaid style , and then at the top I want it to have a lot of sequence . But at the bottom I want the tail to open up ", I told him picturing the stunning image in my head .

" And I want to wear a long white veil that matches the dress perfectly ", I continued saying getting lost in my fantasy .

" Oh but I want to get married outside in a beautiful garden with a lot of colorful flowers , but I want the reception to be inside a tent like the one from Harry Potter , you know the one where Genny got married before the dementors attacked it in the first movie of the Deathly Hollows ", I said once again getting lost in my own crazy head . The movie scene playing in my head like if the memory was mine .

" And I don't want to many people to go because then I'm going to get costa phobic and cry and then my make up will get ruined so I want something small and personal ", I said turning to face him . The smile he had let me know that he had been listening all along , unlike a lot of the douche bags I had dated , Harry actually listened to me .

" And ? ", he asked smiling with his dimples poking in .

" I want there to be tickling lights in the trees so when it gets dark it looks magical and stuff , and um I want there to be a big dance floor so people can dance all night long . Oh ! And um I want the cake to be red velvet ", I told him playing with his long fingers .

" Where do you want to go for the honey moon ? ", he asked me with a cheeky smile . I smiled at the idea of him taking me somewhere that I had never been too .

" I've always wanted to go to Rio de Janeiro ", I said bubbling at the idea of seeing the tall statue and the girls in wild thongs and colorful bras . Ever since I was a girl I told my self that I would move there and party with my friends , but now I really wanted to go there and party with Pitbull . It was the tropical scene and food that attracted me to it , it was so free and friendly .

" Really ? ", he asked me with an amused expression . Sitting up from my laying position more and more ideas came into my mind about how I wanted our wedding , the planning might be tough , but it was worth it , I think .

" Yeah ever since I was little I wanted to go there , and plus I want to wear those cool coconut bras and exotic thongs ", I said laughing .

" Hm , I'm not sure about you wearing that in public ", he said with a frown .

" Why not ? ", I asked frowning too .

" Because I don't want guys googling at what's mine ", he said winking . A small giggle escaped my lips at the cheeky comment .

" So I can wear it around the flat ? ", I playfully asked running my hand through his wild curls .

" As long as I get to be around ", he said kissing my finger tips . I felt like Mortisha from the Adams Family .

" Where do you want to go ? ", I asked giggling at the ticklish sensation he was giving me . My hand weaved around his lips while he continued to kiss me sweetly .

" Where ever you want to ", he mumbled kissing palm . That's right , you let me wear the pants Harold .

" Okay but where would you like to go ", I questioned not dropping the subject .

" Hm maybe New York ", he said sitting up in front of me , both of us criss cross , well only me . His legs were to big to let him criss cross like me , he only hand one leg bent while the other one wrapped around my waist from behind .

" Oh that sounds fun too , we could feed hobos ", I told him seriously thinking about running a charity for the hobos in New York .

" Or we could go to Times Square ", he suggested a bit more realistically with a smile .

" Hm yes , yes I see ", I told him squinting while I pictured us walking around the crowed place .

" Wait where would we leave Archer and Swazzy ? ", I asked remembering that we had two little midget baggage.

" At my parents ", he said playing with a lose strand or my long red hair that was in a desperate need of a hair cut , but I knew Harry would flip if I cut it .

" I don't know ... Seems weird to leave them don't you think ? ", I asked nervously gulping at the thought of leaving my Chi Chi's behind .

" It would only be for like a week babe , plus we need a break . I mean look at half of my shirts , they either have baby milk or puke ", he told me with a scowl .

" Oh ! ", I yelled remembering something .

" What ?", he asked me laughing after I had a mini heart attack . How could I possibly forget that my family had called ?

" My family called ! Their having a reunion and they wanted to know if we can go ! ", I yelled bouncing up and down . I had not spoken to my family in maybe a couple of years , so it can to me in a surprise that they wanted to see me and meet my fiancé .

" You family ? Aren't they like thugs and cholos ? ", he asked nervously gulping . Okay so yes maybe they were a little thuggish and maybe they had gone to jail for murder , but they were still family .....

" Um yeah ..... But don't worry ! Their super friendly ! ", I told him laughing at his nervousness to meet them . They were good people , plus is was Harry's turn to meet my crazy side of the family .

" Well when are they having it ? ", he asked laying me down under him again with a smile . His tall figure hovering my small frame like always, he was always very careful when he hovered me , he always tried to not hurt me seeing that he was a lot bigger .

" This Saturday ", I told him giggling while he kissed my neck softly . My legs automatically wrapping around his warm waist , my heels pressing his back as he continued to kiss my collar bones and neck .

" Do you want to go ? ", he asked me when my hands flew to his hair , my digits getting lost in the curls I adored .

" Really bad ", I said smiling when I felt his hands slowly slide into my shirt again .

" Alright we'll go ", he mumbled with his large hand skimming just above my ribs .

" Your going to love them ", I said giggling . I was super excited for Harry to finally meet my family after all these years of not seeing them .

" Oh I'm not worried about that babe , I'm more worried about them not liking me ", he murmured against my jaw . His plump lips and tongue working together in sync while he sucked at the base of my neck .

" Don't be silly Harry , everyone likes you ", I mumbled with my eyes closed . Harry was a very like able person , I had no idea what he was talking about .

" I'm serious though , what I'd they try to kill me for asking you to marry me ? I mean your uncle just got out of jail for attentive murder ", he said calmly .

" Harry their not going to kill you babe , their not that bad . Yeah sure they have anger issues and like to steal people's cars and choke people but they have their reasons ", I mumbled while I kissed his bare shoulder .

" Hm yeah not that bad ", he said laughing pulling away so he could smile down at me .

" Where I'm from that's perfectly normal to hear that your uncle tried to choke your other uncle because you cousin hit him in the head with a beer bottle babe , it's like normal ", I said running my fingers up and down his side .

" Totally ", he pouted at me . I rolled my eyes at his expression .

" Alright I'm going to go shower now ", I announced trying to get out from under him .

" No ! Stay here ", he begged clinging to me .

" Harry I have to shower ", I giggled squirming .

" No I'm going to get cold and lonely with out you ", he said trying to reason with me .

" I promise your going to live ", I responded laughing .

" Fine since your going to shower , I have to shower too so let's save water and all that junk and shower together ", he suggested giggling into my ear .

" Harry ", I warned unable to hold back my giggles that he was causing me to have .

" I'm dead serious , it's that or your wont get out ", he warned gripping me tighter to him .

" Ugh ! Fine ! But don't hog all the water ! ", I yelled giving up .

" Yay ! ", he squealed climbing off me . In a matter of seconds he was already in the shower waiting for me , while I rid my self of my clothe he popped his head out from the curtain and gave me a very pedophile like smile . See ? This is what I have to deal with .

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