Home is boring. It's been about 2 and half months since we left England. I know my mom kicked me out, but soon enough she said I had to come back. So now here I am stuck at home with nothing to do. "Ughh, why do they have to come here!?" I ask very annoyed. My brother and all his friends are staying here tonight. "Because Aubrey! You don't always get things your way." My mother stated calmly and left me standing there. She is going to out of state to visit my dad at work so i'm left to babysit. "Yeh cause everything always goes my way..." I mumble and walk upstairs. I sit in my room until I hear the front door slam shut. Finally she's gone. I guess I could go downstairs and make me food before all the boys get here? "Yeh dude!" "I have a new one!" "No one cares.." I hear all the boys arguing as soon as they come in. Great.. I walk to the living room to see who all is here. "ooh! you made me a sandwich!" Taylor yells. "Boy you best back up off my food!" I laugh at him. I haven't seen him in forever. The only boys that are here are Tony, Taylor, and Wyatt. "Can yall please be good since mama left me in charge for a few days?" I ask them hopefully. "I can't be good." I hear a voice say behind me. No... Please tell me it's not. "What? Didn't expect me to come?" He smirks. Great. "Why are you here, Ethan?" I ask rudely. I was okay with the others being here, but him. Why did he have to come. I could be my worst enemy here instead of him and I'd be happier. "Well because you clearly hate me, and I obviously want absolutely nothing to do with you.." I start getting really pissed until he cuts me off midsentence. "I see you're still stuffing your face every chance you get." He laughs, causing all the boys to laugh. "And? Is there a problem with me eating?" I ask glaring my eyes at him. "Yeh fat people shouldn't eat so much." He says so simply. That hurt. He must have noticed that hurt me too. "Oh what? Don't pretend you didn't know that you're fat." He half laughs. I really didn't I though I was normal sized. I am average, right? "I-I-I.." I'm at loss of words. What do say to something like that? "Now, give the sandwich to taylor and maybe go work out or something." My eyes started watering and I tried to blink back the tears that threatened to spill over. Taylor noticed a tear slip down my cheek as I handed him the plate and walked upstairs. This is why I never wanted to get back together with him. 3 fucking time my dumb ass dated that jerk.. Why? I was cut from my thoughts by a knock at the door. I ignored them and put my headphones in. I layed back and closed my eyes listening to little things. God, I miss Niall so much.. He hasn't even tried to talk to me. "AUBREY!" I heard his voice shout at me. I jumped up and looked around. It wasn't Niall, it was Taylor. "Sorry what?" I ask him with a small laugh. "Why were you saying Niall? Still hoping to meet him?" He asks laughing at me. Not a rude laugh but more of a friendly laugh. "I did meet him.." I admit to him. I mean it's not like I have to keep it a secret. "Really?" He asks me thinking i'm joking. "I'm not kidding, Lierra, Zoey, and I all went to England and met them. It was fun actually. We stayed with them for a week." I smile thinking about that amazing week. "HA! Yeh right! Like they'd want a girl like you to stay with them!" Ethan bursts through my door laughing. "Uhm actually I did. I stayed at Niall's. He was my first kiss, since you were to big of a pussy to kiss me." I smirk. "Yehhh, I really bet that happened! No one would kiss you. You're a fat, ugly, whore. They're gay anyways." He laughs again."NO THEY ARE NOT!" I yell back at him immediately. He looks shocked but quickly retaliates. "Hey guys, which way do 5 gay guys walk?" All the boys are in here now cause they heard us yelling. "ONE D-" Ethan begins but I hurry up and comment back before he can finish. "I don't know why don't you go get four of your friends and we'll find out." I smirk. "Ohhhhhhhh" They all say at him, I felt so much more confident yelling at him when it came to sticking up for the boys rather than myself. "Well, they're still gay." He says, not knowing a good comeback. "Okay, let's just say they are gay, even though they're not, then 5 gay guys have millions of girls from every country in love with them and you have... Oh yeh that's right NONE!" I say back. He open his mouth to speak, but doesn't know what to say. "Now leave." I order him. He rolls his eyes and they all leave. "At least I'm not fat!" I hear him shout down the hallway. I hate him. I walk in the bathroom and look in the mirror. I pinch at my stomach, then my arms, then my thighs. Maybe I am fat? Tears swell up in my eyes as I finally look at my face. Tears steam down my face. "CLEAR THE HALLS SHES COMING!" "Look how fat." "Are you pregnant or actually that fat?" "Haha she's like a whale!" I hear all the voices yell at me. I was bullied in my younger years. I hated school from 4th - 7th grade because people made my life hell. I step on the scale and close my eyes. I take deep breath before looking down at the number. I gasp and cover my mouth. Tears come down more and more. 127 lbs. I knew I had gained weight, but I didn't know it was that much. I knew my mom and brother and some people had told me I was getting thick but I didn't know I was this bad.. How could I let myself get this bad? I made up my mind that I will be skinny. I bet that's why Niall hasn't tried to talk to me. He doesn't want a fat girl like me. I climbed in bed and slept. That's all I did for 3 days until my mom came home. I heard my mom yelling to wake me up. "How could you stay in your room for 3 fucking days, Aubrey!? Your poor brother must be starving!" She yelled. Oh yeah.. I forgot to feed him.. Wait.. I hadn't eaten in 3 days? My tummy growled and I got out of bed. "I'm making breakfast and you can not have any since you wouldn't feed him. See how you like not eating!" I rolled my eyes and went to the bathroom. I stripped down to take a shower. Then I saw the scale. Could I have lost weight in 3 days? I step on and look down. My eyes widen. 121. I've lost 6 lbs in 3 days!? Maybe this not eating thing is good...

Notes

Finally updated! Sorry it took so long! Please enjoy! :)