Rosie's POV
You don't need a lot of money
And you don't have to play no games
All I need is all your loving
To get the blood rushing through my veins--

"Rosie! I'm tired"
"Can we go!"
"What's taking them so long!"

Harry and Niall whined and poked me in the ribs. I pulled my earbuds out and crossed my legs as we sat on the bench. El, Dani, and Perrie have been shopping for three hours now, and we've made Harry and Niall carry the bags. Ha, they offered to come.

"I don't know! Just sit and be patient!" I said and they groaned. Harry began to play with a piece of my stray hair and Niall fiddled with the bottom of my skirt. I've been sitting on almost every bench here for several hours now with these guys and...I can't take it anymore. I plugged in my earbuds and leaned back.

"Rosie, Rosie, Rosie" Niall nudged me. I frowned and pulled my earbuds out again. They better fucking hurry up, or I will drag each of their asses out one by one.

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"You wanted to come!" Dani snickered as we walked to the car. Harry and Niall stumbled behind us, trying to catch up.

"We did good, we did real good" El said and flipped her hair over her shoulder.

We we reached her car, and everyone piled in, El was driving and Dani sat in the front. Okay, I guess I'm sitting in the back then. Perrie jumped in and started to laugh about some joke they were talking about and blasted the stereo.

I heard a thump followed by groans and turned around. Harry was on the pavement with bags sprawled everywhere as Niall threw the bags in the car and got in. Is everyone else oblivious? Guess so.

I jogged over to Harry and helped him up. He combed his hands through his curly hair and huffed. "Good job" I said and smirked. He looked down at me with his green eyes. Green eyes. His bright green, sparkling eyes. And smiled. He smiled. With his dimples showing. Now I was looking up at him with his sparkling green eyes and dimpled smiled peering down at me. He was stun-

Rose..what the hell are you thinking? Nothing, just nothing. "You have pretty eyes" he smiled and chuckled. I raised and eyebrow at him. "Ummm...maybe we should get going.." He trailed off, realizing he said that out loud.

I smiled to myself...I had pretty eyes, yea? No. They're brown and boring, but for him to think that made my palms sweaty. What? No,no,no,no. You did not just think that, Rose. Yes I did...shit.

I bent down and helped him gather the many bags of accessories. Shit, how much stuff do three girls need? Like really, I have El. She has a closet full of endless clothing I can always borrow. Why shop when you have an El?

We walked to the car in silence. Awkward silence. With my free hand, I reached for my phone in my pocket and gasped when I felt something smooth. Something white and smooth. Just ignore it, ignore it for now.

"Took you long enough!" El yelled as we opened the trunk and put the bags in. I rolled my eyes and got in the car, realizing that there was only enough room for three people in the back, not four.

"Hop on Rosie! Enjoy the ride." Niall smirked and patted his lap. I looked at him with wide eyes, which made him chuckle.

"I'd rather ride on the roof" I shot back. His smirk faded, and his mouth formed into a line.

"Bitch" he snapped. Man, these guys have anger issues.

"Fucker" I replied.

"Just sit on Harry. We know you want too" Perrie whispered to me. I looked at her and gasped. She giggled as I smacked her playfully. "You know...Since he's so nice and all..."

"Shut up...He really is!" I whispered back. "Just wait till later and I'll tell you what he said!" She smiled and nodded.

"Aww. Was he flirting? He flirts with every single girl ya know." She remarked. I rolled my eyes again, and we laughed.

"Hey, I'm kinda still here." Harry said, waiting to get in. I got out and he sat down. "You mind?" He questioned, motioning to his lap. I shrugged and warily smiled.

I sat down on his lap, and El started the car. Perrie nudged me and winked. "Really?" I mouthed. She just made kissing faces in reply.

I like the feeling of this. I mean, not that...being free. Not getting in trouble or fear of it for once. I knew since I was with them no one would bother us. It felt nice to finally have some free spirit.

Bump after bump made the car rattle and made me feel extremely uncomfortable in my position. I kept bouncing up and down along with Harry while we hit several bumps, which gave the feeling of-actually let's not get into that.

I placed my hand over the edge of the seat to balance myself out. Harry's large hand swept over mine by accident leaving the feeling of his light touch lingering on my skin. Goosebumps formed on my arms as I traced over the spot that was just touched. My heart flipped and beat faster every time I replayed the memory. Shit...this is bad. Real bad.

Soon enough we pulled up to a worn down, tattered, old building. An old grocery store to be exact. The brick walls that were painted white were peeling and revealing a ugly red brick color. The sign that read the name of the old store was faded and unreadable. The pillars supporting the buildings were cracked and worn. Planks of wood were nailed to the windows and doors. Wow....this place is....something.

"Isn't she a beauty?" Niall asked, smiling. I looked over at him and giggled. Yeah right. "Kidding, kidding."

El and Dani first got out, and doubled over in laughter. El was so happy lately...why? I guess the world may never know. Maybe she's bipolar...

Niall and Perrie exited one side, leaving Harry and I. I opened the car door, and a breeze passed, blowing the smooth whit paper from my hand that I was now holding. I leaned down to pick it up and almost fell, thankful for the pair of arms around my waist holding me up.

I huffed and sat up. I felt Harry's warm breath graze through my hair and send chills through my body. He cleared his throat, and I took that as a good sign that he wanted me off.

I hopped off his lap and onto the dry grass. He coldly got out after me and headed straight inside without a word. Well then...

I slammed the door shut. What the hell did I do now? Nothing...absolutely nothing, and he gives me the cold shoulder. I expected a cheesy line or a horrible joke. Not nothing. Just silence.

I sighed and leaned against the cool car. Rain began to pound against the car and myself. I have the worst luck, don't I? I clenched the small piece of paper that was now damp and slowly opened it.

Got a small crush, love? Aww my little Rose, he's nothing compared to me. He won't make you beg for him like I will, make you yell out his name like I will, he won't even compare to how good I make everyone feel. He's just dirt beneath my feet. Beneath our feet. Now, go inside, I don't want my little flower catching a cold. (; ~C

Holy shit. Holy shit. Holy shit were the only two words I could conjure. What the hell? What the Fuck? What the hell is that, this? I looked over both shoulders before crumbling the note and throwing it on the ground. I looked up at the gray sky as drops poured down onto my face, mixing with my tears. Tears. I've been shedding a lot lately. Is that healthy? Am I healthy?

"Why God? Why?" I asked to the sky, searching, no pleading for some type of saving. Something that'll make it go away. I wish it would come soon. Not just hide in the shadows band let me cry, feel pain, feel scared. Feel all these emotions.

But then it occurred to me: Maybe 'it' is not an 'it'.... Maybe it's a he....

Notes

Hey guys!!

What's up with Harry?
What does Rosie mean?

My internet is fixed so more updating...yay!☺️ Yeah...that happened. I tried to make this longer cause of my slow updating so...here ya go! I also tried to add more of Rosie's feelings....and that happened. and the note thing...yeahhh. I'll try and update tomorrow cause I gotta sleep! I'm also trying to sleep during a Super Bowl party...FYI..not a good idea..

PS: Happy birthday Harry!! Love you!! (They're turning into a man band!! They're not a boy band anymore!! The irony!!)

Anyways (lol) let me know what you think!! Thanks for reading!

Thanks! Bye!! :3