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Riley's POV
After Harry got mad and ran upstairs I sat there awkwardly. I could hear him talking on the phone to someone but I couldn't make out anything he was saying or who he was talking to.
After about 5 minutes of sitting on Harry's couch staring at the wall he walked downstairs. He didn't say anything, do anything, he just looked at me. It looked as if he was trying to read me, or trying figure out what I was feeling.


"Louis will be here to get you shortly."


"Great." I said standing up grabbing my things and walking out the door, with Harry trailing behind me.

"Can I help you?" I asked probably sounding rude but I didn't care. I mean you forcefully bring me to your house, get mad at me for not wanting to share my life story with you, and then have one of your friends come and pick me up to leave.

"Is there an issue? Do I not get to walk around my own home?" He said sarcastically.
"I didn't walk outside for you to follow me. I walked outside to get away from you." I said rather harshly.

"If you have a damn problem with me than you can make sure not bring your ass back." He growled.

"Keep in reminder I was carried here, dick." He gave me a glare and walked inside.

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"Hey, love." Louis greeted me.

"Hey Lou." I sighed out.

"I'm going to go speak with Harry real quick, i'll be right out. You can wait in my car if you'd like." Louis is so sweet. Why can't Harry be more like Louis?

(LOUIS'S POV)
I walked inside to find Harry sitting on the couch with his face buried in his hands.

"Dude, the hell?" I asked.

"What, Louis?" He snapped

"Mate, you have a hot girl sitting on your front porch right now, and you're in here being an ass. You do know you're going to have to be in a relationship eventually." Harry never got close to any girls. Not since Jennifer anyway. She changed him, made who he is now. The reason he has sluts in and out of his door through out the day. The reason Harry refuses to get close to anybody.

"I'm not being an ass. She just wants what I can't give."

"Can't or won't?" It's all about him and his reputation.

"I don't want everyone to think i'm fucking whipped! Okay? Good Lord, Louis!" I chuckled and sighed at the same time.

"Look at Zayn and Perrie, no body says anything about them." I stated.

"But Perrie's one of us, she's in the gang. Riley..She's..she's just..good. She's a perfect little angel." He said going out back to smoke.

"Then talk to her, ask her if she can meet you half way. And maybe you can do the same for her. She goes a little bad and you go a little good. I'm not saying go full on, just be a gentlemen, cuddle with her and be romantic at times." He sighed as I patted him on the back.

"Just think on it, okay? I'll talk her up a bit for you on the way to her house."

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I hopped into the car with Allison, started the car, and drove off.

"Look Riley I-" She cut me off.

"Is this going to be some speech about Harry really is good and shit?"

"Of course." I smiled at her.. "Look , I know Harry can be a bit.. Uh..rude and hard to understand, but he has reason for it. Harry has had a rough past with relationships, and everything about his past was just shit really. I think Harry fancies you, well I know he does, but he just doesn't want to look whipped. I know it sounds stupid but Harry is a reputation kind of guy. That's what his past has done to him." She sighed ready to speak up.


"I understand, I really do. Believe me I have had my share of shitty pasts. But Harry is just too..too..bad for me." Her face flushed red. I knew she didn't like having such a good-girl image.
"Well we've come to a solution if you're willing to listen." She nodded in agreement. "Harry says if you're willing to go a little more bad, then he will also go a little more good." She looked confused.


"Well explain how I will be more 'bad' and how he will be more 'good'." She asked.

"Well for you being bad.." I started. "You maybe just let loose a bit, don't turn in homework every now and then, a few bad grades here and there, a little more darker make-up, a little different style.." I could tell she wasn't to sure. "And for Harry, he can be more romantic, less angry, no more girls in and out all day, do that girly shit girls like, and i'm not just making fun of you, it's Lizzie, Danielle, and Perrie." She chuckled a bit before responding.

"I guess that sounds okay..I guess. I just don't know how fond I am of changing so much for one guy." She hesitated before saying, "Fine, but I want a proper date not just some sex only relationship."

"Agreed. But were here, so get the hell out of my car." We both laughed as she got out and thanked me for the ride.

(RILEY'S POV):


After Louis dropped me off I called Perrie. It only ran two times.
"Hello?"

"Perrie, I need you over here quick. I have a credit card, and were going shopping."

"Got it, be there in 10."

I'm not sure why I was so willing to change for Harry. I just felt like I had to. I had to get to know him. I had to be with him. I had to know him. I had to want him to want me. I had to have him want to love me. I had to want him. It felt right.

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Perrie showed up 10 minutes later, right on time. I didn't get myself to dolled up since I figured I was going to be in and out of clothes all day long.

"Get in loser, we're going shopping." She quoted Mean Girls through the window.
"Alright let's get this over with." I sighed.

"So are you going sweet or edgy?" She asked.

"Edgy, very edgy." I said.

"Good, I can help with this one."

We went through about 15 different stores and probably got me an entire new wardrobe. I mean we got twice as much as I had before.

"Well." She said sitting down out of breath. "I think we did well."

"Yeah." I said sitting beside her. "Now all that's left is one thing." She huffed and rolled her eyes.
"What now?" We both laughed at her comment.

"I want to get a tattoo." I said with more excitement than I should have because it's going to hurt like hell.

"Alright, if that's what you want." She shrugged.

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"Hi. Welcome to Inked. How can I help you?" A lady giving a large man a tattoo asked.

"Yes, I would like to get a tattoo." I said confidently.

"Do you have an appointment?" She asked looking at me top to bottom, probably knowing this isn't something someone like me would do.

"No." I stated, getting nervous now.

"Hmm." She said tapping her chin. "I guess since i'm done with this one, I could quickly give you one before my next appointment."

"Yay! Thank you!" I chirped.

Perrie and I waited about 10 minutes before I was called over to the chair. Perrie came with me since it was my first time.

"Okay so what are you getting today?" The lady asked.

"I'm getting 'I love you' written on my wrist in my brothers handwriting." I miss my brother, so much.


"Okay , do you have a piece of paper with his handwriting on it?" She asked and I pulled out a letter my brother had written me only a few nights before the accident.

"Alright. Let me go get this drawn down, i'll be back in a minute." I nodded in response and Perrie just stared at what.

"Okay why are you staring at me i'm getting creeped out." I asked laughing.

"How come you didn't tell me you had a brother?" She asked.

"I..Uhm..I..He died a 5 months ago." I whispered in sadness.

"Oh, Riley. I'm sorry I didn't know." She gave me a hug

"It's okay, let's not have a sob party." We both gave an awkward laugh.

"Okay how is this?" The lady asked walking in.

"I love it!" I cheered.

"Alright not let's get to work." She grabbed her kit, and began.

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"Here you go!" She said helping me out of my chair to the mirror.

I looked at it in awe. "I love it. It's beautiful. Now my brother can be with me where ever I go."

I payed the lady and Perrie and I made my way out. We started talking but were interrupted by my phone ringing.

"Hello?" I asked.

"Hello, beautiful." Said a deep, low, voice.

"Hi, Harry. Are you done throwing your fit?" Perrie chuckled when I said so.

"Yes I am thanks. By the way you're going to dinner with me tonight." He basically demanded.

"Oh sure, because you asked so nicely." I said sarcastically.

"I don't ask, I just do. I'll pick you up at 5." With that, he hung up.

"Well, what did he say?" Perrie asked.

"Were going on a date. He's picking me up at 5." I looked down at my phone, 4:00. "So I have an hour."

"Well come on! We'll go back to your house, get you ready, and put your new stuff away!"

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After we got to my house and put my stuff away we went through my new clothes, makeup, shoes, and perfumes and got me ready. I was a mixture of classy and sexy.

"You look like a babe!" She took me over to my full-body mirror, and I was stunned.

"Wow..I..Uh..I..Thank you Perrie" I hugged her.

"Anything for you, babe!" She hugged me back. "But, Harry just pulled up, and it's time for you to go."

We walked down stairs and met Harry at the door. Harry and I both hugged Perrie as Zayn pulled up to get her.

"Good luck with him, Alli!" Zayn yelled through the window.

"Great, that's comforting." I mumbled.

"You look beautiful." I roared with laughter, and he just gave me a confused look. "What the hell is so funny?" He said which just made me laugh more.

"You....said...beautiful..." I said in between laughs.

"I don't get why that's funny." He replied in confusion as we both got into the car.

"It's just not you that's all. I was expecting something like 'You look sexy' and then wink or some thing that I would get upset about." He chuckled.

"You know Alli, we did have an agreement." Maybe I like bad boys, maybe I don't want you to change.

"Oh really, now?" He asked.

"Did I say that out loud?" He nodded.

"If you wanted bad all you had to do was ask." No, no, no. This is all wrong I can't do this again. At first I didn't want to change, but I like the new me. I want Harry to be a bad ass, I've always like that kind of guy, even though when I fall I always get hurt. My biggest mistake? James. A point in my life where I never want to go again. Especially not with Harry, Harry's could be worse. Love is a risk i'm not sure that i'm willing to take.

"Harry. I can't..I..just..I want to go home." I stuttered.

(HARRY'S POV):

"Harry. I can't..I..just..I want to go home." She stuttered.

"Can't what? Why do you want to go home?" I don't fucking understand girls.

"Harry, i'm sorry. I mean no disrespect to you but, I just can't get close to you. You're going to have to find someone else to use." I pulled the car over to the side of the road.

"Look, this is going to take a lot of balls to say but here it goes. I like you, Allison. I don't know why. I've never felt this way about a girl before. It's not love or shit like that so don't get ahead of yourself. I just, when I first saw you sure I just wanted to get inside your pants. But when I met you and realized you were different than everyone else, that wasn't all that I wanted anymore. I think what got to me, is that you reminded me of my ex. My first love." I got more and more quiet with every word I said. Allison had listened carefully through it. Not saying a word, not changing the subject as soon as I finished, just listened, as if she cared. Maybe she did. How am I supposed to know.

"Harry, I had no idea. I'm sorry." She said in almost a whisper. She looked at me with her beautiful brown eyes.

"I guess the world just needs to know, demons feel too." I can't believe I just said that. What is this girl doing to me? Either way I earned a smile from her.

"Well, now that we're late for our reservations what do you say we go to the park?" She nodded in agreement. We decided to walk there since it wasn't far from where we had parked.


"So can I ask you a question?" She nodded.

"Why are you so scared to be with someone?" Her face went from smiling to scared. What is it with her and being scared?

(ALLISON'S POV):

I knew he was going to ask. I knew I couldn't avoid James forever. Just like Dean always said, your past always come back, no matter how much or far you run. You just have to find someone willing to accept who you were, and who you can be now.

Notes

Sooooo . Here is chapter 3((: So I guess I left you on a hanger? Next chapter you will learn a little bit about Allison's past. By the waaaaay . I need a writer to write the 'dirty scenes' lol . I'm just terrible at it. Like I have read a million of them and I just can't do it. I'll ask you some questions and bla bla.. (: But tell me if y'all liked it . If anybody reads it :P

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