Karmina's POV

The last couple of days had been a whirl wind, in between spending time with Harry and Karry, trying to regain her memory and reading her book time had flown by. Soon Harry would have to go back on tour. Karmina still had not decided whether she would be going with him or not. She put Karry in her bouncer and began reading through the work she had been writing before, none of it looked familiar. She had been trying so hard to remember, but nothing came to mind. Gabrielle then walked through the front door, holding a bunch of papers.

"Hello," she sat by her at the table. "I brought a bunch of your handwritten stuff to see if it helps."

"Thank you," Karmina eyes widdened as she scattered the papers across the the table.

"Anything helping?" Gabrielle looked at her, her large eyes hopeful.

"No," Karmina sighed. "None of it means anything to me."

"Maybe you should scrap everything and just start off brand new," Gabrielle suggested, while picking up all the tables.

"That's probably a good idea," Karmina leaned back in her chair. "What's going on with you and Niall?" Karmina gave her a sideways glance.

"What do you mean?" Gabrielle asked nervously.

"Well, what do you feel for him?" Karmina raised an eyebrow.

"I-," Gabrielle began. "I really care about him, I do. I just can't get passed the fact that he was just like every other guy," Gabrielle continued.

"But you have to understand that Niall is just a big teddy bear. The last thing he wants to do is hurt anyone. He was just trying to avoid doing that. If he says that he doesn't have feelings for Belen, then it's the truth," Karmina defended Niall, she didn't need her memories to tell her that Niall was a good guy.

"I'm afraid," Gabrielle practically whispered.

"You're scared because you know deep down that you might love him. And that scares you because you have never been that close to anyone before," Karmina lectured, when Gabrielle didn't say anything, she continued. "You should give Niall another chance. He will wait for you for a long time, but he won't wait forever."

"So what do I do?" Gabrielle ran a hand through her long blonde locks.

"Do something special for him this time," Karmina stood to check on Karry.

"Okay, I'm going to try that," she smiled sweetly.

Karmina spent the rest of the afternoon juggling watching Karry and typing up whatever came to her mind on the computer. She thought she would have more trouble being with Karry alone all day, but she managed just fine. Karry wasn't a difficult baby, she was very easily pleased. Karmina was just starting to prep her bottle, when Louis and Harry walked through the door.

"Hello, babe," Harry kissed her on the lips.

"Hello, baby," Louis mimicked Harry and gave her a peck on the cheek. Karmina began to laugh.

"How was rehearsals?" Karmina entered the living room to feed Karry.

"Let me do it, please!" Louis whined, and Karry rolled her eyes playfully.

"Of course, Louis," she handed him the bottle and returned to her seat by the computer.

"Rehearsals were sick," Harry nodded. "What have you been doing?" He looked at her from his lounging position on the couch.

"I've been trying to write, but all I could put together are random scenes with random characters. None of it makes any sense," Karmina reread everything you had written.

"Let me see," Harry jumped off the couch.

"Really? You want to read it?" Karmina was surprised.

"Yeah, sure," Harry winked at her, and Karmina's heart melted. Harry sat on her legs, she could tell he was holding his weight, because she could barely feel him. "Karmina, do you remember last summer?" Harry looked down at her.

"No I don't remember anything yet," Karmina stared very confused.

"Are you sure? Cause, some of the things you wrote down are things that happened during the summer. Even the dialogue, the boat scene with the bird necklace, that's when I gave you that," Harry said while pointing at her neck.

"Are you serious?" Karmina asked astonished. "What does that mean?"

"I don't know," Harry stood up, and ran a hand through his curls. "I'm going to phone the doctor." Harry pulled out his cell phone. Harry explained everything to her doctor and then pasted the phone to her so she could tell him what she had felt when she had been writing it. She hung up the phone, but stayed with it in her hands.

"He said I probably have my memories subconsciously. And that they are probably going to slowly return over time, but that was a good sign of progress." She recited everything the doctor said.

"That's great!" Louis pipped in from the couch, still holding Karry in his arms.

"It is," Harry looked at her, then kissed her softly. Karmina jumped at the vibration of Harry's phone in her hands.

"Who is Caroline flack?" She looked up at him, his face turning a bright shade of red.

"Why?" His voice trembled a little.

"She's calling you," Karmina handed him the phone. He looked down at it and ignored the call. "Answer the question, Harry. The truth," Karmina could feel her heart begin to pound harder in her chest.

"She's an ex girlfriend," Harry sighed, shoving his phone in his pocket.

"Okay," Karmina stood up and walked into the bedroom she could feel Harry following her. She couldn't say she was angry or jealous. They weren't even technically a couple. She had no place to say anything. She ran into the bathroom and locked the door behind her. Harry knocked from the other side.

"Are you angry?" Harry sad in that sexy accent of his. Karmina needed to remind herself that it wasn't the topic of the conversation.

"No, I'm fine," she lied as she stared at herself in the mirror.

"Karmina, open the door. Talk to me," Harry begged. She opened the door, he truly looked upset.

"I don't have a right to be mad. I'm not your girlfriend," Karmina ripped the necklace off her neck and handed it to him before slamming the door in his face.

Notes

Sorry wierd sort if a chapter, I kind of needed it so I can lead up to the things coming after.

xoxo<3