Life without Niall

Harry's pov:

" GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY FACE!" I'm fed up with the paps right now. Our concert was over and the paps were told to be gone when we came out to our bus.

" We heard you went to a medium? Is that true? Mr styles? Tomlinson? Brent? Payne? Malik? Did you try to contact Niall? Are you guys going to break-" I turn around wailing him right in the face.

I didn't intend to knock him over but he had it coming.

" HARRY!" Brent is covering his mouth as Louis helps this man up. I feel the urge to whaling him again but stand my ground. His nose is bleeding and I don't even feel sorry.

" You can't just do that!" Zayn says to me.

" Serves him right if you ask me." Liam says smirking climbing on the bus. I stand outside as the guy is covering his nose. The blood dripping down.

" Harry... Your going to get in trouble..." Louis says.

But The man sits up. Finishes wiping his nose and glares at me.

" Don't get me wrong, I won't ever interview you again. But I should've saw that coming. But you need to know that's my job. To find answers. I won't press charges. Just don't ever do that again...Because me being a Nice man will let you go but no one else will." With that he just walks away.

" Holy fuck... Gift from god." Louis sighs heavily and plops down by me.

" I.. I don't know it's just I hate when people ask us if we are going to breakup. And when they ask about Niall. It's too much to hear." I say cracking the silence between us.

" Yeah.. It's hard but you can't punch all of them in the face." He smiles leaning on my shoulder. I just smile. we climb onto the bus and the boys tell me how wicked the lunch was but to never do it again and whatnot. We then go to sleep.

I wake up not to early but not late either. The bus is still driving. I stand up and strecth out. Liam comes walking. From behind the curtain.

" Guess who called.." He says. Fuck. Management.

" how do they even know?" I ask. He simply turns on the t.v.

' Harry Styles punched pap In The face. Is the fame too much for him? Is he letting the death of-' he shuts off the t.v.'

" The whole world knows." He says. Damn it. I take out my phone and decode to get this over with right now.

" Harry styles. You've done it this time! You are so damn lucky he didn't press charges. That would have ruined us!" Alex yells through the phone.

" He was being annoying and he didn't press charges so it doesn't even matter and it would have ruined you it would've ruined me and the lads." I remark.

" Anyways we have to make this good. We have to get a good public look on you not bad. So for now on you will be seen paying extra attention to the paps. Smiling waving being polite. Answering questions for your life you hear?" He finishes.

" That's ridiculous nobody does that! Not even the most famous people!" I shout.

" Well you are doing it. It's either that or rehab for anger problems. It's up to you mr. Styles." He leaves me almost no choice.

" I'm tempted to do rehab you jerk." I say. " I mean really? We still have fans nobody ,eft because I punched an annoying pap!" I shout now. Liam is wacthing me intently.

" No. Your right. You will be doing anger rehab because apparently you can't control yourself. Good day. I will let you know your new schedule styles." he hangs up.

" PRICK!" I slam my phone down so hard it cracks.

" Fuck!" Tears fill my eyes. Liam rushes to my side and I hear the others stir around in there beds.

" Calm down it's going to be okay.. Harry?" Liam asks rubbing my back.

I feel like I did the day Niall died. The day he left us. Left us for a new perfect dimension of life. For a new world better than this fucked up place. I feel helpless and like nothing I do or say will help my matter. I mean rehab.

Anger rehab. For punching one guy in the face. I wish it would have been Alex I punched In The face. I take deep breaths and dry my tears.

" Rehab. Anger rehab." I mutter out.

" Damn. It will be alright. We are here with you. Alex is only trying to keep us in the good spotlight so he does to go down." He says rubbing my back.

" I know. But I don't wanna do it."

" You shouldn't have too!" I hear Louis say sitting up.

" That's fucking dumb."

" Louis.." Liam warns.

" No! I'm done with this shit forreal. Harry is always being told what he can and can't do. And we are raely. And the stuff he does is always taken on like it's so serious! You Know damn well if I had punched that guy in the face it would have been a simple don't do it form Alex." Louis finishes nearly blowing.

" I know.. I know." Liam says as he looks at me. I simply just breath and stand up.

" I have to do it no choice really. It's just with tour and rehab I'm going to miss interviews signing gatherings downtime.. everything." I look down at my feet and feel the tears coming on again.

" I know if Niall were here he would do something to make me laugh. something to help me feel happy. I close my eyes and go into my brain. Into my memories.

* FLASHBACK*

" I can't believe you did that..." Liam says smacking his lips together in a tight line.

" Well.. They asked for it.. They literally did." I laugh.

" I know! But we were told not to do it! With all the electric wires someone could get electrocuted if you dump all that water on them." Liam crys out.

" But no one died...." I say beginning to feel the guilt trip.

" And if they did... Well our fans always say.. I WOULD DIE TO MEE ONE DIRECTION!" Niall pulls his best fan girl voice.

" If anything Harry would be doing them a Favor." Niall says looking over to me.

" Yeah! See Liam!" I laugh so hard because Niall had a point. He had a way of making things always look good.

" Your so immature you two!" Liam says and stands up.

" Are you sure your the immature one and we are some sort of super mature.." I question. He just groans and walks away to the photo spot.

The fans are about to pour in. The ones who got VIP. Niall and I stand over by zayn.

" Bxhbvjchxbfxbhjvhjxhbrvhjsbhdvxhbvdjxh dv ahhb OH MY GOD I HCBDBXIHHV." Most of the girls are talking jibberish as Niall mocks some and they cry yelling out Awh so cute.

I think it's so funny. They freak out over us. Five normal lads. I'll never ever wrap my head around it.

* END OF FLASHBACK*

I smile. And say to Niall in my head. Thank you. He truly helps me in these moment with just our memories of happiness. He helps me cope through these things even when he's not here.

" It will get better." I feel Louis hug me then walk into the bathroom. He's right I mean things can't get any worse...

i was wrong..

Notes

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