Sofia's POV


I hated my self , I hated my self to an exteme . It had been almost two months since I walked out on Harry , I felt sick , sick to my stomach . I still could not get his face out of my head , his sad expression as I closed the door to his flat . When I saw him at the resturant , all the anger I had saved up for months , left like nothing . I have no idea why I agreed to have sex with him , I needed him just like he needed me. It was perfect back in his flat . It was this mixture of lust , anger , hate , love , dispare . It was everything I needed . He brought it all out . I was rather impressed , his bedroom skills were always a big factor in our relationship . Oh god , but I loved him , I loved him !

It was the unmistake able truth . I could no longer lie to my self . I could no longer lie to the three of us .

I found out I was pregnant two weeks after me and Harry's little get together .

I cried for a good four hours . But for some reason I could not bring my self to call Harry and tell him the news . I put the pieces together all by my self , the cravings , the mood swings . It was all there .

I had a small bump , for a far you would think that it was a food baby . But no it was more than that . um not quite sure why I was so reluctant to tell Harry . Maybe I feared that he would leave me or claim that it was not his . Or maybe I was just crazy .

I was sitting outside a small cafe , peacefully reading a book . It was a beautiful day in London , the clouds were peacefully moving east , the wind was swaying softly . I had to hide my pregancy from everyone , I could not afford Harry to hear it from someone else . I had to start by wearing lose clothing , even in the white satin shirt I was wearing , you could make out the bump .

My head snapped up when I hear a familiar voice boom into the air . Even from a mile away I could spot the familiar chestnut curls , his tall figure jogging into the cafes entance . I crouched down into my seat , panik ran through my body . If he saw me , he would easly recognize the bump . Sweat trickled down my forehead . He had his back to me , but damn he looked good . He was all sweaty , his back covered in sweat . In a complete running out fit he looked good , no he looked all god like .

He was laughing with a friend I had seen before , I silently thanked god that it was a guy . I couldnt help but to feel a happy that I saw him , he was in fact the father of the child I was carrying . He was beautiful , I shivered when he pulled his shirt up to wipe the swaet from his forehead . His toned abs peking out momentarly .

My smile vanished when I saw her pull up . What's her face , Sarah . Oh god from the moment I met her I had this hatred towards her . It was her face , in sure of it . I couldnt stand her fake smile and her cake face . she had big boobs and an a big ass . I'm sure thats the only reason Harry liked her , I mean why else would he like a fake blonde like her ? He liked naturals , like me . I was a natual red head , unlike her , my hair was real . Even as she pulled up to hug Harry , I still wanted to rip her throat out for touching him. I coudnt help but to feel jelous , I knew that I was better than her , but still . I was tiered for seeing them together , it was time for me to bounce . I tried to be as sly as I could when I got out from my seat . The chair had other ideas , it screamed against the cement floor .

" Damn it ", I whipered . I quickly gathered my bag and book I took a deep breath before I walked out into the open . My feet almost ran towards the door , I was about to reach for the gate when a loud girly voice called my name .

" O.M.G ! Sofia is that you ?! ", sqreached the blonde . I froze , I was sure Harry saw me .

Notes

Sorry had to cut it short !! I will write more tonight !