Life without Niall

Harry's pov:

" He was an almost perfect kid... Chasing his only dream to entertain. He got what he wanted long before his life came to a stop. " Nialls dad looked at us.

" He got not one.. Not two... but four best friends. They helped him through thick and thin. They were there for his last breath... His last heartbeat.. His last laugh... His last cry and.." He began to cry.

" His last words. I love you my son. Rest in piece. We are thinking of you." He steps off the podium and I glance over at Liam and Zayn. They are both in tears.

This is the first time Zayn has really cried. He is now accepting it. The fate for which it is. And Liam has been holding it in but he's letting tears fall everynow and then.

Louis.. Oh Louis is taking it hard too. He has been crying everyday since his death. Everytime he sees a magizene with Niall on it he balls.

A few more people say there last words then it's my turn. I walk up there wiping the tears away from my face.

I breathe slowly. You can do it harry. You can do it.

I pull the microphone a little. Closer to me and adjust it to my height.

" Niall... Niall was a great kid. I'm blessed I got to have him in my life these last four years. They were filled with laughs and joy and sadness. It just won't be the same without our Irish boy there to eat all of the leftovers after dinner." I do a little laugh cry as does some other people.

" He wanted this guys... He wanted people to remember him and that's what we are going to ensure." I turn around and look at the big red curtain.

" Lift the curtain!"

With one big swoosh the curtain is lifted and it reveals a mural. It's a picture of Niall and his first days on this earth down to his last.

I smile at the mural and turn back to the crowd where I hit the waterworks on a lot of people.

" We have been working on this nonstop. No sleep until it was done. This is for Niall. For the fans. For you. " I kiss my hand and lay it on the coffin behind me where Niall lays.

I walk off the podium.

After the funeral the boys and I just head home. We have had enough stress for today and can't handle it. Zayn is sitting on the couch.

" Ahem. I guess we should cancel the cake order." Zayn coughs out.

" No! Let it come for the sake of remembering Niall. He's still here with us. He's just not... Here." It's surprising to hear Louis say that.

Liam just gets up and goes to his bed. We won't be able to live like this. I mean we have a concert tomorrow and the cake was for Niall after the concert. We still had lives.

I mean I miss Niall to but our lives can't just stop like this.

When I'm bout to say something I hear something from the bathroom.

Like clanking around and a little whimper. It was Liam. I run to the bathroom and I cacth the attention of Zayn and he comes over the bathroom door.

I open it. What? Liam?" oh my god Liam what were you thinking! Are you okay!" We rush to Liam's side as he lays on the bathroom floor.

I never expected this of Liam.

Notes

Okay......... Lots of stuff going on. I cried writing about niall being dead he is my baby and I would never wish that upon him! But what do you think Liam did!