Yours

[Rebecca's POV]


It's been a week since Lizzy's first concert. We are in a hotel in North Carolina at the moment. The boys have a concert tonight. Lizzy is with Liam and Zayn, I think. Well, I hope so. That's where she was last. I'm in our room on my computer checking up on things. I haven't been on facebook, twitter, and really any social networks since we left for tour.
I was scrolling down my time line when I noticed a 'In a Relationship' status. It belonged to none other than Reese. I sighed.
I really shouldn't have, but I saw there were comments and I clicked on them. Even though my head was telling me not too. Now I know why.

'Jeremy Davis: You and Rebecca back together? She was hot man.'
'Reese Conor: That slut? god no. Didn't you see my status's. Never again man. I'm with Lauren now.'
'Megan Reynolds: Rebecca definitely is not the slut here. I think it's you. You're on girlfriend number what now?'

Poor Jenna. Thank you Megan.
Wait.. Reese has status's about me?
My head was screaming not too look, but guess what I did? Looked. I clicked on his name and a few seconds later his profile was up on my screen. I took a breath, and started going down his page. Everything was going good until I hit a status from about two weeks ago.

'Reese conor
September, 25 2012 via mobile

I bet all she wanted was his money, or the sex.'

I kept scrolling

'Reese Conor
September, 17 2012
She thought I was the player. Well done Becca, the tables have turned haven't they?'
'Reese Conor
August 30, 2012
Never trust a girl who acts like a goodie - goodie. They'll just turn around and slap you right in the face.'

My phone started to ring, but I ignored it.

'Reese Conor
August 19, 2012 via mobile
Words of advice, go for your girls best friend instead. They'll give you what you want. Best thing I ever did.'

What the hell is that suppose to mean? Did... Sabrina and.. oh my god. No wonder she didn't stop me from ending it with Reese. Well that's a stab in the back right there.
My phone started again. I didn't answer.

'Reese Conor
August 12, 2012

Fucking bitch thinks she can go across the ocean and get it in with the first guy she see's. What a BIG waste of time. Bet she wasn't really in our relationship at all. Bet she wasn't even a virgin.'

Say's you..
My eyes started to water though.

'Reese Conor
August 05, 2012
Two can play that game baby. You're in England; i'm in Jenna (;'

Tears started forming.

'Reese Conor
August 01, 2012
Hope you enjoy London whore.'

I couldn't stop. I just couldn't.. My hand kept going down to every status that I knew was about me. I could hardly read it because my eyes were blurry from the tears.

'Reese Conor
July 31, 2012 via mobile
Jenna's amazing, don't regret anything.'

Yeah....

'Reese Conor
July 29, 2012
You're gone and i'm done. Never really wanted you anyway.'

That one really hit me hard. I was now just staring at the one post. Never really wanted you anyway.. ouch.
"Rebecca?" I heard.
I was just staring at the screen frozen.
"Rebecca, you alright?" I heard the voice becoming closer.
All I could do was feel my tears going down my face, and my heart break. All my emotions just came out. I wanted to kill Reese for saying all theses things about me, but at the same time I wanted to crawl into a hole and cry my life away. Who knew the person you loved could hurt you so bad...
"Rebecca!" The voice shouted knocking me out of my trance with them closing my laptop closed. I turned and saw Harry looking down at me.
"Are you okay?" He asked sitting on the side of the bed.
I was laying on my stomach with my head in my hand. I started to wipe my tears and sniffle. "What happened? Paul has been calling you and couldn't reach you, so he sent me in."
"Sorry." I said sniffling and sitting up criss- crossed.
"What happened?" He asked genuinely concerned.
I looked at my laptop and then at my hands in my lap. I felt him move towards my lap top and open it. He placed it on his lap and I looked up seeing him read the status's I just read. "Are these about--" I cut him off.
"Me? yes." I said wiping another tear that slipped.
"Prick." He mumbled and shut my laptop. "Come on, Paul needs to see us. Don't ask me why because I have no idea."
I nodded and got up straightening out my outfit. I looked up and saw him looking at me. "What?" I asked.
"You might want to," he gestured to my face with his hands. "fix.. that."
I looked at him and rolled my eyes. "Whatever." I pushed past him, and looked in the mirror above the dresser they had in here. My mascara was half way down my cheeks. I sighed and started rubbing at my cheeks.
I heard water going and then a second later it shut off.
"Here," Harry said handing me some damp toilet paper.
"Thanks." I said softly before I wiped my cheeks aas well as under my eyes.
I turned around after wiping it away and was met with a hand, and some more toilet paper. This time dry, and Harry was wiping my cheeks. "There, now you look presentable."
"Such a gentleman." I said sarcastically as I threw the toilet paper in the bin.
"Hey, I helped. Most girls would throw a hissy fit if I didn't tell them they looked like ink exploded from their eyes." He said walking to the door.
I laughed. "Thanks." I said.
We walked out my door and he turned around. "Seriously though, are you okay?" he asked looking sincere.
I nodded. "I will be eventually."
He put his hand on my arm causing me too look in his eyes. "He's an arse anyway. Don't listen to him," he nudged my side. "you deserved better and he certainly wasn't better."
I smiled. "Thanks, Harry."
He nodded and we walked to Paul's room. When we got there, Paul answered, and we walked in. "What's up Paul?" Harry asked.
Harry plopped on the bed and laid back. I sat on the other bed.
"You two are going out right now anywhere I don't care, just do something together." He said leaning on the wall.
Harry shot up as I tilted my head confused. We've never gone out on a date when the boys had a concert because they had sound check.
"But Paul, the lads and I are going to sound check in like 10 minutes." He said checking his watch.
"You two need to get out there. Simon called and said you two haven't been out in awhile and need too." He said simply.
"Paul, i've got a job to do. I need to go to sound check." Harry said standing up.
"Simon's order Harry." Paul said not trying to cause anything.
"Paul," I said standing up slowly. "Harry's right. He needs to go to the sound check it's his job to go."
"I'm sorry, but you two are going on a date, or an outing, whatever. Sorry Harry, but you're missing sound check today. Come to the venue about two hours before the show, so you can start getting ready." He said shoving us out of the room.
Harry and I were just standing there with our mouths open looking at him like he was crazy. "Paul, I--" Paul closed the door on Harry.
Harry turned to me. "See what you're doing." He hissed.
"Hey, i'm on your side here." I shot back.
"If you weren't here, i'd be going to do my job. Do you know how important that is too me?" He asked getting red and pointing to himself.
My anger started to boil. "If you weren't acting like this, then I wouldn't be here and you could do you're job that means oh so much to you." I cooed the last part.
He rolled his eyes. "You know you can be a bitch sometimes."
I laughed dryly "Newsflash, so can you."
"I can't wait til this year is over, so I can never see you again." He breathed right in my face. "I think you're the one who brings this out on me and you know what? i'm sick of it. Maybe if you just left i'd be the Harry everyone would love. Maybe it's you who's causing all this shi--" I cut him off by slapping him right in the face.
I don't know what happened, but I lost everything. "JUST SHUT THE UP REESE. I GET IT OKAY? YOU HATE ME AND YOU NEVER LOVED ME. I GET THAT, BUT STOP BLAMING EVERYTHING ON ME AND OPEN YOUR DAMN EYES AND MAYBE YOU'D SEE THAT I DID LOVE YOU AND I WAS IN THE RELATIONSHIP WHILE YOU WERE BANGING MY BEST FRIEND.JUST STOP HURTING ME I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE." I immediately covered my mouth. Shit.
Harry looked taken back. "You just called me...Reese."
"I.." I looked at him. "I'm sorry." I said quietly walking past him.
I was walking down the hall when Harry called me. "Bec, wait."
My tears were slowly falling from my eyes. Harry grabbed my arm and turned my around. I slammed into his chest, and I started sobbing. He wrapped his arms around me while my arms were crossed in front of me still.
"It's okay." He said rubbing my back.
I just cried. "I'm sorry."
"Shh." He soothed in my ear. "Just let it out."
I undid my arms, so I could wrap them around him. "I'm sorry."
"Rebecca, it's okay." He said pulling away. "You needed to get that off you're chest and I was the lucky one who brought it out of you."
I smiled slightly. "I didn't mean to slap you."
He shrugged. "It's okay, next time I see Reese i'll give him the message."
I shook my head. "I'm sorry it wasn't meant for you. I just.. I just lost it."
He chuckled. "I kinda got that."
I smiled wiping my tears for the second time today. "Harry."
"Yes?" He asked.
"What I really meant to say to you was. If you'd open your eyes and stop blaming everything on me maybe you'd see i'm on your side too." I said looking up at him.
"I know, i'm sorry. I just.. it's easier to blame it on someone else." He said pulling away from the hug.
"How is that fair for the other person?" I asked.
"It's not." He said looking down.
"Maybe you can fix that." I said.
"How? I always blame it on you." He said.
"Well, like you said i'm just the lucky person that brings it out of you." I said.
He cracked a smile. "What am I going to do? I need to be there. It's my job. I can't just bale on them."
"I've got a solution. You have to trust me though." I said taking his hand.
"Okay." He said.
I started walking to my room and I unlocked it letting Harry in. I walked in and grabbed my phone from the night stand. "Alright, let's go to sound check." I said.
"But," he said pointing between us.
"Just trust me, okay?" I said grabbing his hand and walked out.
Liam, Zayn, and Lizzy walked out of the Zayn's room. Louis, and Niall walked out of Louis'. We all walked to the elevator and went in. "Let's just make sure the paparazzi see us leaving together."
Harry nodded as we stepped out. Before we went through the hotel lobby doors, Paul stopped us.
"Where do you two think you're going?" He asked holding Harry's arm.
"Just trust us." We both said in unison. We looked at each other and smiled.
Paul sighed and let Harry go. Niall grabbed a hold of Lizzy and we started walking to the van waiting for us. Harry and I soon had our hands locked together and I was extremely close to him. Mainly because it was a small space in between the fans, the boys, and security.
As I was getting into the van, Harry had his hand on my lower back. I had a feeling he was enjoying this a bit much. We all got in and Lizzy plopped herself on my lap. Harry sat next to me and put his arm around me on the seat. Paparazzi were taking pictures in front of the van, so Harry kissed my cheek and I turned to smile at him . Lizzy smacked Harry on his chest and we both looked at her.
"What?" Harry asked.
"Cooties." She pouted.
Louis, who was getting in at the time, Harry and I started laughing.
"So, I can't do this?" He asked and started kissing my temple then moved to my cheek, and then my jawline.
Lizzy was getting mad. "Curly, stop." She said.
Harry and I laughed. "He's fine Lizzy, it's how you show someone you care."
She looked at me and uncrossed her arms. "Is it?"
I nodded. "Sure is munchkin."
Harry started tickling her and she was laughing historically. The van started moving and we were soon out of the hotel view. "Do you think they got enough?" He whispered in my ear.
"Yup." I said.
He nodded and never once moved his arm from around me.
Twenty minutes later we arrived at the venue. We all got out and Lizzy glued herself to my leg. We were walking until Harry noticed a girl with a sign saying 'FREE HUGS'. He stopped us and went over to the girl and talked for a second. Then he hugged her. Lucky for me I had my phone. I got it out and took a picture right before they broke up.
I went on twitter and posted it.
' @_RebeccaAnn: @Harry_Styles twitpic #FreeHugs'
I put my phone in my pocket, so I could lift Lizzy up, or else we'd never make it through with her attached to my leg. Harry came back and put his arm around my waist. We walked in and they went straight to sound check.
Lizzy and I sat in the audience looking at them while they worked with their vocal couch. Harry took out his phone, and looked at something. He then turned to me with a smile. Guess he saw my tweet. He put his phone back before they ran a few songs. They actually worked for about an hour and a half. It was really cool seeing them in their zone.
"Rebecca, come here!" Niall shouted from the stage.
I got up and started for the stairs on the stage. Once I got up there, Liam took my hand and led me to a chair. "What are you five doing?" I asked.
Liam smiled. "It's something new we want to try, you're our test subject."
I faked enthusiasm. "Yay."
Harry came from around me. "It'll be fun." he said.
"Uh uh." I said as they sat me in a chair.
"Alright, boys you're good to go. Dan, start it up!" The couch said pointing at one of the band members.
The tune to 'What makes you Beautiful' started and I was confused.
"You're insecure, don't know what for.." Liam started.
I soon found out that they want to grab a girl from the audience and sing this song to her. How sweet. The crazy part was, it was Harry's idea. Harry's. After they sang the song,they asked me what I thought. "I think that whoever will be this girl will be the happiest girl alive." I said.
"Yes!" Zayn fist pumped.
I laughed.
"Hey Rebecca?" Harry asked.
I turned to him and he had his phone pointing to me. "Say cheese." He smiled.
I pulled a funny face and he laughed. I got up and made my way back to my seats. Once I got there, I got a mention. I looked on twitter and saw Harry's tweet.
' @Harry_Styles: Real attractive, babe. xx twitpic @_RebeccaAnn '
I smiled and shook my head.
Over the course of two hours they went through their set, and some extra stage stuff. When they went on break, something was in Harry. Like... he seemed different. Goofy different. I found it really cute.
I was walking by the stage when a shirt gets thrown on my face. I take it off and notice its Harry's button up shirt. What the?
I look on stage and see him and Louis were rolling all over the place with Lizzy. Literally rolling. Harry rolled onto one of the speakers and I decided it was a photo moment. I pulled out my phone snapped the shoot and tweeted it.
' @_RebeccaAnn: What are you even doing @Harry_Styles? twitpic '

I laughed again looking at these fools. I sat in one of the chairs and my phone started to ring. Simon.Oh lord..
"Hello?"

"Becca, why did Paul just call me and tell me you and Harry are at sound check and not out in the public?" He asked obviously mad.

Harry noticed my change in expression and came down sitting by me and pressing his ear to the phone. "Because we are."

"I told you two to go do something." He breathed.

"Uncle Simon, we are doing something. We're having fun."

Harry pulled away with a smile.

"But you two aren't doing anything with the press there."

"Simon," I sighed. "they got a lot of Harry and I today as we were heading to the venue. Haven't you seen twitter? we've been posting pictures. They know we're together. Same thing."

"Did Harry put you up to this because he didn't like what Paul was telling him to do?" he asked.

I felt anger. "No actually, it was my idea." Harry looked at me confused. "Stop blaming things on Harry okay? it's not always him. You told us to go do something together and we are. It just so happens that Harry's job is very important, so if you don't like it, oh well."

"Rebecca, Th--" I cut him off.

"No, we did what you asked and did something together. Everyone has pictures so shush. Bye Simon." I then hung up.

Harry sat forward and clasped his hands together. "So.."

I got up. "Uncles these day's."I rolled my eyes.

Harry smirked.
I started to go backstage into their dressing room. When I got in there, I hung out with Lou for awhile.
The boys came in and got dressed for their show while I showed Lizzy what goes on in sound. She found it so fascinating. Her little eyes never left Jack's attention. She was really listening. Once that was done, we went back into the boy's dressing room.
They were scattered everywhere. Louis was getting his hair done. Liam and Niall were eating some things. Zayn was on his phone and Harry was on the couch on his phone. I went and sat next to Harry while Lizzy went an bothered Zayn.
"What's up buttercup?" I ask plopping down.
He looked up and smiled then looked back at his phone. "Okay, so I just saw this on instagram and I want to try it."He said showing me this picture. I giggled and agreed.
We put our hand together and made a infinity sign. Louis got up and was fixing his shirt. "Louis get over here and take this." Harry said.
Louis nodded and came behind us and took the picture. Once done, Harry's smile grew while I watched him post it on instagram.


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harrystyles: Infinity.. stagram?


I started laughing. "You sir, are a piece of work."
"What?" He asked. "It's funny."
I looked at him and laughed again. "Sure."
"You're laughing aren't you?" He said.
"True." I said and looked over at Lizzy playing with Zayn.
Harry is something alright. Infinity..stagram. Oh my.

~~~~
"Shh." I whispered unlocking my hotel door.
Harry and I were trying not to wake Lizzy who was sleeping in his arms.We walked in and I quietly shut the door. I went to her bed and scooted the covers for her. Harry started to place her down and I turned around to put my phone down. I turned back around the same time Harry turned to face me. We accidentally bumped into each other causing us to go down on my bed. Him on top of me. Once we landed, we both looked to see if Lizzy woke. She didn't. Harry turned to me and smiled.
"Careful." He chuckled quietly.
"I could say the same thing." I joked.
We smiled at each other. His eyes flickered to my lips after awhile and we didn't moved from our spots. He was still on top of me and I was still looking up at him. It was like back when we were alone together in my hotel room in Canada. Except this time, his eyes were brighter and he was the one to bit his lip. His lips turned into a smirk-ish smile. Our breathing turning to be in sync.
"Thanks for not letting me miss sound check and sticking up for me with Simon." he said looking in my eyes with that smirk-smile.
"No problem." I whispered. I couldn't say it louder. As crazy as it sounds, my breath was taken away.
He started to lean in and I didn't stop him. I don't know why. We were having another moment. He was so close when I closed my eyes. His were already shut when I closed mine. He was hesitant for a second. He quickly fought it, but just as he was about to press our lips together, a phone goes off.
He flips off me and checks his pockets, while I sit up to see if it's mine. I look at my phone, it is. I quickly pick it up and say "Hello?"
Harry and I look at Lizzy, she's still asleep.
"Hey honey, how's everything?" My mother's voice echos.
"Mom? it's 12 at night, what the heck?" I say in a whispered tone.
Harry gets up and points to the room door."I'm going, goodnight." He said.
I nodded and mouthed 'goodnight.'
"Why are you whispering?" she asked.
"Because one of your daughter's are sleeping." I said rolling my eyes and shaking my head.
Harry shuts the door quietly.
"Oh, alright, um call me tomorrow I want to talk to you two." She says.
"Okay." I say.
"Love you baby." She coos.
"Love you too." I said and we hang up.
I lay back.
Harry and I almost kissed...again.



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