CHAPTER 3:

“Harry, whats.... wrong?” I asked shyly, while I saw the pain in his eyes.

“I am so sorry Miranda, I did not mean anything I said, I just did not want to bring Caroline into it, Louis always tells me I was a douche for doing that and I could not take you saying it too. I am sorry for what I did to you when we were dating you were innocent and I shouldn’t have broken the trust we had, even though it was only that one time, it was awful I still wish I could go back and stop myself. I wrote you every day, but I never sent them due to me being scared you would not read them, I brought them though. Here.” He handed me the letters, his hand was trembling, tears covered the outside of the letters.

“Harry.....” I couldn’t help but let out a few tears and bite my lip trying to keep me from sobbing.

“No, just read the letters. I need you too, I cant take this anymore, I love you Miranda. I love you no matter what, just remember that, love.” And with that Harry turned around and walked away, hopping into his car driving away.

I went back into my room and unlaced the red ribbon around the hundreds of letters. There must have been one for every day.

The first letter I read was the newest, he wrote it today.

Dear Miranda,

I know you hate me, I hate myself. You did not deserve what I did to you, I feel so sorry for doing those things to you. I wrote this letter today because, when I said those mean words to you in the car earlier, I saw the tears and pain, I am so sorry, you are perfect. Too perfect for me. I wish you could forgive me, I might be able to forgive myself. I just wanted to tell you that I love you, I love you Miranda, but I just cant see you ever again, its too painful for me too. I want to start new. Management is going to hook you up with a modeling company in New York, you cant be in London anymore, you need to forget about me. I need to forget about you. I cant move on with you being here. Erin will also be invited to New York. Please do take this offer. I really hope you do. Trust me I will miss you dearly, but I need to move on. I need to find someone, for me, the one. Fate was not good for us, fate just keeps telling me I need to move on, I am sorry Miranda.

I love you....

Harry xx

I was sobbing by the time I read his name, how could he. I could never forgive him now. I found 2 plane tickets in the envelope, they leave tomorrow.

Erin came in I let her read the letter, she hated what he did to me. I hated him. I pulled out my phone and sent him one last text.

From Miranda <3

Fuck you.... you dont deserve anyone. This is worst then 09’.

He instantly replied:

From Harry:

Miranda, please just, I cant do this anymore, please leave. Leave tomorrow.

With that I left. The next day I boarded my plane with Erin and we left. I left everything.

That was 6 months ago...

Now Erin and I are signed and modeling for Victoria Secret. I love my new job! That was the only thing good that came out of this, oh and also my boyfriend, Garrett. He is perfect! I am in love with him.

I heard a nock at the door, I ran and opened it, Garrett was standing there, with roses and chocolates. He knew me so well.

“ I was thinking we could go get some coffee then come back and watch some movies? Sound good?” Garrett asked with the biggest smile anyone could have.

“You read my mind! Starbucks?” I grabbed my coat and headed out the door with Garrett. Garrett grew up in such a nice family, his parents are like the Fairly Odd Parents, too nice!

We parked and Garrett got out and opened my door. There were flashes coming from every direction, especially in One Direction. Garrett and I ignored it and walked towards the cafe, we grasped my hand and pulled my to his chest.

“I love you Miranda.” He whispered in my ear.

“I love you too.” I giggled, I really do love him, he was my prince charming. He knew everything about me, even about Harry, Garrett was not fond of Harry, he thought Harry was a child and immature for doing the things he did to me.

All of a sudden I heard girls, screaming a word I never want to hear, Harry. He was in New York with his supposed girlfriend Taylor Swift. Dont get me wrong I love Taylor’s music and we hung out sometimes but I just dont think Harry is good enough for her, I told her what happened and she is keeping her eye on him but told me I could punch him if he did anything to her, hahaha.

Garrett grabbed my waist and pulled me near comforting me. I opened the door to the cafe, greeted by the smell of coffee, I loved the smell of coffee, it made me feel at home, like I was back in London, with Erin having the time of my life.

I opened my eyes and as soon as I did I wished I wouldn’t have, Harry and Taylor sitting right in front of me Taylor waved, I weakly waved back. All I could see was the back of Harry’s head, his perfect curls, what am I saying I have Garrett. I kept walking making sure I looked strong reassuring Harry I was over him. I walked by Harry without a glance, I could feel his eyes on me.

I was now an international model, that wore undergarments in pictures, I wonder if he saw me! Embarrassing! I orders my usual green tea and a breakfast box. Garrett being the gentleman he is paid for me. Now for the hard part turning around and seeing him.

I turned around and laughed at Garretts comment, he knew it was Harry with Taylor. I didnt look at Harry I kept walking then I stopped and turned around to say hi to Taylor.

“Hey Taylor! I havent seen you in forever!” I was truly happy to see her, she is a great friend.

“Hey Miranda, I know! We need to hang out! Wait are you busy today?” Taylor asked genuinely happy to hang out, I could feel Harry’s eyes roam over my skin. Garrett replied for me.

“No she isn’t, you girls should go hang out, I need to go study for my finals anyway.” Garrett said, I was shocked he threw me under the bus, I didnt want to hang out with Harry!

“ I would love to!” I said happy, I didnt care about Harry, or did I?

Garrett gave me a kiss and put his hand a little lower then usual he wanted to drive Harry crazy.

Garrett was taller then Harry and buffer, he was built, nice addition to his lovely personality.

Garrett hugged Taylor then Harry of course had to stand up. Oh god. Garrett stood way taller then Harry, towering over him, Garrett had a smirk on his face and Harry’s eyes widened, a forceful handshake was exchanged then Garrett left.

“I was thinking we could head over to Victoria Secret?” Taylor added trying to get rid of the awkward silence.

“ I would love too! I need some new yoga pants.” I smiled and Taylor linked her arm with mine leaving Harry shocked. Harry opened the door for us, I still had not made eye contact with him, I was proud of myself.

We finally arrived at VS after a short walk, I walked in and was greeted by a shocked look by the employees, I waved and started to shop. I grabbed 2 pairs of yoga pants then went to try on a few new bras and so did Taylor.

We both walked out of our dressing rooms in our bras and Taylor was so skinny, she could have been a model, she still could. Harry peaked around the corner and you could hear him gasp.

“You guys look wonderful.” Harry walked over to Taylor and wrapped his arms around her bare stomach making her flinch. I giggled, which made Taylor giggle too.

I took off the bra and changed back into my normal clothes. I walked out to see Harry and Taylor making out in the corner of the dressing room the door was open, I coughed Taylor opened her eyes, Harry wouldnt get off of her, I finally spoke up.

“Harry, if you dont mind next time, wait until you dont have an audience.” All the girls were watching them, Taylor mouthed thank you and I nodded, Harry glared at me, I finally looked him straight in his eyes and gave the evilest glare I could, he instantly backed down, I was powerful.

As I was checking out, a few girls came over and asked for a autograph from all three of us, Harry, Taylor and I. I asked them if they were going to get anything and the girls replied that they had no money.

“ Girls, nonsense, every girl needs to have nice stuff. Go get whatever you guys want, I will pay for you.” I smiled they all screamed and hugged me. My total came out to $ 2, 134.1 I did not mind at all. The girls thanked me one last time and got a picture with me then had to leave.

“That was so nice of you Miranda! You made their day!” Taylor was shocked I would do that, I was not surprised, who would do that? I did, I was happy that I did too.

“Ya, that was nice of you.” Harry added I glanced over, smiled and nodded.

We visited a few more shops then Taylor had to leave but Harry stayed? Why did he stay? I bought some chocolates from godiva then Harry asked to talk to me.

“Miranda, can I talk to you for a second?” Harry asked a little more forceful then I liked but I agreed.

“Sure whats wrong?” I asked as if I did not know was he was talking about.

“ I am so sorry I did that to you. But now we can be friends, I moved on. I love Taylor. We can be friends right?” Harry asked pursing his lips biting the side of his cheeks.

“ Ummm, well it was very immature of you and you are really..... stupid Harry. I really dont want to be associated with you, I have no interest in what you do, I am happy for you and Taylor, but I just dont like you, at all.” I smiled all the way through what I was saying, and laughed a little, with some added eye rolling.

“Miranda, dont be like that, we used to be good friends, I really.” I cut him off before he could say anything more.

“ Used to be Harry, That was a long time ago.” I turned on my heel and walked off leaving Harry standing in the middle of the mall, so confused.

I got home and Erin was concerned where I had been, I told her, and she was shocked I actually talked to him. I told her about Harry shoving his tongue down Taylor’s throat and we both gagged. Erin and I sat on my bed and turned on the tv to a One Direction interview, great.

The interviewer asked Harry a question. “ So I heard you were hanging out with Taylor today. And may I add he was also with Miranda Kerr, the victoria secret model! Harry, Taylor or Miranda? Make up your mind!” The interviewer laughed and turned to Harry, all the boys were laughing. Niall interjected. I had seen Niall a few times we went out on a few dates but nothing serious, now I have Garrett though.

“ I fancy her, I think she is a catch, I might steal her from her boyfriend if I have the chance!” Niall added, I laughed knowing he was kidding, I hope?

“I think she is a wonderful girl, I knew her from when we were back in London, but no I am not going out with any of them.” Harry finally spit out.

I was shocked he lied, he was dating Taylor! He is such a liar.

“But if I had to pick one, it would be Miranda, too bad she has a lad already” Harry really? Did he really just say that? I hate him so much!

Just when Erin started yelling at the TV I received a text. From. Harry.

From: Shit head

I miss you, I am coming over to your house right now, we need to talk.

What was Harry thinking? Had he gone mad?

Notes

This is Garrett: http://weheartit.com/entry/46322723/via/EleonorN

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