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"Do you really want to know that badly?" He nodded.
"Harry it's really not-" He cut me off.

"Tell me." He demanded.

"Fine." I sighed.

"It all happened 2 months before I moved here. I was really happy with James. I mean, i'm not just saying that. He always brought me flowers, gave me gifts, watched Chick Flick's with me, things like that. He had his flaws though, he drank a lot. I didn't mind him drinking but it got worse. He did it every day. He would get up at 3 in the afternoon, get ready, leave, and wouldn't come back until like 5 am. We repeated that everyday. I hated it, but I loved him too much to leave. I tried everything. His friends tried to help, all my friends back home tried to get me away from him. But there was one day, one day where he was different. I don't know what it was, a different drug I suppose. He acted as if he was on cocaine. But it was around 1 when he came home one night. Which was early so I knew something was up. I got out of bed to go see what was going on."


Flashback(Flashback While Telling Harry)

"Babe?" I asked. He turned around and his eyes were bloodshot.

"Get your ass back to bed." He growled.

"James, just let me help you and we can go back to bed together." I said grabbing his hand, but he quickly smacked it .

"Don't touch me, asshole!" I yelled. Did he really just hit me? Hell no.

He stepped closer, as I backed away. His breathing got heavier. I hit a wall, he deeply laughed as he closed the remaining space between us. One hand blasted into my shoulder,shoving me back so roughly a large dent was made in the wall. I was terrified, I didn't know what to do. "Don't you EVER fucking yell at me again! Do you understand me?" I opened my mouth to say something, but nothing seemed to come out. Which made him even more angry. He shoved me once again, making me fall to the ground. He lifted his hand in the air and made a fist. My eyes widened.




I couldn't handle all of this at once. He laughed at my crying, my weakness. He finally took away the curiosity of if he was going to hit me or not, and did it. He punched me, right on my cheek. I screamed in pain. "I SAID, DO YOU UNDERSTAND?!" He yelled in my face. I nodded quickly as he backed away. "That's what I thought." With that, he walked upstairs.

I can't breathe, can't think,can't see. I don't know what to do.

---------------------------------------Next Morning----------------------------------------

"Babe, babe. Wake up." I was awoken by James, gently tapping my arm. I had fallen asleep against the wall. The wall that I had been beaten on. The wall I had my heartbroken on. I stood up and backed away in fear, not knowing if I was going to be hit again.

"P-please, don't h-hurt me." I stuttered. He looked at me in confusion, I assume he didn't remember.

"What the hell are you talking about? And what happened to the wall, and your shoulder, and your face?" He asked brushing my cheek making me wince.

"Y-you h-hit me." I said in a hush tone. His eyes widened, full of anger, and then concern. A bit of both.

"Bullshit. Why would I do that?!" He snapped.

"Because I yelled at you, for not letting me help."

"Really?" He asked, I nodded. "Well I probably asked you to stop, and that's what you get for being a bitch." He stated as my heart shattered.

End of Flashback

Harry hugged me tight as I sobbed into his shoulder.

"Shh, baby. It's okay." He said in a calming tone. His large hand rubbed up and down my back soothingly.

"It....was so...scary..and I didn't ...know what to do.." I said in between sobs.

"It's okay baby, I've got you now. And nobody will hurt you like that, ever again." He whispered into my ear.

Never in any moment, in my whole life had I felt this way. I'm not sure how I felt, I have butterflies, I feel safe. I'm not sure about Harry, maybe he's different. I'm not going to fully trust him because of one moment. But I'll keep an open mind about this. Because I think i'm having a change of heart.

Notes

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