Yours

[Rebecca's POV]


For the first time since meeting Harry I was actually happy to see his face. I quickly ran to him and Lizzy. I was, and you could tell by his expression when I nearly jumped on him, overly happy to see him.
"Well.." he smirked. "hello there."
I ignored him and grabbed his hand. "Come on." I pulled him down the hall.
"What has gotten in you?" He asked stumbling while I tugged at his hand trying to make him go faster.
"I want to show you something." I smiled basically running to the hotel gym doors.
"Where are you taking us exactly?" He asked referring to him and the little girl in his arms.
"The gym." I said opening the doors and pushing him in.
"In a rush?" he joked. "No, but seriously, what's up?"
I looked at him. "I think I found the one."
He looked totally clueless.
"The dance, I think I found the one I want to audition with." I nearly jumped with excitement.
"Oh," he said and smiled. "okay."
"I want to show you it and you tell me what you think." I said looking at him hopeful.
"Erm, okay?"he asked in more of a question.
I giggled. "Just sit over there, and watch. I hope you like Katy Perry."
"Yeah, I mean, Katy Perry's on replay, she's on replay.." he trailed making sure I got the joke.
He smiled and went and sat on the floor by the wall with Lizzy in his lap. I smiled towards them and started my music. I felt almost nervous showing him, not sure why, but I did. Scared maybe that he would hate it.
"Are you going to start?" he asked.
"Oh," I nodded. "yeah sorry." I said quickly staring the song over.
I took a breath and started my routine. In the first five seconds I lost myself in the music. I felt at peace.
(No copyright, stklukov video, not mine.)
Rebecca is dancing like the girl.




[Harry's POV]


The way her body was moving. It was sexy, yet intimate at the same time. The way she hit every beat right on time. The way she never missed a step, you could tell because she was gone, lost in her own little world. How perfect it was, and how Lizzy was looking at her older sister admiring her.
Rebecca was talented.
I felt guilty she's put so much time in this and she'd be missing her original audition date. I guess she'd have extra practice, so when she went it would be perfect, plus more. I still had a feeling though that Simon wasn't telling me everything when he called me to agree. I guess i'm just paranoid. I actually am starting to care about her more now, as a person. I don't know.
But what I do know, she was truly talented.
She had this certain glow to her when she was in her own world. She was genuinely happy, and you could see it right on her face. It's like all her problems went away. Plus, how much time she puts into this. She had to love it. She did the dance twice in a row probably to make sure she did it right.
She did. It was perfect just like the first.
"I can feel this light that's inside of me..." Katy's voice ran through the section of the gym we were in as Rebecca walked to the side finishing out her dance.
She turned off her music and turned around waiting for a reaction.
"Well?" She asked biting her lip nervously.
"WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" Both Lizzy and I cheered standing up.
Rebecca blushed as Lizzy went running for her. I followed.
"RE-RE THAT WAS AMAZING!" Lizzy screamed.
Becca picked her up and sat her on her hip. "Really? it wasn't to bad?"
Lizzy shook her head.
"Not at all." I said walking to her. She looked up. "You were amazing, I think you should do this one."
She nodded. "Me too." she smiled to herself for a moment and then looked at me again. "Are you sure it wasn't bad?"
I laughed. "No, it was perfect trust me!"
"I do." She smiled.
I don't know what was different when she said she trusts me. Maybe it was the way she looked at me, but something made my stomach get butterflies. Well, that's manly. I think it was the fact no one has trusted me for a long time, and this girl who was forced to "date" me was the first one to admit she trusted me right to my face.
It made me show more of my real self.
"Want to go celebrate?" I asked.
She put up an eyebrow. "I just picked out a dance, nothing big."
"Nothing big?" I asked grabbing Lizzy from her grasp. "You just picked the dance that's going to get you into that college."
She blushed. "You don't know that."
"I do." I said and took her hand. "Let's go get ice cream, or something."
Lizzy's face instantly beamed at the mention of ice cream. Rebecca laughed. "Now we have no choice, but to go."
"And you have no choice, but to agree." I said.
Don't ask me why I grabbed her hand with no one around, it's simply just for Lizzy. She thinks that Rebecca and I are actually together. Yeah.
She released my hand, and got her things, and came back to me interlocking our hands once more. We went up to her room, dropped her things off, and went down to the lobby. Lizzy was now holding both of our hands in between us. To me it looks like we're a family. Hope no one gets the wrong idea.
We walked out of the hotel and Lizzy went closer to Rebecca's leg as we passed the paparazzi. We ignored their calls and kept walking to find some ice cream. We walked for about five, ten minutes before Lizzy spotted a place.
We walked in and went to go order.
"What do you two like?" I asked.
"Chocolate!!" Lizzy said tugging at my pant leg.
"Okay." I said then looked at Rebecca. She was looking at the menu.
"Strawberry." She finally said.
"Alright, i'll go get the ice cream, you get a table." I said and we split.
I waited in line and ordered our ice cream. I walked to find Rebecca. I found her and Lizzy sitting at a table by the window. Lizzy was standing on the chair with her hands on the glass looking out while Rebecca was holding her waist, and pointing things out. Perfect sister moment.
I smiled and sat down with all the ice cream.
"Thank you, Curly." Lizzy said grabbing her ice cream after sitting in her seat properly.
"Yeah, thank you curly." Rebecca smirked.
I smiled. "Your welcome."
She giggled and began to eat her ice cream. "What'd you get?" she asked me.
"Erm, Chocolate chip I think." I said.
"You think?" She said covering her mouth.
I shurgged. She giggled.
I smiled at her and she then turned to Lizzy because she was tapping her shoulder. I looked over at Lizzy, but soon found myself looking at this really fit woman that just walked in.
She had everything you'd want. Little Harry was getting excited. She had a great bum, average boobs, and she was tall, and her hair was wrapped around her shoulders. It's like she wasn't real. She turned to wink at me after I felt myself shoot her a grin. I started thinking about how if we were back in London how close my flat we would have been and I'd take her-- oh my god Harry stop.
I just stopped thinking and was just biting my lip at this girl. I didn't even think I was in a trance until something hit my face. I looked down and a plastic spoon was sitting in my lap. I looked up seeing Rebecca looking at me shaking her head disappointed.
"What?" I asked.
"You know what, you were in some kind of trance." She whispered.
I didn't even realize what I was doing. I guess a person really can't change over night. Her next words hit me hard.
"God, you always do this when we're out together, Harry." She hissed.
I looked at her then looked down ashamed.
It's the way she said it. It was true. I never pay attention to her like i'm suppose to. I always find myself going to my player ways.
I've messed up again..



[Rebecca's POV]


"What Lizzy?" I asked turning away from Harry.
"Can I have some?" She asked pointing to my ice cream.
"Sure," I said getting a spoon full and feeding it to her. "you like it?"
She nodded.
I turned back to Harry. "So," I saw him looking behind me. I knitted my eyes brows and turned around and BAM. There she was.
"God." I breathed turning around. "Harry."
He didn't answer.
"Harry." whispered trying to not get Lizzy's attention.
I got annoyed, so threw the one item on the table that wouldn't hurt. I took the plastic spoon, and chucked it at his face. He snapped out of his trance.
"What?" He asked.
"You know what, you were in some kind of trance." I whispered.
He looked down thinking.
"God, you always do this when we're out together, Harry." I hissed.
He looked at me and then looked down again looking ashamed. He should. I rolled my eyes and turned to Lizzy watching her look out the window. I was going to take another bite when someone came up to the table.
"Hey," all of our heads turned to the girl Harry was just checking out. "I couldn't help but see you checking me out," she bit her lip flirting. "see anything you want?" My mouth dropped.
Hello am I even here?
Harry was taken back that she was even right there. He looked at me and then to her. "Erm," he looked at me. "no, sorry." then he excused himself saying a soft 'excuse me' walking past the girl.
I followed his movements, and he went to the trash, and dumped his ice cream not even half done, then walked out.
What the heck?
The girl turned to me. "Who are you?"
I stood up and grabbed Lizzy's hand. "His girlfriend." I spit giving her a dirty look.
Gotta sell it right?
Lizzy and I walked out after Harry. She was still trying to eat her ice cream. I had thrown mine away like Harry. To walk faster I picked her up and she was eating in my arms. I looked around and didn't see him. I began walking down the way towards the hotel when, about two stores down in an open alley space, Harry was leaning against the wall.
"Dammit." he groaned banging his fist on the brick wall.
Ow?
He didn't flinch. I walked up slowly. "Harry, are you okay?"
He turned around and you could see he was fighting back tears. "Why do I keep doing that too you?"
I shrugged. "I don't know, I guess it's just your nature."
Lizzy was just in her world eating her ice cream in my arms not paying attention.
"But I don't want it to be. I'm going to end up hurting someone I really care about if I keep doing this." He said.
"Well, do you really want to change?." I asked calmly.
He nodded. "Yes, I want to be old Harry again. That guy was free."
I smiled. "Then what's stopping you?"
He sighed. "I don't know, I guess the temptations i've grown to love."
I grimaced at the image I pictured of him in bed with that girl on the first day we met. "You fought one back there." I pointed in the direction of the ice cream shop.
"But I still zoned you out." He argued.
"Harry," I toughed his shoulder. "it's okay."
"No it's not. I need more help than I thought. I don't know. I just don't want to be this way anymore. It's hurting people I love."

He cares, how sweet.
I smiled. "Then stop. Like I said in the bathroom, i'm here for you."
"I know.." he trailed.
"Just trust yourself that you'll do it. Fight the player temptations. It'll take time, but if you really want it it'll happen." I said.
He smiled for the first time since I found him. "Thanks."
"No problem, now let's go back to the hotel." I said.
He agreed and we walked to the hotel giving a hyped up Lizzy to Niall. He wasn't happy that we went to get ice cream without him, but he got over it when Lizzy offered her last bit to him. It was quite cute.
"Hey, Bec?" Harry asked.
I turned around and was engulfed in a hug. "Help me change, I know i've promised that I will, but I need your help more than I thought I would actually need it."
"Harry," I said rubbing the back of his neck. "I'm here."
He pulled away. "I know, I need to get that through my damn head."
I smiled. "It would help."
He chuckled. "Thanks again."
"Your welcome, Harry." I said and smiled as I walked into my room.
Yeah, he needs more work.


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