Next to me {on hold}
Feelings
HEY! So, directioner chat, DID YOU SEE THE BOYS IN TXF USA???!?!?!?!? OMG I DIED. And im so happy a&s won huge fan here.
So basically, this is already chapter 4 and I can´t believe this has gotten so many views (234 last time I checked and its freaking awesome). You are all finally getting some Larry stuff in this chapter, which I find particularly cute :3.
And mostly, im sorry for not updating in such a long time, ive been extremely busy, especially preparing Christmas gifts and stuff :D
I really will try my best to update on Sunday again!
Chapter 4: feelings.
Louis´ point of view:
Watching him so calm and tranquil was killing me from the inside. I had fallen fast asleep right after we entered bed but then I woke up and felt shivers down my spine as I realized I was sharing a bed with Harry Styles. I think I stared at him for at least half an hour. I just couldn´t take my eyes out of him!
His hair was messy, but in an adorable way, with a little piece of hair crossing his left eye. I removed it and had a complete sight of his factions. Light was pecking through the window and tiny rays of sun hit his face, making all his features even more beautiful, if that was even possible. I smiled widely and continued to observe him, he was smiling, probably dreaming about Diana and oh, how much that hurt me. My stomach revolved and I quickly managed to focus in his beauty and forget about his relationship with the blonde girl. And then we had his eyes, shut but still mesmerizing. I couldn´t find any flaw in his beautiful countenance. I moved my eyes a bit downwards to find his tattoos calling me to observe them. I had the ship clearly visible as well as the few other tattoos in his left arm. I then went back to observe his face. His mouth. Those lips. I felt the need of feeling his taste and found myself wondering how good of a kisser he was. My feelings and thoughts sort of scared me but, even if I had tried, I couldn´t take the curly-haired guy out of my head. I went back to sleep, at least I tried. But the image of his lips didn´t leave my head and that was the only thing I could think about.
I desired telling him how cute he was and asking him if he was conscious of that. My heart was racing as I got closer to him and finally got to his cheek and pecked it. I slowly moved to his lips and opened them with my lower lip. This was not just a normal kiss, it was a hungry one, feeling the caress of his lips, softer than I expected. His scent was embracing me fully. Of course I didn´t await him kissing me back. But he did. He had either noticed my gaze and woken up or did so due to the kiss.
What Harry didn´t know was that that was my first kiss with a boy. And oh, had it been special. I just couldn´t ask for anything else. Once we pulled apart, softly, since we both needed breathing, I heard him murmur something. But his raspy and sleepy voice got to the very bottom of my heart and made it flutter. I just couldn´t pay attention to what he was saying. Of course he noticed it, he seemed to know me from long time ago as he always understood my faces, expressions and moves.
“We, we should keep sleeping for a while Louis, we´ve got to get to school in 2 hours”. He sounded confused, puzzled, bemused. It was true, it was only 6 in the morning and we had to be there at 8. We still had one more hour to sleep. No need to express how much I´d rather stay with him, curling his ready curly hair, pecking his lips, teasing him for more. But my feelings didn´t seem to be even close to what was going through Harry´s mind at that moment. And that made me sad.
I turned around, giving him my back and soon heared him snoring. Of course I couldn´t sleep and left the bed thirty minutes later.
I left towards the kitchen and started separating the food and items that were needed for breakfast until I found myself scared when hearing Harry´s husky voice. That was really sexy. But I had already decided to give him the cold shoulder until I could actually clear my mind and figure out what his feelings towards me were.
“Good morning Louis”. He sounded weird. Really weird. And that confused me even more.
Even if I had “promised myself” I would be oblivious to his presence, I didn´t want to be rude.
“Good morning” I answered back, not sounding totally convincing and praying for Harry not making any comment about the tone of my salute.
I was finding it really hard not to run towards him and hug him tightly as we did every single morning and wished somehow he had taken the lead and done that. But, of course, he didn´t.
I got to the time were I was really regretting falling for him and basically because of him being straight, and that leaving me with none possibilities. I guess he just wanted to try something new out last night… But what surprised me the most about my “relationship” with Harry was how fast everything was going through my mind. I mean, I usually got to know somebody before actually feeling love towards them; I firstly analyzed my possibilities of “conquer” before making any move and I took me a long, (or really long time if you want) to regret falling for someone since I was always positive and tended to idolatrize whoever I was into. That had happened with the few girls I had fancied and with the many guys I had fallen for since I got 15 (that was the age in which I rediscovered myself). But none of this happened with my new roommate, my pair at work, none of this happened with the amazing, gorgeous, stunning, charming, adorable, Harry Styles.
Harry´s point of view:
*The night before while he pretending to be sleeping*
WTF JUST HAPPENED?! DID HE KISS ME? WHY THE HELL DID I KISS HIM BACK? He definitely has a captivating effect on me and I don´t think I´m ready to accept I have “feelings towards” a guy? Omg, I wonder how it felt for him knowing he was gay. But of course I can´t ask him that now.
*An hour later*
“Good morning Louis”. My voice sounded huskier than ever and I did realize that indeed had an effect on my roommate who seem ¿turned on?.
God, I was just probably imagining things in my mind.
I missed his morning hug while I had breakfast. It didn´t fell like a complete morning without it. We didn´t speak until he screamed it was getting really late and we left almost running for school. I was weirdly relieved when we met Diana (who greeted me with extreme passion), Chiara, Anto and their boyfriends, people with whom I could actually chat with without every single phrase being awkward as hell.
Once we got to school, I left with Diana and Louis did so with Johanna, his shadowed girl. I immediately felt like something was missing, that I was left without an important part of me. And though I wanted to make myself believe it was I had forgotten something, deep inside, I was conscious about it being not having Louis close to me.
My feelings were killing me, especially because they were not known to me and not being sure about what to do next was a brand new sensation for me.
Diana kept telling me how much she had missed me that night. But I didn´t wanna hear. I didn´t feel my heart flipping this time, like it used to do every single morning when she told me this. And I was pretty sure it wasn´t me getting used to this story but something else…
NEW CHAPTER ON :D I enjoyed so much describing the kiss scene and I really hope you like it as much as I do. And finally some Larry stuff has got into this shitty fanfiction! I love you guys SO much.
So basically, this is already chapter 4 and I can´t believe this has gotten so many views (234 last time I checked and its freaking awesome). You are all finally getting some Larry stuff in this chapter, which I find particularly cute :3.
And mostly, im sorry for not updating in such a long time, ive been extremely busy, especially preparing Christmas gifts and stuff :D
I really will try my best to update on Sunday again!
Chapter 4: feelings.
Louis´ point of view:
Watching him so calm and tranquil was killing me from the inside. I had fallen fast asleep right after we entered bed but then I woke up and felt shivers down my spine as I realized I was sharing a bed with Harry Styles. I think I stared at him for at least half an hour. I just couldn´t take my eyes out of him!
His hair was messy, but in an adorable way, with a little piece of hair crossing his left eye. I removed it and had a complete sight of his factions. Light was pecking through the window and tiny rays of sun hit his face, making all his features even more beautiful, if that was even possible. I smiled widely and continued to observe him, he was smiling, probably dreaming about Diana and oh, how much that hurt me. My stomach revolved and I quickly managed to focus in his beauty and forget about his relationship with the blonde girl. And then we had his eyes, shut but still mesmerizing. I couldn´t find any flaw in his beautiful countenance. I moved my eyes a bit downwards to find his tattoos calling me to observe them. I had the ship clearly visible as well as the few other tattoos in his left arm. I then went back to observe his face. His mouth. Those lips. I felt the need of feeling his taste and found myself wondering how good of a kisser he was. My feelings and thoughts sort of scared me but, even if I had tried, I couldn´t take the curly-haired guy out of my head. I went back to sleep, at least I tried. But the image of his lips didn´t leave my head and that was the only thing I could think about.
I desired telling him how cute he was and asking him if he was conscious of that. My heart was racing as I got closer to him and finally got to his cheek and pecked it. I slowly moved to his lips and opened them with my lower lip. This was not just a normal kiss, it was a hungry one, feeling the caress of his lips, softer than I expected. His scent was embracing me fully. Of course I didn´t await him kissing me back. But he did. He had either noticed my gaze and woken up or did so due to the kiss.
What Harry didn´t know was that that was my first kiss with a boy. And oh, had it been special. I just couldn´t ask for anything else. Once we pulled apart, softly, since we both needed breathing, I heard him murmur something. But his raspy and sleepy voice got to the very bottom of my heart and made it flutter. I just couldn´t pay attention to what he was saying. Of course he noticed it, he seemed to know me from long time ago as he always understood my faces, expressions and moves.
“We, we should keep sleeping for a while Louis, we´ve got to get to school in 2 hours”. He sounded confused, puzzled, bemused. It was true, it was only 6 in the morning and we had to be there at 8. We still had one more hour to sleep. No need to express how much I´d rather stay with him, curling his ready curly hair, pecking his lips, teasing him for more. But my feelings didn´t seem to be even close to what was going through Harry´s mind at that moment. And that made me sad.
I turned around, giving him my back and soon heared him snoring. Of course I couldn´t sleep and left the bed thirty minutes later.
I left towards the kitchen and started separating the food and items that were needed for breakfast until I found myself scared when hearing Harry´s husky voice. That was really sexy. But I had already decided to give him the cold shoulder until I could actually clear my mind and figure out what his feelings towards me were.
“Good morning Louis”. He sounded weird. Really weird. And that confused me even more.
Even if I had “promised myself” I would be oblivious to his presence, I didn´t want to be rude.
“Good morning” I answered back, not sounding totally convincing and praying for Harry not making any comment about the tone of my salute.
I was finding it really hard not to run towards him and hug him tightly as we did every single morning and wished somehow he had taken the lead and done that. But, of course, he didn´t.
I got to the time were I was really regretting falling for him and basically because of him being straight, and that leaving me with none possibilities. I guess he just wanted to try something new out last night… But what surprised me the most about my “relationship” with Harry was how fast everything was going through my mind. I mean, I usually got to know somebody before actually feeling love towards them; I firstly analyzed my possibilities of “conquer” before making any move and I took me a long, (or really long time if you want) to regret falling for someone since I was always positive and tended to idolatrize whoever I was into. That had happened with the few girls I had fancied and with the many guys I had fallen for since I got 15 (that was the age in which I rediscovered myself). But none of this happened with my new roommate, my pair at work, none of this happened with the amazing, gorgeous, stunning, charming, adorable, Harry Styles.
Harry´s point of view:
*The night before while he pretending to be sleeping*
WTF JUST HAPPENED?! DID HE KISS ME? WHY THE HELL DID I KISS HIM BACK? He definitely has a captivating effect on me and I don´t think I´m ready to accept I have “feelings towards” a guy? Omg, I wonder how it felt for him knowing he was gay. But of course I can´t ask him that now.
*An hour later*
“Good morning Louis”. My voice sounded huskier than ever and I did realize that indeed had an effect on my roommate who seem ¿turned on?.
God, I was just probably imagining things in my mind.
I missed his morning hug while I had breakfast. It didn´t fell like a complete morning without it. We didn´t speak until he screamed it was getting really late and we left almost running for school. I was weirdly relieved when we met Diana (who greeted me with extreme passion), Chiara, Anto and their boyfriends, people with whom I could actually chat with without every single phrase being awkward as hell.
Once we got to school, I left with Diana and Louis did so with Johanna, his shadowed girl. I immediately felt like something was missing, that I was left without an important part of me. And though I wanted to make myself believe it was I had forgotten something, deep inside, I was conscious about it being not having Louis close to me.
My feelings were killing me, especially because they were not known to me and not being sure about what to do next was a brand new sensation for me.
Diana kept telling me how much she had missed me that night. But I didn´t wanna hear. I didn´t feel my heart flipping this time, like it used to do every single morning when she told me this. And I was pretty sure it wasn´t me getting used to this story but something else…
NEW CHAPTER ON :D I enjoyed so much describing the kiss scene and I really hope you like it as much as I do. And finally some Larry stuff has got into this shitty fanfiction! I love you guys SO much.
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