It's not Easy letting you go
Mixed: The most prized and valuable
Blake’s Point of View:
“Alright Lexar! We’re going to end our night with one of our older ones, here’s Rock Me.” I leaned against a couple boxes backstage and watched as Charlie and Rae sang and danced along.
I couldn’t help but let a smile fall on to my face, I was so glad that after everything she could pick herself back up and shake off the cobwebs that still lingered around me.
“Hey,” I yelled over the music after I brought myself to stand beside her. “Isn’t this amazing!” She yelled back with excitement. I nodded my head, “Yeah! Hey I’m going to take off okay.” Her face fell and she nodded her head.
“I might make another appearance tonight but I’m not sure yet. If you drink just leave your car and call me alright!” She gave a half smile, me a hug, and I walked away my heels clicking on the makeshift stage.
As I walked away the music ended and I was unaware of the eyes that watched me leave. Charlie’s Point of View:
“Hey, I’m going to take off okay.” I tried to make it so it didn’t hurt me but it did. Shaking off my sister’s words. “I might make another appearance tonight but I’m not sure yet. If you drink just leave your car and call me alright!”
I gave her a smile, hug, and a nod. She walked away before I could get in a word, but that was Blake for you. She never sat in one place at a time, even if it was still in the same town.
The music stopped and the boys of One Direction came off of the stage all hot and sweaty. “So… what did you think ladies?” Niall gave a wink and a smile. “It was amazing! Y’all are so talented.”
Rae had chimed in, I had turned around seeing if Blake was gone and she was nothing but dust. “Hey Charlie, where’s Blake?” Rae snorted,
“Only the lord knows.” She laughed and I gave her a playful shove. “But enough about her, there’s going to be a huge party tonight and rumor is y’all planned on staying in town a little longer. Want to hit it up?”
I was too lost in my world to realize the conversation until I was pulled back down to earth. “Charlie, you hear that?” My headshot back to everyone and I smiled, “yeah. Sorry what’s up?” “The boys are going back to the Bed to get changed and ready for the party, then we’re going to hit up the party!”
Nodding my head we parted with them to go get ready. Blake’s Point of View:
I stood against my car in the parking lot of the high school and watched the cars dwindle away. A cigarette to my lips and the stadium lights shut off and I was left in the dark. I liked it like this.
Finishing off my cigarette, I put it out and hopped in my truck and headed to the local bar.
“Well if it isn’t Lexar’s tornado at her finest.” I rolled my eyes and took a seat at the bar. “The usual please.” I called out and Nate nodded his head.
“So did you enjoy the show?” I pulled another cigarette out and lit it, “because the sound of boy band music really gets me going Noah.” I took a drag and tapped it against the ashtray.
“Bud light for the lady.” I nodded my head in thanks and took a sip of the alcohol. Noah hopped seats getting him closer to me. The bastard had graduated with me years ago and somehow we always found ourselves here and then at the breakfast.
“Come on Blake, don’t be cold. We both know how this is going to end.” There was nothing that sparked between us, just the high of being buzzed and a fuck made us content.
“You’re a bad boy Noah.” I said with a smirk taking another drag and sip. “And you’re a bad girl, which is why we’re prefect together.”
“It’s going to end eventually.” I muttered watching the sweat from my beer fall to the wooden counter. “Eventually is forever. Like you’ll eventually get out of Lexar. You had your chance Blake, you fucked up.” I closed my eyes; I couldn’t do this tonight.
I put my cigarette out and stood up. “Nate, my beer is on Noah.” I was almost halfway out the bar when he called out,
“That’s right Blake.” I stopped and turned around not realizing who had walked in just then. “Run away; run away like you always do. You’re a useless piece of shit, your parents must be looking down on you disappointed with the woman you turned out to be. Charlie’s the prize child in your family; you would have thought Kennedy and Elliot would have tossed your piece of shit self on the street by now.” Nate cut in, “Noah stop it now.” But he didn’t stop. “They don’t care about you Blake, but they have to because you’re family.”
He was drunk, I said to myself over and over again. I shook my head and he stared at me with a devilish grin. By now the bar was silent to the point you could hear a pen drop.
I turned around to only meet with 7 familiar faces, 5 of which I have only known for several hours. “Blake…” I shook my head and pushed through and out the door. I hopped in my truck and I sped off, tears falling from my face and a hole in my heart.
“Alright Lexar! We’re going to end our night with one of our older ones, here’s Rock Me.” I leaned against a couple boxes backstage and watched as Charlie and Rae sang and danced along.
I couldn’t help but let a smile fall on to my face, I was so glad that after everything she could pick herself back up and shake off the cobwebs that still lingered around me.
“Hey,” I yelled over the music after I brought myself to stand beside her. “Isn’t this amazing!” She yelled back with excitement. I nodded my head, “Yeah! Hey I’m going to take off okay.” Her face fell and she nodded her head.
“I might make another appearance tonight but I’m not sure yet. If you drink just leave your car and call me alright!” She gave a half smile, me a hug, and I walked away my heels clicking on the makeshift stage.
As I walked away the music ended and I was unaware of the eyes that watched me leave. Charlie’s Point of View:
“Hey, I’m going to take off okay.” I tried to make it so it didn’t hurt me but it did. Shaking off my sister’s words. “I might make another appearance tonight but I’m not sure yet. If you drink just leave your car and call me alright!”
I gave her a smile, hug, and a nod. She walked away before I could get in a word, but that was Blake for you. She never sat in one place at a time, even if it was still in the same town.
The music stopped and the boys of One Direction came off of the stage all hot and sweaty. “So… what did you think ladies?” Niall gave a wink and a smile. “It was amazing! Y’all are so talented.”
Rae had chimed in, I had turned around seeing if Blake was gone and she was nothing but dust. “Hey Charlie, where’s Blake?” Rae snorted,
“Only the lord knows.” She laughed and I gave her a playful shove. “But enough about her, there’s going to be a huge party tonight and rumor is y’all planned on staying in town a little longer. Want to hit it up?”
I was too lost in my world to realize the conversation until I was pulled back down to earth. “Charlie, you hear that?” My headshot back to everyone and I smiled, “yeah. Sorry what’s up?” “The boys are going back to the Bed to get changed and ready for the party, then we’re going to hit up the party!”
Nodding my head we parted with them to go get ready. Blake’s Point of View:
I stood against my car in the parking lot of the high school and watched the cars dwindle away. A cigarette to my lips and the stadium lights shut off and I was left in the dark. I liked it like this.
Finishing off my cigarette, I put it out and hopped in my truck and headed to the local bar.
“Well if it isn’t Lexar’s tornado at her finest.” I rolled my eyes and took a seat at the bar. “The usual please.” I called out and Nate nodded his head.
“So did you enjoy the show?” I pulled another cigarette out and lit it, “because the sound of boy band music really gets me going Noah.” I took a drag and tapped it against the ashtray.
“Bud light for the lady.” I nodded my head in thanks and took a sip of the alcohol. Noah hopped seats getting him closer to me. The bastard had graduated with me years ago and somehow we always found ourselves here and then at the breakfast.
“Come on Blake, don’t be cold. We both know how this is going to end.” There was nothing that sparked between us, just the high of being buzzed and a fuck made us content.
“You’re a bad boy Noah.” I said with a smirk taking another drag and sip. “And you’re a bad girl, which is why we’re prefect together.”
“It’s going to end eventually.” I muttered watching the sweat from my beer fall to the wooden counter. “Eventually is forever. Like you’ll eventually get out of Lexar. You had your chance Blake, you fucked up.” I closed my eyes; I couldn’t do this tonight.
I put my cigarette out and stood up. “Nate, my beer is on Noah.” I was almost halfway out the bar when he called out,
“That’s right Blake.” I stopped and turned around not realizing who had walked in just then. “Run away; run away like you always do. You’re a useless piece of shit, your parents must be looking down on you disappointed with the woman you turned out to be. Charlie’s the prize child in your family; you would have thought Kennedy and Elliot would have tossed your piece of shit self on the street by now.” Nate cut in, “Noah stop it now.” But he didn’t stop. “They don’t care about you Blake, but they have to because you’re family.”
He was drunk, I said to myself over and over again. I shook my head and he stared at me with a devilish grin. By now the bar was silent to the point you could hear a pen drop.
I turned around to only meet with 7 familiar faces, 5 of which I have only known for several hours. “Blake…” I shook my head and pushed through and out the door. I hopped in my truck and I sped off, tears falling from my face and a hole in my heart.
Notes
Chapter five my dears, there was going to me way more but I didn't want it too be super long so chapter six is coming also, tonight!!Blake: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=67758045
Charlie: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=67758404
Rae: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=67758634
3/23/13