Life without Niall

Harry's pov:

My eyes flutter open and I see nothing but bright lights.

When my eyes regain focus I see I am in a hospital bed. What the fuck happened? The I remembered....

We were here for Niall. Niall! Is he okay where is he. I look around and see no one. I scream for help!

" Louis! Help me Louis! Zayn!" I'm already crying now and my voice is cracking.

" Someone! Where's Niall!" A nurse runs in.

" Please sir calm down." She says in a mono tone voice. How am I suppose to calm down! I can't remember what happened to Niall!

" Where's Niall!" I grab her arm. she yanks away.

" Sir I don't know who are talking about." I'm not dealing with this.

I rip the cords out of my arm and make my way the waiting room. I see Louis and Zayn. Louis hugs me and holds me. I'm so confused.

" Louis... Where's Niall?" I say backing out if his grip. He looks at the floor as tears come back.

" He's dead.. He's gone harry don't you remember!?" Just then I did Remeber.

Just before I woke up in the room I remembered seeing all of there faces with tears and.. And.. And Niall laying lifeless on the bed as the doctors tried to bring him back. I didn't want to remember I wanted it to be a dream. It wasn't.

" No... No.. No.... What! Why... " I take deep breaths as the information sinks in.

Our little boy.. Gone. Leaving us here without him. I didn't even get to tell him how much I loved him and appreciated him....why him... Why innocent Niall. He never did anything wrong. He was always cheery.. Jolly, Happy and wanting people to laugh! Louis tries to calm me down. But I don't want him to. I need to see Niall now.

" Where is he..." I look at Zayn and Louis.

" WHERE!" I shout this time causing patients to look at us.

" I don't know.... The morgue part of the hospital-" I jet off to the hallway. I can hear Louis saying I can't go back there but I don't listen.

I bust through the doors and see a bunch of doctors working on a dead man. Thank god it's not Niall.

" Sir you can't be back here!" One of the ment walk up to me.

" Who are you to fucking tell me I can't be back here!" Even though he had every right I bolt of in search of Niall. I didn't believe it.

I'm dreaming.. He's not dead. I turn the corner and I see him.

His once even enven toned skin, now slightly pale. His eyes closed and his hair laying flat across his forehead like a blanket.

I walk over to him in disbelief. The tears come pouring out of my eyes. I don't know what to do. I put my hand on his cheek. He was still warm.. Oh my god. Niall.

" Niall... I'm.. So sorry it had to be you! I should have went with you to the football game! I just.. There's no excuse. I love you... So.. So much Niall. We will never ever be the same without you. Ever. Your laughter that fills rooms, Your smile that lights up the world your soft touch when reaching out to the fans and us. You cared Niall. You cared for us and we couldn't even get off our asses to go with you to a game." I kiss his forehead.

" I will miss you man.. Please come back. Don't leave us please Horan. I know you. You'll come back." I feel a tugging on my shirt it's Louis his eyes are bloodshot.

" We need to go harry. We all miss him but we have to go home now." Louis helps me up. I kiss my hand and put it across nialls face.

I had no choice now but to believe it. Niall James Horan... Our little Irish boy.. The fans Irish boy... Was gone..

Forever.

Notes

Sad chapter....I'm crying. , this is emotional idk if I can continue omfg. Please subscribe for updates everyday and rate.