Life without Niall

Harry's pov:

It's been two days since Zayn and Liam fought. They are warming up to eachother. And Liam thank god has been more and more accepting of Brent.

Of course we havnt had a set date on our mall detour. But it didn't really matter right now I guess. As long as things are going smoothly I don't care.

I stand up and stretch out. It's about four in the afternoon and I'm home all by myself.

Louis went grocery shopping a little while ago.

I log onto to twitter just checking in on our fans. I swear they would be surprised by the stuff we see.

Zayn posted another selfie today... Oh dear. Trending is Zayns selfies got me like. Haha this is a very funny trend. I swear he killed them with his selfie game. He finally reached well over thirteen million followers and I'm happy for him.

I tweet and mention Zayn saying selfie game one hundred and two percent. I smile satisfied and log off.

I find myself gazing out the window. The sun was shining and the birds were singing.

I can't help but think about when Niall would force me to listen to him string his guitar outside.

* FLASHBACK*

" Please....... Pretty please." Niall is begging me on his knees. He keeps tugging at my shorts.

" Uh uh. I listened to you for two hours last week Niall. In the blazing sun!" I add.

" So.. Why wouldn't you. Your my best friend just do it." He stands up.

" Niall..."

" Harry..."

" Niall..."

" Harry.." Niall sticks out his bottom lip and does little puppy eyes.

" Ewh get away from me!" I tease. He grunts and turns around. He stops before going out the front door.

" What about when the fans ask us why we don't talk to each other anymore. I'll be forced to tell a lie to save you harry.. So they don't think your stubborn and selfish and-" I laugh and hold up my hand.

" Fine. I'll listen but only for like an hour! Got it?" I say finding my way to the door. His face brightens up and he nods violently.

We make our way to my bench. He gets right to stringing.

" I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth..... But if I do. It's you. Oh it's you they add up to. And I'm in love with Harry! And all his annoying things!" Niall jokes well singing. I stick my tongue out.

" My turn!" I say with an evil smile. He just strings more not singing leaving me an opening.

I think then it hits me.

" I know you've never loved your broccoli or you yams. You still weigh well over three thousand pounds and maybe more. But your my best friend and need I say more. And if I let these little things slip out of my arse... Well it's you. It's you. It's you they amount to. And i adore you. Your my little Horan!" I finish and smile. He looks like he has tears in his eyes.

" That was beautiful!" He laughs and we string for hours on end telling each other endless jokes.

* END OF FLASHBACK*

I realize there are tears in my eyes. But I don't feel sad. In fact I feel happy. Happy I got to share all those memories with Niall. It felt good to know he was in a better place now and he was probably wacthing us as we tour and live our everyday lives.

I then hear the front door open. Louis home. I quickly stand up and run over to him.

" Hey!" I say with a warming smile.

" Hey... Is something wrong you've been crying." He gets a worried look on his face.

" Oh no.. No..not sad you know just... Thinking about Niall." I squeeze out the last part. He sets down the bag and closes the door. He comes over to me. His hand is placed on my back rubbing circles.

" Do you wanna talk about it?" He says in a calm tone.

" Do you ever feel mad.. That it was him and not you or me... Or-"

" Harry.. Nobody saw this happening. And it's sad it truly is but you can't keep blaming yourself." Louis finishes.

" I know.. I just wish every little thing I ever gave Niall a hard time for, or said no or did anything to make him upset... I wanna take it all back and I can't..." I whimper out. Louis removes his hand and stares off into nothing.

" Same here harry. But we've got to move on.. He would want us to keep his legacy living. And he would want us to do more tours and shows. He would want us to keep the fans happy even if it means he's not here. Ever think about that?" Louis saws slowly. As if he's holding back tears.

" I have moved on but I still think about the stuff we did together and the things we laughed about and it makes me... Feel. Ah I don't know!" I say frustrated not knowing what I truly feel at those times I remeber things.

" It's okay to remember. I do that too. Personally it makes me feel lucky. Lucky to have had such a good man in my life. You don't want to forget him Harry." He's right I don't.

Now that he says that I feel the same too. Happy. Cherished. And loved by one of the happiest men I've ever met.

And no I will never forget Niall. Ever.

Notes

No this isn't the end. There will be a surprise in the next chapter:) I hope you like this story and it's hard to think about Niall being gone but just know this is a fictional story. Not real so don't let it ruin the enjoyment of reading this. Thank you vote comment and subscribe.