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[Harry's POV]


"For real."
She looked at me; I still couldn't read her. She wiggled out of my arms sliding down to the ground. Once she got to the ground, she spoke. "Harry, I--" I cut her off.
"Before, you say yes or no here me out." I said. "I know everything Reese has done to you. If you give me a chance, I can promise you that I won't be another Reese. Now, I know for the past six months we've done nothing but fake. I was acting; you were acting. I was acting so good I blocked away what I was really feeling for you. I shouldn't have done that." I took a breath. "During tour, I slowly started to realize that the acting was real. It wasn't fake. At least not for me anyway. I was trying to tell you what I felt for you, but I froze every time. It has taken me six months to tell you want I'm saying now. That's got to be some sort of new record." She giggled."I just couldn't look you in the eye and physically tell you that I like you more than a friend." She bit her lip. "That night at Madison Square Garden I was going to tell you that I liked you, but I chickened out at the last second. I told you I cared instead. Friends say they care about you not friends who want to be more. I just couldn't get those three words out. I like you. But finally, I can. I can look you right in the eyes and tell you, Rebecca Grey, I like you way more than a friend. I want to be more than this stupid fake relationship. I want us to be an actual us. I don't want to fake anymore. If you give me a chance, i'll show you how I really am towards people I like. I am not what you've seen at the beginning. I have never treated woman so poorly in my life and I never want to again. You've helped me, and I want you to stay in my life longer than that stupid contract says you have too. I want Rebecca Grey to be the real girlfriend of Harry Styles, but only if she wants too." I gulped.
We looked at each other for a minute. Just her staring up at me while she bit the corner of her lip. My palms started to get sweaty, and my heart was beating faster. I've never experienced this before. I feel like this is the beginning of rejection.
All of a sudden her eyes started smiling. You could tell too by the way they got bigger; next came her mouth. I wasn't too sure what was about too happen, but it all hit me when I asked her this.
"So, will you Rebecca Grey, be my girlfriend for real?" I asked.
She replied, but with something sweet and loving. A kiss. A kiss was all she replied with. I am so hoping this was a yes in girl language.
She pulled away. "Harry styles, you charmer you." she smiled.
"Is that a yes?" I asked hopeful.
She giggled. "What do you think?" then she pulled me in for another sweet passionate kiss.
I could get used to these. She pulled away before I could make the kiss more heated. "I like you too, Harry... a lot." She blushed looking down.
I smiled. "Good that makes both of us."
She smiled up at me. "Hey, Romeo, Juliet?!" Louis yelled. We both groaned. "Hurry up! We've got places to go and people to see."
Leave it to Louis to ruin a perfect moment like this.
"Where are we going?" She asked as we intertwined hands and went towards my car.
"Erm.. I don't know.." I said actually thinking about it.
Where are we going?
We walked to the car awkwardly because Niall, Liam, and Louis all had those creepy grins that your mates do to you when your crush walks by. "What?" I asked opening Rebecca's door. "It's not like you've never seen us hold hands before."
She giggled slightly getting in.
"Yeah," Louis said. "but that was before it was official." He winked. "Now, give me your keys." He said holding out his hand.
I was still holding the door open, but Rebecca was buckled and ready to go. "Excuse me?"
"You don't know where we're going, so ethically i'd be best for the person who knows where we're going to drive." Louis explained wiggling his fingers.
"I'd rather not have my car totaled." I joked.
He rolled his eyes. "Ha.. ha." He wiggled his fingers again. "No, but serious just give me your keys."
I turned towards Liam who was on the other side of the car waiting to get in with Niall. "Liam, do you know where we're going?"
Liam smiled and looked at Lou. "I do."
"Here," I said throwing my keys over the car at him.
"Harry!" Louis said punching my shoulder.
I chuckled and closed Rebecca's door. Liam went in the drivers seat while Louis, Niall, and I sat in the back.
Louis pouted most of the way there. He can be a child at most points. Well, i'm not any better.
"Oh, shoot." Rebecca cursed under her breath.
"What?" Liam asked.
"It's Lizzy's birthday in a month." She said looking at her phone.
"And?" I asked.
She turned around to face me. "She's expecting me to go to Florida, and I don't know if Simon will let me."
"Why wouldn't he?" Liam asked turning down a familiar road. These idiots. I just got her I don't want to lose her already.
"Aren't you guys doing some thing in Australia next month?" She asked looking at Liam then back to me.
"Yeah, but for like a week. During," I turned to Niall.
"The twentieth through twenty- fourth." Niall finished.
"The twenty second is her birthday." She sighed.
"Rebecca,don't worry we'll figure something out." I smiled.
She smiled back.
"Are you two going to be this way the entire relationship?" Louis complained.
I turned to him. "I don't know, are you and Eleanor going to be this way for your entire relationship?" I shot.
He did a quick laugh and waved us off. "Kidding.."
I shook my head. "Of course you were."
I turned back to Rebecca. "We'll figure something out."
"Thank you." She smiled and sat back in her seat right as we pulled into the parking lot I beat some guy's arse at.
"What are we doing here?" I growled in Louis ear.
"Don't worry." Louis said patting my shoulder.
He knew why I didn't want to come here. I told him everything that happened that night and why I did it. The last thing I wanted was to see him again and start shit back up. If we fought, I could lose her faster than I even had her.I'm sure she wouldn't want my old ways to come back out. She'd probably would think if I couldn't change these ways I couldn't change my woman ways. That would be bad.
Very bad.

[Rebecca's POV]

For some reason when we drove up to this bar, Harry seemed clouded. When we got out, he made sure I was by his side. He looked around a lot as well. I had a feeling he didn't want to be here and he certainly didn't want me to be here.
But why?
As we entered the bar, we found us a size able table for us all, plus some. I sat down with Harry, and Louis by my side. Harry's hand found mine again, and our hands were laying on my thigh.
"So while were waiting, how about a drink?" Niall asked standing up. "Anyone?"
Everyone raised their hand except Liam and I. Harry turned to me. "Want anything?"
"Um.. water?" I shrugged.
"Babe, you're eighteen it's legal to drink here." Harry smiled.
"I know, it's just I wouldn't know what to order. I've only had a beer and it didn't go to well."I said remembering that memory.
"You've drunk underage?" Harry asked shocked.
"Don't look at me like that." I said tapping his nose with my finger."I'm sure i'm not the only one here who has."
"I mean, you just don't seem like you would." He said.
I smiled. "That's why you don't assume anything."
He nodded. "That's right," he looked to Niall. "i'm coming with. Time to get this lady a drink."
I rolled my eyes letting go of his hand. Harry and Niall disappeared fetching our drinks."So, who are we waiting for?" I asked.
Liam smiled up from his phone. "You'll find out in about a minute."
I just looked at him. These boys will be the death of me. I sat at the table with Liam, and Louis waiting for whoever, Harry, and Niall. I started playing with one of those flippy menus that has the desserts on them. All of a sudden a pair of hands covered my eyes. I froze.
"Guess who?" A British girl voice asked.
I grinned. "Danielle, what are you doing here?" I asked turning around.
"Aw dang," she pouted, but quickly accepted my hug. I saw Eleanor walking towards Louis. "Harry asked us to come for a reason." she smiled and sat right by me. "Congratulations though." she nudged my side.
"What?" I asked totally oblivious.
"You and Harry." She grinned.
"How did you know? Liam was driving?" I asked.
She laughed. "I'm pretty sure Louis texted everyone in his phone contacts."
I looked over to Louis. "Really?"
"Hey," he said putting his hands up in defense then bringing his arm around El's shoulder. "we've all been waiting for this moment."
I smiled and shook my head scooting up in my chair. Shortly after Harry and Niall came back with a tray of drinks. "Alright, this is for you," he said coming from behind me and placing a drink in front of me."don't drink it all at once now."
I picked it up and inspected it. "What is this?"
He bent down whispering in me ear."Why don't you see for yourself?"
I turned and he was still there with a smirk on his face. He pecked my lips quickly and stood up putting his hands on my shoulder. I shrugged. "I swear, if I die after this.." I trailed bringing the cup to my lips.
I drunk a little of it and it burned going down my throat. I coughed bringing it back to the table. Everyone laughed. "What.. was that?" my voice was horse.
"Vodka." Harry said.
"Jesus.." I said horse still.
Everyone laughed and Harry moved Dani out of his seat; she moved over to Liam. He poured coke in it and said. "Try that."
I looked at him for awhile. "Trust me." he smiled.
I sighed picking up the cup again. I drunk a little of it. This time it burned, but not as much. "So??"
"Better." I said a little horse putting it down.
He smiled and took his own drink and drunk some. We all just had a nice afternoon having a drink, and talking. I've missed this. It's like we're a family. No one had over two drinks, so that was good. Niall tried though.
The whole time Harry was normal. It was like nothing really changed between us, but I think that's because we already acted this way towards each other. It comes so... natural. Weird right?
Harry had his hand on my knee right now while Niall was telling us something that happened to him in Ireland. Him and his buddie were out celebrating New Years with a whole bunch of people and it started getting crazy. People didn't necessarily notice him though which he liked. People just went wild.
Every time a male with blonde hair walked by Harry would look at them until they were gone. I have no idea what that was about, but I decided not to ask right now. Why is he acting like this?
I forgot about it and enjoyed my time with my friends. Harry lifted up his drink, "To Rebecca," he turned to me.
"What are you doing.." I whispered.
He smiled. "for doing an amazing job on her audition."
I blushed. "I can't wait to see you on your first day at the college."
"Harry," I smiled. "I haven't even made it."
"But you will!" He cheered. "To Rebecca!"
"To Rebecca!" Everyone around the table held up their drink and clinked it with each others. I clinked mine with Harry's and blushed while finishing it. Vodka...strong..ahh.
After we talked for a little longer, we all decided it was time to go home. Harry stood up and we connected hands. Everyone walked out of the bar. We went to our cars, and left. Liam, Louis rode with Danielle and Eleanor while Niall rode with Harry and I.
Harry drove Niall to his place and I got back into the front seat. "Long time no see." I joked.
He shook his head and chucked backing out while I buckled my seat belt. Harry drove home quicker than usual and made it back within twenty minutes. I was fine with that; I was a bit tired. Harry got out and came around for me. He opened my door letting me out. I thanked him as we walked into his apartment. We took off our shoes and headed towards the living room.
We plopped down on the couch and got comfortable. He sat on the couch with one leg bent upwards and then beckoned me forward patting the spot next to him.
I sat on the couch longways leaning up against him. ( couple_zpseeb4cbc6 ). He turned on the tv and watched it. I know what you're thinking, you two just got together and you're all up against each other like that. We've always been this way; comfortable with each other. Always have been even when we hated each other. Let's not forget the hotel room where he literally didn't hold anything back...
Harry turned the volume down. "So, what'd Heather have to say?"
"Just that she thought I did good and i'd be hearing from them in a few days to see if I made it." I said.
"Do you think you made it?" He asked taking a piece of my hair starting to play with it.
"I did the best that I could." I said honestly. "I just hope it was good enough."
"It was for sure good enough." He said.
I smiled. "Thanks, I owe it all too you. You picked me up when I was down."
He sighed happily. "It is a good feeling when someone say's that. Now I know why you do it so much."
I laughed smacking his leg. "No, you just need help."
"Ha.. ha." He laughed dry nudging my shoulder with his.
I giggled and we calmed down cuddling back to each other. "Harry, can I ask you something?"
"Anything." He said dropping my hair.
I turned to him; he turned to me. "What was with you at the bar tonight?"
"What do you mean?" He asked.
I gave him a look. "You noticed?" he asked.
"It was hard not too. You were staring down every male in that room." I giggled.
He sighed. "It was the bar where I fought that jackarse that was talking stuff about you."
I sighed this time grabbing his hand messing with it. He looked down at our hands. "I just didn't want to run into him again and start shit up. I didn't want to lose you before I had you."
I stopped playing with his hand and just looked at him. He soon looked at me. "What?"
"You think i'd dump you just because you'd start stuff with him again?" I asked confused as to why he'd think that.
He shrugged. "I mean, yeah. I promised you that I wouldn't."
I smiled. "Harry, no one's perfect. You promised me you'd treat me right, and as far as i'm concerned fighting for someone you care about is alright. Plus, if that guy did anything i'd smack him faster than you could say supercalifragilisticexpialidocious."
He threw his head back laughing . "You know you're amazing right?"
I blushed a bit. "Apparently so."
He smiled looking back to me and leaning in. He kissed me properly. Harry's the type of person that shows you how he feels with his actions, for example, this kiss. It was sweet and gentle as well as deep. If that's possible. I know he cares about me. I just hope I can show him the same thing.
A thought just hit me. I pulled away. "Harry."
"Yeah?" He asked looking at me.
"I just thought.. who's going to tell Simon about us?" I asked keeping eye contact.

[Harry's POV]
"Harry." Rebecca said pulling away from our kiss.
"Yeah?" I asked.
"I just thought.. who's going to tell Simon about us?" She asked never leaving my eye contact.
Shit.
Simon.

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I'm soooooooot is so late updating for all of you in the east coast of America, or somewhere with a later timezone. /:
I hope I lived up to your expectations of this chapter, what do you think of the now officially real #Barry?

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Hi, Samantha. Please stop posting this story. It's mine.

Jules96 Jules96
4/1/14

Simon prob made them say no

you know....if u don't stop this u might get reported?


so drop it k?

lolla123 lolla123
2/21/14

Hi, Samantha, It's me Julianne again. I see that you're still stealing my story still. I'm not completely sure as to why you are, but I'd like to know. If you want to talk, we can. We can talk on quotev if you want considering that's where you've taken my story from, or we can talk on here, or another site. Just let me know. I'm not angry that you stole my story. I'm more disappointed because I did work hard on this and to know you stole this without giving me credit for MY story hurts, so lets talk.

Jules96 Jules96
2/9/14