How could I even face Harry after what I’ve done? It was too much. So I just hugged him and started crying.

“Harry, I’m so sorry” I said sobbing into his neck.

He hugged me tightly with one hand playing with my hair.

“Don’t be, I’m the one who should be sorry. I never should’ve said that” He said kissing my head.

I’ve missed his embrace, he was just so caring, the opposite of Fabian, whom I was looking at while I was hugging Harry.

“You have no idea how much I missed you” He said kissing me.

It felt amazing but wrong too. What was wrong with me? He was the perfect boyfriend and I was gonna ruin it by a stupid crush?! Alison Tomlinson, get your sense back, I said slapping myself mentally. I smiled as he pulled away.

“Alison, since I’ve met you, life without you isn’t worth living” He said holding my hands.

No Harry, don’t say that, I don’t deserve you, I said in my head.

“It is” I whispered looking down.

Even though I loved him, I still thought we needed a small break but how could I tell him that after what he said? This was gonna be a long day.

We were in class, as he poked my arm.

“Babe, you’ve been distracted the whole period” Harry said whispering making sure our teacher didn’t hear him.

“Harry I need a break” I said shutting my eyes.

“What?” He said raising his voice just a little.

“We need a break” I said trying my best not to sob.

“I don’t understa-“ He was saying as I cut him off.

“Harry I just need to think about myself, you, us, my feelings. Please don’t make this harder for me” I said getting up leaving the class without even looking back, ignoring the teacher calling my name. I just needed to clear my mind, so I went outside to sit on the bleachers. As I was just about to climb them someone held my arm and pulled me behind them.

“You don’t know how jealous you’ve made me” Fabian said as he strongly kissed me.

Boy his kiss, he really did make me weak in the knees, I almost fell down. Thank god he had his arms behind me. I really didn’t want him to stop but he did.

“You should stop if you don’t want me to screw you here” He said laughing which made me laugh too.

He really looked hot in his rugby uniform.

“Fabian! Where the hell are you?!” I heard someone yell.

Probably one of his teammates, I said to myself. I quickly kissed him squeezing his bum and then mouthing ‘Go’. Okay Alison, think. Do you think you can manage two guys at the same time? Not like you should but still.. I was making a brainstorm as a ball hit my leg.

“Ouch! Watch it idiot” I said rubbing my leg.

“Sorry” Fabian yelled as he ran over to me. “Are you okay?” He asked me putting his hand on my leg and moving.

He knew what he did to me. He didn’t need to rub it in my face though.

“Just go” I said throwing the ball to the field.

The whole team was hot, even Jesse looked smoking to me.

‘Guys’ I rolled my eyes. I was so confused I didn’t know what to do. Then I realized I didn’t speak to my brother for a while because of this so I texted him.

‘Louis! We need to talk, I need my brother” I texted him, hoping he’d reply back quickly.

He did, and he agreed so we were gonna talk after school. I just went to the infirmary and slept till the end of the day and went home afterwards.

“Louis?” I asked as I got in.

“Baby sis!” He yelled hugging me. “Please don’t run away like that again, I was worried a lot” He said breaking our hug.

“I’m sorry Lou, I promise never again” I said smiling. “But we really need to talk” I said as I sat down.

He was amazing with advice on the other hand I was just good with giving sarcastic comments.

“You know I’m always here for my sister” He said as he sat down too.

“I think I like two people at the same time” I whispered looking down.

“What?! Ali, don’t you love Harry?” He asked me confused.

“I do, but you know I just have this crush” I said going red.

“Please don’t tell me it’s Jesse” He said over and over again.

“Nope, it’s complicated” I said shyly.

We talked for a while and Louis understood why Harry and I needed a break. Well I didn’t tell him I had this thing going on with Fabian but who cares?

“Just take it slowly Ali. Live it day by day” He said kissing the top of my head after I got in bed.

Notes

I'm so sorry this chapter sucks! I just have my own boy trouble and didn't have the energy to write. I promise I'll make it better next time!


Just look at him, he's too perfect!