Shattered

" That's it for now." He whispered into my ear, making shivers run down my spine.

I gulped as Harry slowly slid his hand from my pants and brought his two fingers to my mouth. I surprised myself as I opened up and wrapped my lips around his two fingers.

" You are so sexy." He murmured, kissing the tip of my nose. I couldn't hide my grin.

He stepped back and held my hand to help me as I hopped off the hood of his car.

" So what do you want to do?" I asked, standing there awkwardly. He smiled, showing my his dimples and I just about melted.

" Do you want to come over?"

I thought about the question. If I go over to Harry's we might continue this little sexual session. With my sister's boyfriend.

" What about my car?" I stalled. He rubbed circles into my hand with his thumb as he thought.

I'll bring you back here." He bit his bottom lip. That perfectly sculpted, pink, lip.

" Alright. Lets go." I said with urgency. he caught on and rushed into his car just like me.

The ride to his apartment was silent, but not awkward. It was a good silence. Harry studied the road as he sped down the street.

I feel as if I knew what was coming next. Am I sure about this? Do I really want to go on further with Harry?

Well of course I did, I liked him a lot. But the guilt will eat me alive. the fact that we kissed was bad enough, but i let him finger me, and who knows what next. I wont be able to look Marilyn in the eye if Harry and I do this.

I took a deep breath and got out of the car and followed Harry up to his apartment.

As we stood there next to each other in the elevator, Harry grabbed my hand and held it with both hands.

" I know what you're thinking."

I studied his green eyes for an answer.

" What am I thinking?" I asked.

He cleared his throat and looked down.

" You're thinking that..." He still didn't meet my gaze, just fiddled with my fingers, " That we're going to have sex." His eyes finally flickered up to mine. I was so confused. Were we not?

" Well..." I wasn't quite sure how to respond. Just then the elevator door opened and we stepped out to let others in.

" I mean, of course I'd love to, but I have more respect for you than that. I said that's it for now anyways." He laughed, flipping through the keys on his keychain before finding the correct one and plugging it into the key hole.

I sighed a sigh of relief as we stepped inside his apartment. Harry shut the door and walked into the kitchen, throwing his keys onto the counter.

I ran up and hugged Harry from behind him.he spun around in my arms, quickly hugging me back.

Harry was perfect. Behind his tattoos and the jerk he can be, he was great. I knew the real him.

Harry chuckled into my hair. I stepped back.

" What?" I asked.

He shook his head, " Nothing" He claimed.

"Tell me." I slapped his shoulder.

" Alright, alight, calm down. I was just thinking about how even on our first day off work this summer and our first time away from one another, we're still together."

I thought about it and ended up laughing a bit myself.

" Yeah, But we're on our own time now." I smiled. He nodded.

" I like that better."

I nodded, leaning against his counter.

" Yes, me too."

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