Drops of Jupiter
White hot iron .
Sofia's POV
I had barely made it out of the motel before I broke down in loud sobs . I gripped the pole tight as I clenched my hand to my heart , I literally felt pain , and unmistakeable pain that left me broken and alone . All I could think about was why he would break up with me so coldly , so heartless . I hated the way I had reacted , I threw a shoe at him , I told him I hated him . I think that's what I regretted most , the fact that I had told him I hated him , we both knew that was a lie . I had no where to go , no where to turn as I sat down on the curve of the side walk . He broke up with me . He was gone . Gone , the word rung in my ears and tore my heart out , I could not tell myself that he was gone , much let alone say it . I couldn't help but to see his face in my mind as I yelled that I hated him , it was a painful expression , a much complicated expression . I could never hate him , I would never allow my self to hate him. , I loved him to much . I began to wonder what he meant when he said that he was tired of being held down . I had always given him freedom , I always let him go out with his friends , I always have him space . So why did he leave me ?
I looked around the parking lot searching for any sight of a human that could possibly help me get back home , I had no idea where I was . I looked for my phone in my bag as I sniffed quietly searching for the one person I could only trust in this moment . The line rung two times before I husky Irish accent spoke from the other side .
" Hello ? " , Niall said . I sniffed trying to clear my voice .
" Niall ? " , I asked slowly . My voice sounded rough due to my screaming and loud crying .
" Hey Sofia , you okay ? " , he asked worriedly.
" Um yeah I'm fine , I was just wondering if you could take me home ? " , I asked him . He was my only hope left .
" Of course babe , where are you ? " , he asked . I could hear fumbling in the background as he spoke .
" I'm not sure , it's some old hotel on the high way 95 " , I told him .
" 95 , 95 ? Oh yeah I know that one ! I'll be there in 20 minutes , is that okay ? " , he asked me .
" Thats perfect thank you Niall " , I thanked him. He hung up , relive washed over be as the thought of being in my bed warmed my head . I knew that I could cry there for days , but Harry and I shared that apartment , well it was time to move again .
I had been waiting before A familiar black Audi rode into the parking lot . I could see a blond steak of hair as he zoomed closer and closer to me . He made a full stop before I climbed in quickly , not looking behind me as I did . The car was warm , want enough to send shivers down my arms .
" Hey Sofia " , he greeted me . He reached over and gave me a awkward side hug .
" Hi Niall , thanks for picking me up , I really didn't know who else to call " , I replied honestly as he drove away , not asking why I had left Harry , or why he had left me .
" You alright ? " , he asked me looking towards me . I felt as if a river flowed through me as I looked up to him .
" Not really " , I told him with watery eyes .
" Uh-oh , what happen ? " , he asked me looking straight forward . I drew in a shaky breath as I proceed to tell him what happen . He listened closely to me as I finished in sobs .
" I'm so sorry love , that's awful " , he told me symphateticly .
" I know right , it sucks being dumped " , I joked lightly as I cleaned my nose with my sleeve .
" I know the feeling , but Sofia you know that does not sound like Harry at all right ? " , he said . I pondered over his question , I too had felt that , but I chose to ignore it .
" That's what I said too " , I said to him . The reminder of the car ride was quiet as he have me my space , I was thankful for him , I really was . He was someone to hold onto , any girl would me lucky to have him . As we approached the familiar road to the apartment anticipation filled my veins . He car stopped in front of the building before he cut the engine off .
" Thank you " , I told him kindly .
" No problem love " , he said smiling . But it wasn't just a smile , it was a smile that could keep me warm for days . I began to climb out of the car before his voice stopped me .
" Sofia I've known Harry for a long time , and that does not sound like him at all . He has never loved a girl more than you " , he said .
And with a small smile he sped out leaving me there alone again . It had taken everything I had as I walked up to the door , I unlocked it quickly , rushing in to the apartment , the loneliness engulfed me . Everything was in the same place we had left it in , nothing moved . His computer was on the couch , his tea had gone cold , his shoes were on the stern across the floor . Everything reminded me of him . I slowly walked over to our bedroom , as I took my shirt off a small frame caught my eye . It was a picture of me and him hugging side to side at a restaurant , his beautiful green eyes poked more than mine .W e had asked a waiter to take it for us , later he insisted that we framed it . I moved over to the next small picture , it was a picture Louis had taken without us knowing , harry was making eggs on the stove and i had my arms wrapped around his waist , my cheek pressing his back . more tears spilled my eyes as the thought that he would never be mine burned my heart . like a white hot iron .
The bed was cold , maybe because no one had slept in it for a while , I slid over to his side , resting my head on his pillow , breathing in the scent of him . It was husky , earthy , manly as he had described it to me . I hugged his pillow close to my chest I as I hoped that this was all just a dream and I would wake up in his arms and he would hug me and place a small kiss to my nose and I would hug his shirtless body feeling safe . But I knew this was far from my reach . I knew I had to start the healing process , my way of dealing things was much too cold for my liking . I would never forget what me and Harry had , what we had was real , it was love , he was not just one night stand . He was anything but , I loved him , oh god I loved him so much it hurt . I just hoped that he would find a nice girl , a pretty one , with his looks he could have anyone . I hoped that she would love him with all her heart , and hold him carefully , because she would be holding my whole world . I slid down further into the bed and I slowly let the depression get to me , a deep dark depression , that only Harry could get me out of , but was no longer mine , and I was no longer his .
I had barely made it out of the motel before I broke down in loud sobs . I gripped the pole tight as I clenched my hand to my heart , I literally felt pain , and unmistakeable pain that left me broken and alone . All I could think about was why he would break up with me so coldly , so heartless . I hated the way I had reacted , I threw a shoe at him , I told him I hated him . I think that's what I regretted most , the fact that I had told him I hated him , we both knew that was a lie . I had no where to go , no where to turn as I sat down on the curve of the side walk . He broke up with me . He was gone . Gone , the word rung in my ears and tore my heart out , I could not tell myself that he was gone , much let alone say it . I couldn't help but to see his face in my mind as I yelled that I hated him , it was a painful expression , a much complicated expression . I could never hate him , I would never allow my self to hate him. , I loved him to much . I began to wonder what he meant when he said that he was tired of being held down . I had always given him freedom , I always let him go out with his friends , I always have him space . So why did he leave me ?
I looked around the parking lot searching for any sight of a human that could possibly help me get back home , I had no idea where I was . I looked for my phone in my bag as I sniffed quietly searching for the one person I could only trust in this moment . The line rung two times before I husky Irish accent spoke from the other side .
" Hello ? " , Niall said . I sniffed trying to clear my voice .
" Niall ? " , I asked slowly . My voice sounded rough due to my screaming and loud crying .
" Hey Sofia , you okay ? " , he asked worriedly.
" Um yeah I'm fine , I was just wondering if you could take me home ? " , I asked him . He was my only hope left .
" Of course babe , where are you ? " , he asked . I could hear fumbling in the background as he spoke .
" I'm not sure , it's some old hotel on the high way 95 " , I told him .
" 95 , 95 ? Oh yeah I know that one ! I'll be there in 20 minutes , is that okay ? " , he asked me .
" Thats perfect thank you Niall " , I thanked him. He hung up , relive washed over be as the thought of being in my bed warmed my head . I knew that I could cry there for days , but Harry and I shared that apartment , well it was time to move again .
I had been waiting before A familiar black Audi rode into the parking lot . I could see a blond steak of hair as he zoomed closer and closer to me . He made a full stop before I climbed in quickly , not looking behind me as I did . The car was warm , want enough to send shivers down my arms .
" Hey Sofia " , he greeted me . He reached over and gave me a awkward side hug .
" Hi Niall , thanks for picking me up , I really didn't know who else to call " , I replied honestly as he drove away , not asking why I had left Harry , or why he had left me .
" You alright ? " , he asked me looking towards me . I felt as if a river flowed through me as I looked up to him .
" Not really " , I told him with watery eyes .
" Uh-oh , what happen ? " , he asked me looking straight forward . I drew in a shaky breath as I proceed to tell him what happen . He listened closely to me as I finished in sobs .
" I'm so sorry love , that's awful " , he told me symphateticly .
" I know right , it sucks being dumped " , I joked lightly as I cleaned my nose with my sleeve .
" I know the feeling , but Sofia you know that does not sound like Harry at all right ? " , he said . I pondered over his question , I too had felt that , but I chose to ignore it .
" That's what I said too " , I said to him . The reminder of the car ride was quiet as he have me my space , I was thankful for him , I really was . He was someone to hold onto , any girl would me lucky to have him . As we approached the familiar road to the apartment anticipation filled my veins . He car stopped in front of the building before he cut the engine off .
" Thank you " , I told him kindly .
" No problem love " , he said smiling . But it wasn't just a smile , it was a smile that could keep me warm for days . I began to climb out of the car before his voice stopped me .
" Sofia I've known Harry for a long time , and that does not sound like him at all . He has never loved a girl more than you " , he said .
And with a small smile he sped out leaving me there alone again . It had taken everything I had as I walked up to the door , I unlocked it quickly , rushing in to the apartment , the loneliness engulfed me . Everything was in the same place we had left it in , nothing moved . His computer was on the couch , his tea had gone cold , his shoes were on the stern across the floor . Everything reminded me of him . I slowly walked over to our bedroom , as I took my shirt off a small frame caught my eye . It was a picture of me and him hugging side to side at a restaurant , his beautiful green eyes poked more than mine .W e had asked a waiter to take it for us , later he insisted that we framed it . I moved over to the next small picture , it was a picture Louis had taken without us knowing , harry was making eggs on the stove and i had my arms wrapped around his waist , my cheek pressing his back . more tears spilled my eyes as the thought that he would never be mine burned my heart . like a white hot iron .
The bed was cold , maybe because no one had slept in it for a while , I slid over to his side , resting my head on his pillow , breathing in the scent of him . It was husky , earthy , manly as he had described it to me . I hugged his pillow close to my chest I as I hoped that this was all just a dream and I would wake up in his arms and he would hug me and place a small kiss to my nose and I would hug his shirtless body feeling safe . But I knew this was far from my reach . I knew I had to start the healing process , my way of dealing things was much too cold for my liking . I would never forget what me and Harry had , what we had was real , it was love , he was not just one night stand . He was anything but , I loved him , oh god I loved him so much it hurt . I just hoped that he would find a nice girl , a pretty one , with his looks he could have anyone . I hoped that she would love him with all her heart , and hold him carefully , because she would be holding my whole world . I slid down further into the bed and I slowly let the depression get to me , a deep dark depression , that only Harry could get me out of , but was no longer mine , and I was no longer his .
Does anyone have a link to tye story part 2
12/23/13