Rosie's POV
There were rusted metal shelves half standing, half falling. Several were stocked with joints, alcohol, and cigarettes. On the other half of the place were three cushioned, black chairs with a small, steel table next to each one.

I ran my fingers over the cool tattoo guns that rested on each table with ink bottles thrown everywhere. This place is so run down..why are they here? It looks as if they almost live here. No..they can't.

My converse silently walked along the broken tiles as I looked around and stepped over broken glass and cigarettes. A small white object wedged in between a joint and a bottle of whiskey caught my eye. I stood on my toes to reach it, revealing a small piece of paper folded neatly.

My hands began to shake, my head began to spin. I dropped the paper without reading it and backed away. Backing all the way into the filthy wall, I slid down and my hand covered my open mouth that as gasping with sobs.

The thought of this person, whoever it was following me, watching me, stalking me scared the shit out of myself. Knowing that no one could help. Not one person at all could stop it, made everything sink in.

Sobs erupted from myself, as my body dripped from the rain, and my hair clung to my skin. Tears and tears fell down my chin and cheeks and onto my lap as I sat there. In this abandoned grocery store. All alone.

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Hours and hours passed, and not one person found me. No one went to look for me in my weakest state. What a best friend Eleanor was....she..she didn't even find me.

My stomach was turning and my dried makeup was caked on my face. I literally felt weak from only crying and bawling.

Everything felt like shit to me.

I feel weak.

Broken.

Lost.

I feel like I have no privacy. Like it's being ripped away every minute of every day.

The only person I have is El....and she's not even strong enough to protect herself. My body feels limp, I feel as if I can shed no more tears...but they keep coming.

Hours ago, I heard an engine roar to life, and listened to it get quieter and quieter, meaning.....the car left. Probably forgetting I even existed. Do I matter?

I pulled out my phone. No text messages. No phone calls. Nothing. And there's full coverage, I can contact anyone I want in here,....but why should I? I guess I don't impact anyone.

I wipe the endless amount of tears falling and stood up, looking around. It sounded quiet. Only my small sobs could be heard as they echoed through the large room.

I stumbled over my feet, as I reached the exit. My eyesight was blurred with tears and realization set in in me.

I don't know where I am.

No idea.

No a clue.

Great.

The rain stopped, to my avail, and now it was humid out. Very, very humid. The night sky was dark, and the only light I had was from the crescent moon, and my small phone light.

Animals chirped and called from the woods next to me as I walked down the rocky path. My life is shit. Complete shit right now.

My life is ultimately being controlled by these stupid little notes that keep coming in. Why? I don't know. And now? I let my life slip away..slowly.

I Rosie Flynn, have let not only my life, but myself fall far from my reach...in only a matter of weeks. I decided on getting a job, renting an apartment with my best friend, I don't know....take classes online maybe and make meaning of myself,nut I only resort to downgrading my life and everything around me.

Now look, I'm walking along the road of a highway sweating, in a short skirt and puffy face. Nothing bad will right happen right?..... And it being 9:00 at night totally will not make this situation worse...

I chuckled to myself at my foolish thinking. Nineteen years old and here I am...

Nothing.

Bright lights appeared and disappeared quickly, along with my hopes of anyone looking for me. I would do anything for Eleanor...we've been friends forever. I remember when I first met her. She was on a vacation to America and I thought her accent was so cool. We ended up clicking ever since then..but now?

It feels like there's a hole in our relationship. Something triggered it..I just don't know what, when, why, how? A mystery that we have to fix.

El's like family to me. I would search all night for her..I just hope she would do the same for me..

Sweat began to form on my forehead and nose, adding to the buckets I just shed with my body. I feel as if I've been walking for hours...buts it's only been fifteen minutes. Now, it's 9:15 and I still am walking in this highway, hoping I made the right turn when I left my previous destination....

Notes

Hey guys!!

Why did they leave?
Will she get home?

Yeppp...stuff happened..I really don't know what to say..I had no school today! Woohoo. It's snowed like ten inches here..soo how bout you? Get any snow? Haha..I'm just trying to make conversation...no? K.

Anyways...(*awkward silence*) let me know what you think! And thanks for reading!

Thanks! Bye!! :3