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That L word

Found

I am awoke by a loud pounding on my door. It's only like three in the morning. Who the fuck is at my hotel!? I roll over and hope they go away. Then I hear a louder bang and someone shout.
" where! Why harry!" It's liam. I ignore him and close my eyes as I'm holding back tears.
" No Liam just go." I don't turn to face him. I am to guilty to look at him in the face. I pull the covers over my face a little more. I feel someone wrap there arms around me. Liam?
" Get off Liam-" I get cut off.
" Shh harry." It was Louis.
" Why are you here Louis! You don't even care." He keeps his arms around me.
" If I didn't care I wouldn't have forced Liam to come with me to get you. I wouldn't have taken the time to track you through your phone. I wouldn't have drive all this was harry if I didn't care." Louis grip tightens around me. He was warm and his words even warmer. It just didn't feel real. How could Louis William Tomlinson fancy such a fucked up fool. I forget Liam is there and I hear him go over the love seat a md plop down with a huge sigh.
" Did.. Did.." The words want come out of my mouth. I'm scared of the truth. Of the we are just close friends truth. " did you mean it Louis.. You really like me more than that.. Like..your .. Your.." I clear my throat. " you'd be gay for me." I don't hear him say anything for a few moments.
" Harry I have tried to push it aside I really have. I mean when I met you I was seduced by your emerald eyes and the buoyancy of your hair and that's when I was afraid. Afraid I was gay. But now that I look at it there is nothing to be afraid of harry because... Because I know that I want you." Those last words echoed through my ears like music. I guess him fancying was the start of love but I wanted him to love me now. I feel him rest his head on my shoulder and his grip around me loosen. I want to kiss him so bad but it's just not the right time.
" Uhm so you guys worked this out.. Shouldn't we you know head back." Liam comes over to us.
" Why don't you get a room Liam them we can go out tomorrow." I hear Louis say.
" Go out?"
" For breakfast I just.. Dont want to leave right now." he rests his head beside my shoulder again.
" Thank you... Louis." I close my eyes.
" Shh no harry thnk you. You helped me find me." He places a kiss on my neck and rests his head again.
things were falling in place. Call me selfish for wanting nothing but Louis I don't care. It's my life.