Can't Take It

Louis pov:

im im staring out the window at the falling rain. Liam left at ten this morning to meet up with harry and he still isn't home and it's nearly five now. I sigh and hope everything's okay. I think back to last night with nick. I'm so dumb. I almost slept with a guy I didn't know. Now that would have been something I would have regretted. but I miss the wanted feeling. I miss Harry's touch. Damn I guess I miss his love more than anything. He had a way with words. I mean I used to be so bad ass but then harry came in my life and turned me Into a love thirsty heart broken sap. Damn the effect he had on me.
" Liam!?" I turn around when I hear the door open. " where have you been!" I say wrapping my arms around him glad he's okay.
" I just made a few stops after my And Harry's dinner." He hugs back.
" oh well I ordered some pizza so.. If your hungry. And technically you had breakfast." I snicker.
" Smart ass." He says then throws his keys on the table. Something seems a off about him. And not to lie I'm a bit curious about what went on with him and harry.
" So.. What happened? You knows with harry." I say. He stiffens up and kind of turns red a little. Okay something Is for real up.
" Nothing.. We just ah talked. You know. man to man." He says fast. He's lying.
" What really went on... Liam?" I push for the truth.
" That is what went on. But I do think you and harry should meet up or something..." He trails off.
" Yeah. I planned on it but I havnt heard from him.. So."
" you should call him.. Like.. Now." He says then rushes off. Okay what the fuck is going on. I take out my phone then glance up to the living room where Liam is just sitting staring at the blank t.v.
" Hello?" Harry answers.
" It's Louis..." It's sort of awkward.
" Oh.. Er hi." He says shaky.
" Are we going to meet up again or.. What?" I say not to happy to talk to him but glad he's okay and I can hear his voice. I mean after what he did to me that day. He fucked with my feelings. And that's not okay.
" Well I'm sort of busy and stuff.. And.. Stuff. Is Liam home?" I'm kinda shocked he would ask for Liam. But okay.
" Yeah yeah.. Why?" I ask.
" I need to talk to him if that's o-okay." He sounds like he's about to cry. I've known him long bought to know what that sounds like.
"Here.." I hand the phone to Liam.
" No.. I didn't.. I don't knew what... You two need to meet up and do something. he wacthing me." I squint at Liam as he talks. Trying hard to hear what Harry's saying. " yeah. I'm not going to I told you that! You have to. I won't. Harry. I won't. Yeah. Saturday? Lunch..Okay. M'bye." He hangs up and hands the phone back to me.
" What was that about." I slide on the couch next to him.
" Just about when you two can meet again.. he's coming over on Saturday at lunch. But I.. I won't be here." Liam says through shaky breaths.
" Is everything okay..." I ask. I see tears form on the corners of his eyes.

Liams pov:

I feel awful. I mean I know harry didn't know he had aids and I know he would never mean to give them to Louis but... Louis had such a beautiful personality. And he was my best friend. If he finds out Bout this he.. He will never be the same. His life has been cut short but he man he claims to love. No. The man he does love.
" Nothing.. I'm just glad you two will be able to work things out.." I lie and smile. He seems to buy it because he smiles.
" Me too. If it wasn't for you I would've given up." He says. But now I kind of wish he would've given up. Would've never come here. But the again he wouldn't know he may have aids if he didn't come back. And that's something he has to know. he gets up and scurries off somewhere.
I know harry ment good by leaving and never coming back.. But I just can't believe he was going to let Louis live life not knowing he had a deadly virus. Tears roll down my face as I think about my best friend.
wish harry never told me. fuck. I don't know what to do anymore. Parts of me want to beat the shit out of harry. But the. Parts of me want to just help him through this. He shouldn't be stripping and giving lap dances. He shouldn't have aids. He should be with Louis. Laughing. At his house right now. Talking about there future. But instead we are here. Where he is fighting for harry to come back. Where he is clueless about Harry's aids. Where he just doesn't know how much I wish he could just be happy.
" I'm going to go out tomorrow to get stuff for Saturday of you wanna come?" Louis says behind me.
" Yeah.. I'll go." I say. He smiles in approval and prances away. He's such a twink sometimes. Maybe that's why I love him so much? Haha he's like my brother and I promised as his best friend I would never let anything stop him from being happy. That's why he needs harry back. If it's love...
he will accept harry and his illness.
amd they..
will be happy.
again.

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