Last Goodbye - Ke$ha
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Riley's POV:

Half unconsciously I notice Seth pulling up a small empty road that has a bridge on it. My neck is resting on Brian's shoulder because I'm far too intoxicated and tired to care anymore. This was all my mistake, all my fault. I should have listened to Harry, I should have known better.

"Wake up princess, we're here." Brian coos into my ear, opening up the car door and shoving me out first. I drop onto the cold concrete and clutch my stomach where a small incision was made by a knife moments ago.

"Please don't do this." I murmur, sitting up slowly and holding the railings of the bridge to steady myself. I notice we're in Maywood and this is the least popular bridge in town so my chances of anyone driving by and saving me are slim to none.

"I wish I didn't have to do this Riley, but I do." Seth whispers slamming his car door behind me and pulling me upwards so that I'm facing him completely.

"Please..." I whisper, quivering in his grasp. He holds me close to his body and a sinister smile curls at the corners of his mouth.

"Don't worry love, by the time you hit the icy cold water you'll already be a goner." He promises, pressing his cold lips to the corner of my mouth. I immediately jerk my body backwards and push him off of me.

"Let me go. I'll do anything, and I mean anything if you just let me go." I plead, earning a slap in the face.

"That's really cute that you would do anything but I there is no changing my mind." He barks, and I turn my head to look at Dixie who is smirking in the backseat. I try to come up with the right words to say, but there are none. My best friend from childhood wishes me dead.

"Don't look so shocked, Riley." She chuckles, and I cringe. The inside of my body feels so hot and afraid I feel as if I could either melt or explode at any moment.

"Why?" I croak out, holding back the tears that are filling my lids. "Why would you do this to me?" I whisper in anger.

"You've always been number one! The best dancer, the prettier friend, you even dated Zayn and Nick! I've been sick of you since sophomore year and this year really just pushed me to the limit... So when Seth came along and asked me for help to 'get rid of you' how could I say no?" She giggles, a small twitch in her eye.

"Fuck you!" I scream, lunging my self at her. I get a good swing at her jaw and a decent smack in the face before Brian and Seth both pull me off.

"Stop instigating Dixie!" Seth shouts, urging for her to get back inside the car. She clutches her bleeding chin and lets out a small cry before heading back into the car. Bitch.

I struggle in Brian and Seth's grip, trying my hardest to get out of it but they're both two strong and I'm battling in a losing fight.

"For fucks sake, enough is enough!" Brian screams, swinging his fist into my stomach, and I double over in pain. I feel his boot collide with my knees, making me scream out in pain. I can hear Dixie laughing from the backseat, making me cry even harder.

"Stop." I call out, but they're abuse continues. After a few more punches at stabs at me, I can barely keep my eyes open.

"C'mon princess, get up." Seth taunts me, and I struggle to even feel my hands. I'm in a pool of my own blood and the rest of my body is either stinging or numb. The pain is subsiding and my chest is tight-- it's hard for me to breath. Alas, I find my feet and sit up slowly, only to be knocked down again.

"That's the way I've always liked you... helpless." Seth smirks, coming down so his face is even with mine. I can feel my dress being lifted the slightest bit followed by my panties being pushed aside.

"No!" I cough out, knowing what is already happening. This is not something I ever imagined would happen to me, I mean how could I?

"You feel so good, I just had to have you to myself one last time." Seth smirks, and I can hear Brian snickering from behind him.

"Harry." I groan, praying to God that somehow Harry would see or hear me. Save me even.

"Harry's not saving you now love, no one is." He coos, slamming into me a bit harder. After a few more moments, I feel him finish inside of me and I release my last bit of tears.

"All finished... It's time to say goodbye." Seth whispers, zipping up his dress pants and scooping me up bridal style. My head droops down as he lifts me because all I am is dead weight. I'm shutting down, I have to.

"Say goodbye, Dixie!" He calls out, and I hear Dixie cackling in the background like the nasty bitch she is.

"Bye Riley, can't say I'll miss you too much!" She smirks and my tears ducts are now dry. There's no fighting this. It's all on me, and I'm the idiot who didn't listen to Harry.

"This is for Eric and Celia... Maybe Harry will learn his lesson." Seth laughs, sliding my feet over the cold railings. I push my body weight away from the edge of the bridge, but he's too damn strong.

"Celia.." I choke out, trying to find the last bit of strength I have left. "She will hate you." I murmur, and Seth pulls me back into him a bit, away from the edge.

"What the hell do you know? You told Celia I'm a bad person and I'm not!" He growls, his voice raspy and dark. I try to give him a confused look but my efforts fail when the pain on my forehead is too strong.

"Lies.." I choke out. "She said--" I cough, barely able to speak. "She said you're like Harry was... Confused and angry." I whisper and his grasp weakens.

"What?" He asks and I nod slowly.

"She loves you, she isn't mad at you." I explain, and I mean it. She loves her brother for who he is, just like I love Harry.

"She's trying to waste time, dump her over that bridge!" Dixie screams from inside the car. I look at Seth who's frown is changing and his eyes are a bit lighter than before.

"Eric isn't mad either, I promise... I went to heaven, he's ok." I whisper and Seth pulls me to the concrete floor. He crouches down and puts a trembling hand over my bloody face.

"You saw Eric? When? When you were in the hospital?" He croaks out, and I notice that Brian is just as intrigued. I wish I would have remembered this sooner, Eric and Celia are his weak spots.

"Yeah." I whisper, taking his hand in mine. "He doesn't hate anyone... heaven is hate free. He's happy, Celia's happy... Why can't you just be happy with that? Why isn't that enough?" I break down again, tears pooling out of my eyes.

"Riley, I did something really bad." He confesses looking at Brian.

"What? What did you do?" I ask, pulling at his collar. He clutches his head in his hands and releases faint sobs, he's a total mess right in front of me.

"Your parents car... I... I cut the brakes." He whispers and my heart drops.

"No!" I scream, but I'm cut off my two cars zooming down the road and making their way to the bridge. I recognize Harry's car immediately and the other one is Nick's. How the hell did they find me?

"I'm sorry... So bloody sorry, but it's too late now." Seth groans, scooping me up again and hanging me over the bridge. I look back at Harry and Nick who are both sprinting towards me, followed by a frantic Liam and Cody.

"Put her down Seth!" Harry shrieks, running towards us.

"I'm sorry! I'm fucking sorry ok? This is it!" Seth screams. I mouth 'I love you' to Harry and look at the water as Seth settles me down and lets go. I hear a few screams including my own as I drop down the side of the bridge.

I convince myself this is it, I'm going to die. My body free falls downward, faster and faster until I hit the freezing cold water. I am now completely numb, and everything is black, fading into white. This is really it, this is goodbye.

Notes

There are a good amount of chapters left, don't panic !!!!!!!!

Is she gonna die? What's going to happen? Only I know :) hehe

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