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Afraid of Falling in Love

One More Time

Karmina's POV

Karmina laid on the bed, beside a sleeping naked Harry. She couldn't believe she had slept with him, she barely knew him. She didn't even know if he had a middle name. She didn't know his birthday or his favorite color. The insecurities began to seep in. He clearly had slept with alot more people than she had. She couldn't even remember doing it the first time. This was just to much for her at once, she needed to clear her mind. She threw on Harry's shirt that she found on the floor and crept out the room. Very quietly she opened the door to Karry's room. Surprisingly she was awake, just staring up at her mobile. Karry looked over to Karmina and began to fuss. Karmina picked her up, knowing very well that's what she wanted. She sat on the rocking chair and cooed at her daughter. She so badly wished she could remember being pregnant with her. She didn't even get the chance to plan her nursery. Even though Harry had hired a decorator, she still missed out on something a mother should have done. Karmina was absent for the first two months of her life and he would never be able to get that time back. Karmina stood to change her diaper, cried a little more then stopped. She picked her up and turned around to go to the kitchen, but took a step back when she saw a half asleep Harry standing in the doorway. He now wore low riding boxers.

"What's wrong?" He asked his sleepy British accent.

"Nothing, Harry. Go back to bed, I'm going to feed Karry," Karmina patted his shoulder awkwardly. She didn't really know how she should behave.

"Let me make the bottle for you. It's not easy with only one available hand," he chuckled, as he followed her to the kitchen. Karmina leaned against the counter with Karry in her arms. She watched Harry quickly move around the kitchen, pouring the baby formula into the bottle. He then handed her the bottle and they both walked together into Karry's room. "Is everything okay?" Harry asked her. She knew he was referring to her shy behavior. "I'm sorry if I pushed you to do something that you didn't want to do?" He touched her hand.

"It's just," Karmina sighed, Harry leaned down and grabbed Karry out of her hands. "I'm not really sure how I should feel." Harry rocked Karry back and forth and sang to her softly. "Your an incredible father," Karmina gave him a small smile, after he put a fast asleep Karry in her crib.

"Thank you," he walked over and gave her a peck in the cheek. Harry bent down in front if her, and put a hand on her knee. "Your not suppose to feel a certain way. Just do what you feel, and I understand, whatever you decide."

"You're a really cool guy, Harry. But not for the reasons the world thinks," she looked at him sincerely. Harry then stood up and leaned over her. He was about an inch from her face, his warm green eyes gazing at her. He then softly pressed his lips on hers. The moment he touched her, all worries escaped from her mind, and she was wrapped in his ecstasy. She shot up bad Harry stepped back, she then jumped on his and Harry carried her back to his bed.

Harry's POV

Harry woke up the next for the third time to tend to Karry's needs. He was surprised Karmina didn't hear her. The sun was already out so he knew Karry wouldn't be falling back to sleep flyer this. Harry held her with one hand and have her a bath with the other. She cried a little at first, but then he began singing to her and she calmed down. He made silly faces at her and she smiled. Her sweet face, warming his heart. He may be a young father, but he had no regrets. He dressed her in a white onesie and matching socks. He brought her out to the living room and put her on her swing while he went into the kitchen for some tea.

"I'm surprised you're up already," Louis walked out to the living room in his pajamas. "After all the shagging you were doing last night," Louis laughed as he jumped on the sofa.

Harry chuckled, "you're no better." Harry raised an eyebrow. "I heard you, where's El anyway?"

"She left a few minutes ago," Louis answered as he picked Karry. "You definitely get your looks from your mother." He bounced her gently.

"Fuck you," Harry laughed. "Can you watch her while I shower?" Harry put his cup in the sink.

"Yeah, sure," Louis answered from the living room. Harry left to his room to see the bed empty. Karmina was already in the shower, he decided he would join her.

"Harry, when is Taylor coming back?" Karmina asked as Harry watched her dress.

"I don't know," he shrugged. "Why? What are you planning on doing?"

"I don't know. I'm not sure if I should do anything at all," she zipped up her shorts.

"I think we should just cut her out of our lives and leave it like that," Harry slipped on his jeans.

"I don't know I'll have to think about it," she pulled a tank top over her head. After they were dressed they returned to the living room where they were joined by Niall and Zayn.

"What's going on with you and Gabrielle?" Louis asked, still holding his goddaughter.

"I've apologized a ton of times. She tells me that she doesn't want a relationship then we end up in bed together and I wake up alone," Niall shook his head. "She sends me so many mixed signals. I don't know what's going on."

"You knew she was wild," Zayn glared at him.

"That's true mate," Harry nodded. "If a girl picks you up at a club, you know she isn't the average girl."

"She's probably just confused," Karmina added.

"She's not the only one," Niall stood to raid the kitchen.

"Let me talk to her about it," Karmina followed Niall to the kitchen and began pulling things out of the fridge.

"Thanks," Niall's face lit up. "Now make me food, woman!" Niall said in an American accent. Karmina rolled her eyes at him. How Harry ever thought they had been together was pure madness. She didn't have her memories back yet and they still behaved with a sibling relationship.

Notes

I didn't like this chapter, but I got kind of stuck. The next one will be better!

Prequel

Take Me Home

Take Me Home

R Romance Drama Teen

Can heart-broken Karmina find love again with heart throb Harry Styles?

1/20/13

Completed ✓
9.6 34 Votes

Comments

I love this story!!! Ive been a fan of this since the begginning and i hope you keep writing!
I was also wondering if you wouldnt mind checking out something ive started today, its my first story and id like some feed back please! Let me know what you think ;)
http://www.harrystylesfanfiction.com/Story/10021/The-Maroon-Tavern/
ivylgal ivylgal
7/1/13
hey how do you put the prequel under the sequel ??
WRITE A THIRD THAT LAST CHAPTER WAS SOOOO JUICY I CAN'T EVEN DESCRIBE IT.
OH. MY. GOSH!
JusticeQuin JusticeQuin
5/25/13
OMG!!! THAT'S CRAZY, DEREK IS BACK?!?! HOW??? I THOUGHT HE WAS DEAD...OMG, WHATS HARRY GONNA DO?? CANT WAIT TO FIND OUT! :)
Miracle_Monet Miracle_Monet
5/22/13