Yours

[Rebecca's POV]


It's gotten to the point to whenever I look at him my breath hitches in my throat, and I feel shaky. I don't know why either. My feelings are strong for him and I didn't even know it either. Louis did, but I sure didn't. The past three days i've tried to think straight. All I can think about is Harry. I've talked to Louis about it and all he does is say 'I told you so.' Some best friend. If I had Sabrina... she'd give me advice, but I don't, so i'm stuck with Louis. Harry's best friend.
Everyone except Zayn are back from vacation. Zayn is with Perrie on tour. He'll be back in a week though. That's when they start work back up. I've been dancing for all three days. Harry's been pushy. Like, he's the one bringing me to the gym and he's the one making me dance my used to be audition dance over and over again. I don't even know why either. He'd be a great dance couch if he could dance.
I was sitting on my bed with my laptop on my lap looking at pictures of spring break 2012 with Sabrina. I miss her. I don't blame her for sleeping with Reese; he's very seductive. He gets whatever he wants. Plus, our relationship was basically over. I mean, Jenna was the point we were done for. I just fell in love with someone who didn't fall back. I'm finally okay with it, and you know why?
Harry.
I smiled at the name. That one name that has caused me pain and happiness. That one name that actually shows affection back. Louis say's he feels the same way I feel towards, but.. I don't believe him. Sure, we've kissed a couple.. few times, but well.. he did say he cared about me at Madison Square... I'm just so confused. I don't even know what we even are.. if we're anything other that a fake couple.
Do I want more? I don't know.
I sighed deeply at the pictures I had on here. I smiled. This one was me messing with the camera and taking a picture of Sab.
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This is Sab taking a picture of me at the beach.
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I laughed. This is when we found a stray cat. I'm on the left; her on the right.
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Us at the beach. Me left; her right.
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Her taking a picture of me taking a picture of her. I'm the one in the picture.
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Her on the beach.
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"BEC, I'M HERE!" Harry yelled from downstairs. He called me earlier saying he wanted to take me somewhere today. I don't know.
I didn't answer; I just looked at my background picture I had of Sabrina and I. I'm left; she's right. (img1503844116_thumb_zpsb0056661 )
"Bec?" Harry asked walking into my room.
"Oh, hey." I said closing my laptop and scooting off my bed.
"You, alright?" He asked.
I smiled. "Yup, so where is it you wanted to take me?"
His face lit up. "Close your eyes."
I blinked. "Excuse me?"
He chuckled. "Close your eyes, and put this on." he said taking out an eye mask.
"Why?" I asked slowly.
"I have a surprise." He beamed putting the eye mask on me.
"You better not rape me." I said.
He pushed me onto the bed and what I guess hovered over me, because right in front of my face I felt his breath. "Or what?"
I smiled and slapped his shoulder. I hope. "Harry!"
He laughed and helped me back up. "No, I just really have something to show you."
"Okay," I held out my hand. "take me."
He grabbed my hand. Slowly but surely we made it downstairs and out my apartment. I stopped at the top step. "Bec, come on." he tugged my hand.
I put one foot down feeling around. I almost went face first if Harry wasn't there. I missed a step and fell frontwards where Harry caught me. "Got you." he said before he lifted me up bridal style.
He started walking and I had no idea where we were going, so I was a bit freaked. Harry placed me down and I heard a car door open. "Get in." he said guiding me into the seat. I could feel him hover over me to buckle me in. For some reason I felt him looking at me. Just a feeling. I could have sworn I felt the air between us lessen.. like he was going to kiss me, but nothing happened. I hate being blind folded.
He finally closed my door and went into the drivers seat. "Alright, just relax and enjoy the ride."
"To where?" I asked getting comfortable.
"If I told you, all the fun would be ruined." He said.
"Well, dang." I pouted laying my head back since I couldn't see anything.
During the car ride too who know's where, I started thinking about things. I've known Harry for a little over a half a year and i'm just now realizing that I like him. Yes I admit it, I like Harry Styles. Didn't think you'd hear that one from me did ya?
I remember the first day of this all and Louis warning me not to fall for his charm.. oops. But then again, Louis basically started liking the idea of us to be an actual us more in the middle of tour. Silly boy. At least Harry is civilized now; at least he's himself.
For some reason I started thinking about what if we did get together, together, and all this was an act? What if he's doing all this to get in my pants and then he's going to do what Reese did. What if his nice boy image is just an act and he's going to go all jackass on me? What if he hurts me more that Reese did? What if he never really did care?
"Rebecca, are you alright?" I heard Harry asked worried.
"Yes," I let out a shaky breath. "why wouldn't I?"
"Because," I felt his hand slide into mine. "you started hyperventilating a bit."
Oh crap.
"Oh, it's nothing," I felt his thumb rub my hand. I smiled. "I was just over thinking something."
"Like what?" He asked.
"Uh..." I trailed.
"What was it?" He asked prying for an answer.
"Something stupid." I said taking my hand away because they were getting sweaty. It happens when i'm nervous.
"Erm, alright then." He said confused, but letting it go.
We drove a little while longer with the music softly playing. Harry was humming and I was admiring. I was totally over thinking.. right?
I hope so.
He stopped the car and unbuckled his seat belt. I did the same and tried to open the door, but he stopped me. "Wait, before I take off your blind fold there's something I need to tell you."
I turned to him at least I think. "Okay."
He chuckled and turned me more to the left. "There now you're facing me."
I smiled shyly and tried too see his eyes through this damn eye mask. It wasn't happening; I couldn't see a thing. "Well, for starters," he said and took a deep breath. "whatever happens in there know that I will always believe in you. You are so talented."
I nodded and I was confused. "And second, you know how i've been really forward lately?"
"Uh, I guess so yeah. Why?" I asked.
It was silence for a few seconds before he started talking again. "This whole fake relationship thing.." he shifted; I could hear it. "I don't like it at all."
"I know you don't." I said.
"No, there's a different reason why I don't like it." He said clearing his throat.
"Okay...what is it?" I asked slowly.
He took my left hand with his and started playing with my fingers. I don't think he's ever been this nervous before. I wounder why?
"Okay, well Rebecca.. I l---"
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
I screamed and took my hand away so fast covering my head. Harry cursed because he knew what was going on. "I swear, every time.." he mumbled. "DAMMIT LOUIS I'M TRYING TO TALK TO REBECCA!"
Louis?
"WELL, IF WE DON'T GO NOW WE'RE GOING TO MISS IT." He yelled through the glass.
Miss what?
Harry sighed deeply. "Alright, we'll finish this later." He opened his door and I guess got out.
At the same time my door came open. "Come on, Love."
"Liam?" I asked confused.
"The one and only." He joked helping me out of the car.
"Why are you here? why is Louis here?" I asked walking slowly forward.
"I asked then to come." Harry out of no where whispered into my ear.
I jumped and I heard Niall's laugh... "Niall?"
"That would be correct." He laughed.
What in the world is going on? All the boys are here minus one. Harry better not be doing something that will embarrass me, or I will end him. One of the boys, don't know who, grabbed my shoulders and directed me to where I was suppose to go. We went in several doors, a long hallway, Harry asked someone something about room 12, and now I was walking through a door.
"You made it!" A girl said cheery.
"Yeah, we did hope you don't mind that i've brought some support." Harry said putting his arm around me. Whoever had my shoulders had let go.

Support?
"Of course not Mr. Styles." She said. "But, why does Rebecca have a mask on?"
Harry awkwardly laughed. "I wanted to make this a surprise."
"Oh," she cooed. "how sweet."
"Yeah.." Harry gushed.
I rolled my eyes even though you couldn't see them. "Then just take her up there and she can start."
Start?
"Thank you, Heather." Harry said walking me up someone stairs.
Heather...? Heather. You couldn't see it, but I was glaring at her.
Harry walked me a little ways forward as we got on this platform, I could tell. He but his hands on my shoulders and started a pep talk. "Alright, before you remove your eye mask, I just wanted to say good luck. I know you've got it down. Dance your arse off."
Dance..? What.. has he done?
I nodded not knowing a thing. He took me back by giving me a quick kiss and walking away. "Don't take it off until I tell you too." He shouted getting farther away from me. It was a minute of me just standing there not knowing where I was and why he said dance your ass off.
"Okay, babe take it off." Harry shouted from a way away. At least he's still here and didn't ditch me.
I slowly removed the mask and opened my eyes. When I knew where I was, I dropped the mask. Oh my god... he.. he... Harry got me an audition for.. for my dream school.. He did this.. How the heck did he.. ?
"Ready when you are." A woman in her middle 40's smiled.
"Heather..?" I asked shyly.
She nodded. Oh...
I looked around and saw Harry and the boys a row back behind her. She was at one of those desks you see when someone was auditioning on a stage. Well, i'm on that stage. I suddenly felt nervous.
"Wooo Becca!!" The boy's cheered for encouragement.
I was just.. stunned. I blinked a couple of times and looked down at my outfit. ( shirt & pants ) No wonder he said to dress like we were going to the gym. Smart boy. I nodded breathing out. I turned to my right and saw a guy by a music player. Oh my god my music! I turned to Harry quickly and he smiled nodding as if he knew what I was going to ask him. I turned back to the guy standing by it and nodded.
I got in my stance and the music started.
Here goes nothing...



[Harry's POV]


"Come on Rebecca you've got this.. come on.." I mumbled to myself sitting down. I had my hands to my mouth nervous as hell for her and my leg was shaking.
Liam who was sitting next to me stopped my leg. I turned to him. "Calm down, she's got this." He smiled.
I nodded sitting up straight and watching her start. I was admiring her. She was as close as to perfect as i've ever known.
She got in her stance and started flowing around the floor. It was beautiful.

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She moved so swift. She hit the steps and movements right on time just like back at the gym. She was lost in the dance you could tell; she wasn't there. She was in her own world.

Rebecca is so talented.
She ended and the boys and I didn't waste any time for jumping up an cheering as loud as we could. She blushed and acted shy on stage. Heather turned around looking at us like we were mad. We didn't care we just kept doing it. We ran to her onstage and jumped her with a group huge.
She laughed. "You guys are so embarrassing."
"You love us." Niall laughed.
"That I do." She giggled as she received kisses on her cheeks from us all.
We all pulled away. "How'd you do this?" Rebecca asked looking straight at me.
"I told her why you couldn't make it." I said.
She gave me a 'What the fuck' look. "You told her?"
I chuckled. "She thinks we're together." I whispered. "I told her you were supporting me on the biggest night of my life. They understood."
She huffed. "Maybe because you're 1/5 of the worlds biggest band."
"Well, your welcome." I joked.
She jumped on me with a hug. "Thank you so much. You have no idea how much this mean to me, Harry." She started kissing my cheek rapidly.
I pulled her away. "Now that's a thank you." I winked.
She giggled.
"Lads?" Heather called.
We all turned around. "Could you exit, so I can talk to Rebecca alone?"
We all nodded and I kissed Rebecca's head before we exited out of the room. Before the door close, she looked like a frightened mess. Hope all goes good.
We walked out of the building and waited outside. I started pacing back and forth anxious to hear what Heather had to say. The lads laughed at me, but I didn't care. This was a big moment for Rebecca.
"Harry, this was a good thing you did for her." Niall said patting my back.
"Thanks." I smiled.
He smiled back. "No problem."
Five minutes later we were all sitting on the stone wall in front of the building. Rebecca came running out with the biggest smile on her face. I stood up and she ran right into my arms. I caught her and she clung to me. "What's with the face?" I asked.
"I'm just so happy." She glowed.
She hugged me tight putting her legs around my waist. I thought this was the perfect time more than ever. I let one of my hands go and shooed the boys away and help her bum again. The boys left and she pulled away. "Where are they going?" she asked looking down at me.
"To the car." I said.
She nodded and hugged me again. "Thank you so much, Harry."
"Your welcome." I smiled breathing in her perfume. Cherry Blossom.
She pulled away and we smiled at each other. That's when I just blurted it out. I wasn't going to blurt it out at all, it's just... my mouth let out all the words. They were right there on the tip of my tongue and they rushed right out.



"Rebecca, be mine.." I looked her in the eyes. She looked me right in the eyes; I couldn't read her. "For real."


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