Can't Take It

I havnt made an effort to contact harry since yesterday. I just don't know what to do. I mean one second Liam is saying to give up on harry and now he is saying to try again! Yeah okay Liam. I sprawl out on the couch bored. Niall can't hang out today and Zayn is out if town. And besides them.. I don't really have any other friends. My moms been with her boyfriend so I'm all alone. Life couldn't be any worse. I turn on the t.v and the say yes to the dress show is on.

* flashback*

" do you say yes the dress Amanda!" The host asks the woman in the dress.
" I'm going to make you wear a dress to our wedding." Harry plops down on the couch next to me.
" right harry! And who says I would want to marry you!" I make a snotty retort he knows isn't true coming from me.
" come on Louis who else is going to marry a high maintnece boy like you! You have no choice but me." He's true. I lean in begging for a kiss. He leans in but then yanks away.
" harry!" I lean in further. I fall off the couch. Harry sits there laughing. I get up and throw on my angry face and stomp upstairs. I hear him a few moments later. He pounces onto my bed.
" Louis! Louis! Louis! Louis! Are you mad! Awh my poor baby!" He is pulling at my cheeks now.
" harry stooooop!" I groan and slap his hands away.
" no Louis! Never." He finally gives me what I was asking for. A warm and welcoming kiss.
" thank you!" I laugh and rub his cheek. I spring up and face him. "let's go eat!"

* end of flashback*

God I have to stop doing that! I turn the station. Spongebob.. Fucking really this is Harry's favorite show. I just turn it off altogether. Maybe I should give him a call. Maybe we can at least be friends. No tommo who are you kidding! You can't be friends with someone you love and want to kiss and touch every second you are with them. I face palm and roll onto to he floor. I'm going to call harry. I have no one else to call and I'm really bored, and i guess I should tell him my thoughts. But what if he changes his mind and doesn't want to fix things?
Okay do it tommo.. Right now. Just do it. I pull my phone out and my finger hovers over the contact name " my lover " I havnt changed it back to harry yet. I hit call.
" hello?" I hear on the other line.
" harry."
" Louis! What's going on?" He sounds happy it's me.
" nothing harry.. Nothing I just want to talk to you. Tell I you what I'm feeling. Or uhm thinking." I sounded like a little girl.
" okay want to.. I don't know meet up somewhere then." Harry sounds like he is taking his clothes off. I know weird observation.
" sure that sounds good. How about mcdonalds?"
" sure! I will be there at three! bye I lo- see you later." He hung up abruptly. He almost said he loved me. Maybe underneath all that dark harry was the harry I fell in love with. Maybe I can work this out.

Notes

Maybe....? :)))