Can't Take It

I could barely sleep at all last night. I just wanted to tell harry how I felt right there as he was giving me a lap dance. but I just thought maybe it wasn't the best time to do it. hah.
its almost time for me to go get harry and I keep looking in the mirror at myself. I hope I look alright! I then remember I had this cologne stuff harry got me a while back and I brought it with. I wonder if he will remember the smell? I go over to my bag and only use one spray so I don't kill somebody. I grab my keys and run out the door. I told harry I would be there at ten and its five after oh my god.
I pull up to harrys house and run out the door. I literally almost trip as I make my way to the door. I hold my fist up about to knock but the door flies open. and harry runs out.
" yeah fuck you to! ill be back later." harry slams the door close." lets go?" he says.
" uhm.. yea of course." we make our way to the car. he gets in a little awkwardly. I drive off. I honestly don't know where im going.
" uhm.. where are we going exactly." I say laughing to myself.
" I don't know your the one taking me out lou. Louis." he corrected himself. my heart felt a little pinch when he did that to be honest.
" I don't know anywhere!" I laugh. I look and see harry laughing to.
" you are just incrediable Louis. lets just go.." he looks out the window. " yes! lets go to sammies coffee shop." he points downt he road. I turn.
" what would you guys like to order?" some Asian lady walks up to us as we find a seat. I look at harry as he sits uncomfortably in front of me.
" caramal frappe for me please." I flash a smile.
" just a black coffee." harry says not even looking up.
" so.. hows it been?" he says coming back to reality.
" its been hell harry." I say being brutally honest.
" sorry to hear that." he whispers.
" no.. harry I don't think you are. I mean you got up and left after we swore our love for one another." I am trying to keep my voice calm. he figdets before answering.
" Louis you cheated on me! I saw the picture!!"
" I would never cheat on you harry! that picture was from ages ago!" I try.
" I don't believe you.." im surprised he said that.
" what did I do to make YOU not believe me harry?" my eyes are tearing up a little but I fight them. he doesn't answer he just looks down. the lady walks back over with our orders. she sets them down. " enjoy sirs." she smiles and walks away. harry picks the conversation back up. " its not that simple Louis... its just I don't know.. I do-." he stops. his head cocks over as he is looking at somebody at the front. they do not look nice at all. greasy hair.. ewh! leather jacket and torn jeans. I see why he was scared.
" what is it?" I say as he still stares and his face is turning red. he writes something down on a napkin and throws it over to me.
" I gotta go Louis." he cant just leave! I have more to say.
" NO! you cant go now we arnt-'' he cuts me off by grabbing my wrist.
" just listen I have to go NOW!" he runs out the door pushing past the man who does a double take harry. he whispers something to his pal and they both run out the door too. what the fuck was that all about. I grab some cash and throw it on the table. this was the worst date ever. I am about to walk away when I remember the napkin. I pick it up. harry wrote his number on it. I guess that means he is actually willing to talk! I walk out and head home.
I am staring at the napkin as I eat a bowl of cheerios. I finally decide im going to text him.

to: Harry
hey what was the feud at the shop today? btw its Louis.

in almost no time he replies.

from: Harry
it was nothing but im sorry I had to leave.

to: Harry
ur lying.. im not dumb okay. actually whatever idc but when can we remeet?

from: Harry
okay... and I don't know I have work tonight.. and tomorrow morning. so tomorrow night?

to: Harry
yeah that would be fine.. just call me when you get out tomorrow okay?

from: Harry
yeah!:) don't be late this time either babex

to: Harry
yeah I wont! night.

woah.. why did he just call me babe.? maybe.. maybe I can get him back.

Notes

blah blah blah so much larry on twitter!!! no el in three weeks! and Louis we are going to find you in harrehs hotel and omfg on twitter Zach braff said harry bought expensive lube whaaa:)