This is Gospel - Panic! At The Disco (listen to while reading)
Bella's Point of View:

"I don't really know what to say." I whispered turning over to face him. His eyes wandered from my face, to my neck and downward the rest of my body.

"You've barely changed a bit." He chuckled. "So uh, where do you work?" He asked me.

"I dance on TV." I said. His eyes lit up when I said that, so I kept going. "When we moved to Jersey, I became friends accidentally with the show's producer and so did Niall and Drew... So we all work for Dancing With The Stars." I said with a smile.

"That's incredible." Harry confessed.

"Thanks...So how's Twisted doing?" I asked humbly.

"We have twelve stores across America, our biggest ones in LA and New York." He smiled.

"That's great. See Harry! You got everything you ever wanted." I smiled looking at the ceiling.

"Not everything... I want to be a part of Mia's life." He finally said. I've been hoping to avoid this conversation forever.

"It's not that simple Harry." I whispered.

"Why not?! I'm better now, nothing is stopping me." he shouted angrily.

"Everything is stopping you! Harry when I left LA it was because it wasn't safe for her to be around you or your business. Can you look me in the eyes and tell me that you have not had anything to do with drugs in the past year?" I growled sitting up from the bed. He looked away and ran his fingers through his hair.

"Once your in, you can't get out." He muttered. "But I'm not using, haven't in over four years as you already can tell, and it's not like it was in Little Stream because they don't know who I am in America. It also helps with the business." He added. "I promise you, it's not dangerous and I would never let any harm come to Mia."

"That's not enough Harry. You're putting my daughter at risk and I can't have that." I shrieked with tears welling up in my eyes.

"She's my daughter too damn it!" He yelled standing up from the bed and punching the wall.

"I see your temper hasn't changed. Just another reason I don't want you around 'our' daughter." I chuckled. "You have no argument."

"How about the argument that I love her and that it's not fair? Should we talk about how you left me in LA three years ago to runaway from your problems? Let's face it, you fucked up just as badly as your parents ever did." He shouted. I threw my head back and let the tears flow down my face.

"Get the fuck out of my apartment and never come back here." I screamed. He looked at me with a hurt expression and shook his head.

"Bella, I didn't mean that. Sometimes you just make me so angry and--"

"Did you not hear what I fucking said?! Get out of here! Never come back! I hate you so much! You're gonna compare me to my parents all because I left you alone in LA and never looked back? They left me all the time and came back and forth to toy with my heart. Be thankful I never came back to break your heart again!!" I screamed pushing him against the wall. "I hate you!" I screamed slapping him and punching him whilst sobbing hysterically.

"Damn it Bella, that's enough!" he growled grabbing my wrists so I could hit his probably throbbing face again. I tried to release from his grip, but he's too damn strong.

"Just go Harry. You can't be here." I cried collapsing to the floor. I haven't felt this guilty about something in so long. I know how badly it must hurt for him not to be a part of Mia's life but at the same time, that is what's best for her. "How could you say that to me about my parents? With Jamie gone and everything and now this..." I cried looking up at him. He reached down to help me up but I shook my head.

"For fucks sake Bella, I didn't mean it. I'm just angry... All I want is to be a father to my daughter. Do you want her to grow up without a dad like you did for part of your life?" He questioned. I wiped my eyes and stood up heading to the door.

"She's got Niall and Drew. There's two father figures better than you right there. Now get the fuck out of here before I throw you out." I screamed.

"I'm not leaving until you say I can see Mia again." He said crossing his arms and sending me horrible looks.

"Just go!" I screamed about to open the bedroom door.

"Not until you say it. Just let me visit her a few more times before I have to go back to LA. C'mon Bell this isn't fair." He yelled. I choked back my tears and rolled my eyes.

"Tomorrow I have to go back to work... You can come by after to say your goodbyes." I growled opening the door. I walked out of the room and wiped my eyes heading immediately over to a sleeping Mia in Zayn's arms.

"She's adorable." He whispered without looking up. I reached down and grabbed her from him and smiled at her trying to hide my tears. "Are you alright?" He asked standing up. Before I could respond I heard Harry say something to Liam and storm towards the door and slam it behind him. The noise made Mia wake up and start crying.

"Everything's fan-fucking-tastic."

Notes

Harry crossed the line with that comment tsk tskkk.

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