Rachel Louis slowly came out from behind them and I instanly turned red. No one has ever heard me sing before becasue I always get nervous and freeze up.

"You have a beautiful voice," he said. "What do you want?" I asked softly. "I want to talk," he said sitting next to me. "How'd you find me here?" I asked. "I followed you," he said. I groaned "Oh great I have a stalker," I said. He chuckled and I smiled slightly.

"What do you want to talk about?" I demanded. I wanted him to go back to the house, but at the same time I wanted to talk to him too.

"I want to know why you hate us," he said staring at the water. I looked at him confused. "Huh? I asked. He chuckled and looked at me. "I said I want to know why you hate us, why are you being so....mean to us," he said. I sighed and put my guitar on the ground next to me. "I just..." I took another deep breath.

"I don't know," I said admittingly. I honestly didn't know. Why did I hate them? No one's ever asked me that before. They sing my type of music, ok I'll admit they're all good looking, but why did I hate them? I knew why.

"You all have perfect lives, you get everything you want, you have four other best friends to talk anything through, and you don't have a care in the world." I spat out. I realized that was why. Louis scoffed.

"You think we have perfect lives?" he asked. I nodded. "Kate you have no idea," he said shaking his head.

"Niall gets hate, he was told to leave the band, once we met some fans and they asked to take a picture without him, he was heartbroken, my parents are divorced, Harry's parents as divorced, in fact all our parents are divorced except for Liam," Louis said.

"Sure we have fans and sure we are all best friends, but it's hard. We have more fans than haters I'll give you that, but the haters can be cruel. They say that we can't sing, and sometimes they pick on an individual member and only hate on them, we're only teenagers, we aren't robots," Louis said. I tried to talk, but he help up his hand.

"Did you know we were on the X factor?" he asked. I started at him and nodded.

"Well did you know during the X factor, Zayn's grandfather passed away?" he asked. I stare at him and slowly shook my head no. "Did you know that when we went on tour with Big Time Rush that Zayn's aunt passed away?" he asked. I looked at the ground and shook my head.

"We don't have perfect lives," he said.

I felt horrible. I can't believe they've been through so much. Louis and I sat ourside at the pond just talking for waht seemed like forever. He cracked jokes here and there and we both ended up laughing.

I knew that you didn't really act the way you've been acting," he said smiling. "Huh?" I asked still smiliing from his last joke about carrots. "You don't really act like a physco who's mean to everyone," he said. I frowned "I was acting like that?" I asked. Louis nodded. I put my head in my hands.

"Oh my god I'm such an idiot," I said. Louis chuckled and put his arm around me. "It's ok," he said "we're all idiots." I laughed and looked up at the pond.

"Well now that you know our whole back story, wha'ts yours?" he asked suddenly turning serious. I sighed and looked at the ground.

"I've been alone for half of my life," I said. Louis frowned. "What do you mean?" he asked.

"My mum is a fashion designer and my dad is head of one of the biggest companies on the plant right now, they're always away," I said. Louis looked at the water too. "My dad has never been there for me, my mum will occasionally come to the house with me, but most of the time work is making them go all around the world," I said.

"My mum is flying to Australia tomorrow and my dad has to go to London, Ireland, and Spain before he flys off to probably South America or something," I said "I've been alone for almost all of my birthdays, almost every Christmas, I'm alone all the time," I said and I didn't realize I had started crying. Louis hugged me.

"What about Allie and Liv?" he asked. "They're my bestfriends and I love them to death, but they have their own problems too. They come over whenever they get the chance to, but Olivia has to..."I trailed off. I didn't know if Olivia wanted the boys to know about her life.

"Olivia what?" he asked sympathetically. I took a shaky breath. "Nothing," I muttered. "But either way Olviia and Allison come over for almost all of my birthdays, they try and I'm grateful for that, but otehr than that I'm alone all of the time." I said.

"Well now that I got to know the reall you do you want to go tell the other boys about your problem?" Louis asked. I sighed. "I suppose so," I said. Louis stood up and he helped me up. "Thank you Louis." I said softly. Louis grinned.

"No problem love," he said. I chuckled and took my guitar before we walked back to the house.