All because of YouTube

It’s been two days since the lads flew over to Bergen to meet me, and today they were bringing me back with them to England. I had already packed and decided to go for jeans leggings, my favorite plaided shirt, my green converse and my favorite beanie. In my handbag I had my laptop, chargers, camera, wallet and passport and when 2 o’clock rolled around I was off to the airport with my Nan, who was driving me. While in the car I got my phone out and sent CJ a text, saying I was going to England with the lads and that she should come visit, she immediately agreed, of course, I then went on twitter and opened a new tweet window: “@This_CareBear: “On my way to the airport… England here I come!” getting immediate replies, retweets and favorites. I loved the recognition from my new gained fans. As we rolled into the parking lot my Nan and I got out of the car and went to take my luggage, she then hugged me, “Be careful hun, if you ever need me when your over there, just call me, and if you want to come home sooner you can, I’ll be here to pick you up”, I smiled at her and hugged her once more, then I went to find the lads.
Getting on the plane we found our seats, Louis, Eleanor and Harry sat on the right side all the way in the back, Niall, Liam and Sophia, in front of them, and me and Zayn beside Louis on the left side in the back. Five minutes before takeoff Zayn and I were already out cold, my head on his shoulder and his head on mine. It felt like I had slept for an eternity when I felt myself being lifted up from my seat by two muscular tattooed arms, looking up I saw right into Harry’s eyes, “hello sleepyhead”, he said and laughed, rolling my eyes he sat me back on my feet, but of course as the child I am I jumped up on his back and held on to him, making him and the others laugh, well except for the queen bitch.
Getting out of the plane we could see the entire airport filled with Directioners, all screaming for one or the other to come over, “OH MY GOD ITS KAREN FROM YOUTUBE!!!” one of the girls shouted, making me smile wider then a kid on Christmas eve. “Hello sweetie, what’s your name?” I asked taking her autograph book, “It’s Lilly”, she said with a smile, I signed the page, then smiled for a picture, “I would love it if you could send that to me on twitter so I can show it on my YouTube on Monday”, I said, obviously making that girls day, because she nodded super fast. The lads seemed to be super busy writing autographs so I stepped back and waited for them to finish, and soon enough they joined us and we made our way out to the waiting car.
An hour or so later we made it to the studio where we were met by Perrie, Zayn’s fiancé, who ran over to him the second we walked through the doors. All the others sat down on the couch and started talking. “I’m so glad you agreed on joining us”, Niall said and sideways hugged me. I tried my best to smile, but it wasn’t so easy when your crush sat in front of you with his girlfriend on his lap, yes I’ve got a massive crush on Liam Payne, I’ve had it since I first saw their video of ‘What makes you beautiful’ and it’s never gone away, might never do. “So you’re Karen? Its soooo nice to meet you”, Perrie said and pulled me in for a hug, squeezing me, making us all laugh, “So nice to meet you too Perrie, I love your band”, I said and smiles. After we finished hugging we sat down again and started talking about what we should do, with Sophia constantly sending me dirty looks, and about then I’ve had enough, she’s been like that since the second I met them, and I didn’t complain much, but she really grinded my gear. “Alright Sophia that’s enough, I haven’t done anything to you, and you just decide to be a bitch to me, I don’t deserve it, I’ve done nothing wrong, so if you don’t like me, just say it already or leave me the hell alone!” I blurted out, feeling the others look at me in shock, “It’s obvious that you fancy Liam, but guess what, you can’t have him, so stop being so childish and grow the fuck up!” covering my mouth in shock I stood up and ran out the door, feeling the tear stream down my face, not seeing where I was running, until I crashed into someone. Looking up I saw CJ, oh great, first time I meet her and I look like a mess, I thought to myself. “Karen? Oh god what’s wrong?” she asked hugging me to her, “Ask Sophia”, I mumbled before running away. I needed to get far away so I could think properly. Walking for a while with my earplugs in my ear and the Enemies playing I found Starbucks and went in, ordering a gingerbread latte. Sitting down with my coffee I logged on to the internet in the café and went on instagram and posted a picture of me at starbuck, no caption, and no hash tags, just a picture. I felt so empty inside, and I hated when people yelled at me for no apparent reason, other than being rude to me. “You alright love?” I looked up seeing Louis standing over me, nodding a bit I got up and walked back to the studio with him and one of the security guys. “Your friend CJ told us she had ran into her on your way out, and she yelled at Sophia for a good fifteen minutes”, Louis said laughing at the fact of CJ being one sassy little lady. “I don’t know what to do, Sophia is right, I’m falling for Liam, but he’s with Sophia and there is nothing I can do”, I said and looked down at my feet. Right then there was a click and a bright light, “Crap, paparazzos”, Louis muttered under his breath as we continued walking, me covering my face luckily with sunglasses and my beanie. “Louis who’s this mystery girl? Are you cheating on Eleanor?” “No I’m not cheating on Eleanor, this is just a friend of mine, nothing more than that, now leave us alone she’s claustrophobic”, Louis said helping me into the car, how does he know I’m claustrophobic? Oh right I’ve mentioned it in some of my video’s. Getting back to the studio, neither Sophia nor Liam was around. “Hey”, I mumbled as we walked in, and I was ambushed by Eleanor, Perrie and CJ, who hugged me as tight as they could, “Okay, I can’t breathe”, I said, pulling away from their hug. “How are you feeling sweetie?” CJ asked, obviously worried, “I’m okay I think, would it be totally inappropriate to ask if I could sing a sing in your studio?” I asked one of the producers who shook his head, “Which song?” Josh asked picking up his drumsticks, “Stay by Florida Georgia Line”, I replied and entered the sound room, putting the headphones on and sitting down.
And if I wrote you a love song and sang it to you every day, would it ever be enough to make you wanna come back home and stay?
(I can't go another day without you)
Would it make you, make you, wanna stay?
(Girl you gotta know I love you)
Would it make you, make you, wanna stay?
(I can't go another day without you)
Would it make you, make you, wanna stay?
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Getting out of the sound room I looked at everyone, they all smiled bright, even Eleanor who had been filming it all, “I filmed it for you in case you wanted to use it on Monday for your video”, she said and smiled, it made me smile too.

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