Forever and Always

" what do you want." I look at him. " to say sorry I was so rude with our break up." Stan choked out. I wasn't buying it. " no really what do you truly want." He was already stirring up old feelings I didn't need any thing else adding to it. " you Lou." He began to lean in. I chuckled and leaned back. " Stan I'm sorry I have moved on. I have harry now. And harry loves me and I love him." Stan just stares at me. Then in an instant I feel his lips crash onto mine. I knew this was wrong but I kissed him back. Once i can't take it anymore I pull back. " leave.. I.. I can't deal with this right now." I begin to raise my voice and I can't help but have a few tears fall. I feel his arms go around my waist. I can't forgive Stan. I could already feel the feeling I had for Stan bubbling back inside me. Okay I need harry right now before I do something dumb. I slam the door closed right in stand face and ring Harry up. He answers on the first ring. " hello?" I respond quickly. " come over now. It's important." He sensed the worry in my voice and hung up.
He was over a little over five minutes. I hear his car stop. " Louis?" He finds me sitting on the couch. I don't know what I'm going to tell him. He puts his hand on my back and pulls me in close. " what Happened boo?" Harry rubs the side of my face so I turn toward him. I guess I should tell him about Stan. I explain to him who Stan was and that I loved him and he broke my heart and that he has the nerve to show up at my door and say he wants me back. Harry sat a little uncomfortable a few minutes to let the information sink in. " do you still love him?" Harry broke the silence. " NO! " I nearly shout. " harry he is from the past. I don't love him. I love you." I looked him in his eyes. My eyes began to water. " I know Louis. I know. It's just I don't want you to leave me." He is stuttering. " I won't ever. Your the one I want to be with for the rest of my life I know that for sure haz." He smiles. " you mean that ." I nod and kiss harry lightly on the cheek. He blushes. Harry and I were incredibly close and I never wanted to let him go. I knew I wouldn't. But who says he won't let me go? Fuck.... Now I'm going to go into a depressed mood and eat my self to death. Harry stands up. " so ... I guess I should go." No I don't want him to leave. I have to think of something to make him stay. " haz I uhm.. I'm afraid to be home alone." I lie and relize it sounds gay. He walks over to me. He lifts my chin up and looks into my eyes. " your eyes are so pretty Lou." He smiles and gives me a really light kiss on my lips. No I wanted more. I wrap my arms around him and push the kiss to last longer and to get sloppier. I pull away satisfied. " well..." I nearly whisper. " I guess if you need to go you can go but.. Im gunna miss you." I finish softly. "Louis I love you and I'll call you tonight.. Later and I'll see you tomorrow." That's not really helping me at all. We don't touch or anything in public and that's what I want. But he's not ready to go public. Whatever. I don't care. " well before you go I have a question." I look at him. " what?" Okay just do it tomlinson. " I want to come out. To the other people. I want to be able to touch you and hug and kiss you in public." He just stares at me. " Louis I'm just-" I stop him. " I know your not ready just will you ever be." He just stares at me again. " yes.. I promise you by the end of this tri.. I swear love." He kisses my lips softly and pulls me in close for a hug. He was so warm. It was a shame he had to go. But I seriously doubted his words.

Notes

Well... Drama is on the way in fact in the next chapter when Tina comes back:/ erh I hate her but I have to keep you guys interested!:) and remember rate and read and subscribe!