CHAPTER 2:

I stepped off the plane, I am finally back in London after being away for a modeling shoot. I grabbed my bags and I heard screaming coming from the airport doors, teenage screams. As I walked towards the doors I saw sign saying One Direction. One Direction, I love the songs but whenever I hear them and I hear Harry’s voice, then I remember what he did to me.

Ya thats right Harry is apart of one direction now. He auditioned for the X factor and made it pretty far then got kicked off, sucker. Now he is in an international boy band group, I cant deny Harry has grown up and matured, wait what am I thinking, he broke my heart! Ugh! I was praying I would not see him. I stopped for a second to take out my phone to see where Erin was, then a huge bolder hit me. It felt like a truck rammed into my side, my phone went sliding and I landed on my butt. My phone screen was shattered, shit. I picked up my phone when I heard a familiar voice.

“ Sorry ma’am I was not looking where I was going.” It was Irish. I looked up and saw Niall Horan from One Direction, he gave me his hand and I stood up brushing my butt off that will probably be bruised tomorrow, great.

“Its ok, I should have been looking where I was instead of texting.” I giggled, his eyes were as blue as the ocean, wow they were perfect! He took my phone and examined it as if it was nandos or something.

“Did I do this?” He asked blushing, his eyes looked sorry and I nodded.

“Ya but its ok, I need a new one anyway it is old.” I smiled reassuring him it was ok.

“ Me name is Niall by the way.” I acted as if I had never heard his name before, I didnt want him to know I follow them on twitter and know where they are at all times.

“ Miranda, nice to meet you Niall.” I winked when i said this making him laugh, his laugh was amazing. Then we heard someone calling Niall, it was Paul.

“ I am sorry again but can I have your number, maybe we can get some coffee?” I smiled at his comment and made him smile even bigger.

“Sure.” After we exchanged numbers he gave me a big hug. Horan hugs were like Mcdonalds, bad for you because they made you like him but you still go for it.

Finally, Erin came up to me screaming, I missed her so much! We were jumping around and laughing when Niall came by with Paul and gave me a wink.

“ WHAT WAS THAT?” Erin questioned me with widened eyes.

“ I accidentally bumped into him and he broke my phone screen and then we got into talking and exchanged numbers.” Erins mouth was wide open, even though Zayn was her fave she still loved Niall. We both hated Harry. We both heard a laugh, a familiar laugh, Harrys laugh. We pretended to talk and laugh as he passed with Louis. I glanced up and saw his eyes staring at me, they finally met mine, I gave him a wink and he was shocked, I dont know what came over me! What the hell, why did I wink? What was that? I am going to regret that so much!

Harry stopped in mid walk and cocked his head and he twisted his lips like he was confused, I myself was confused. Louis walked over to me and started to talk to me? What is happening today?

“Your Miranda? The model!” His eyes were searching me then jumped over to Erin.

“YOUR ERIN! Woah! You guys live in London? Harry come over here!” Harry walked over with his eyes never parting mine. I had grown up in 3 years, I am now 5’8” , slim, my chest expanded and it didnt help that I was wearing tight leggings, a slouchy sweater and heels making me look more modelish, I didnt want to seem stuck up, wait ya I do.

“ Ya we live here, for 3 years actually. I love it here.” I replied switching my eyes back to Louis. Who was still in shock and freaked out.

“ Nice to see you again Miranda and Erin.” Harry said rubbing the back of his neck, I could tell he was uncomfortable, I liked seeing him like this! This is how I felt when I walked in on him, doing “it” with the blonde slut.

“ Nice to see you too Harry. Oh by the way, can you tell Niall to call me so we can hang out later tonight maybe?” As I said this Harry’s head shot up like a bullet. He was jealous.

“Your going to hang out with him and go on a...... date?” Harry was stuttering and fidgeting.

“Ya, do you object?” I said seeming a little cocky

“I just dont want him to get hurt, he is innocent.” Harry looked me straight in the eyes as he said this, he had the balls to say that to my face that ass whole.

“Harry as I recall it you broke my heart when you fucked around with that slut bag blonde.” I said making Erin laugh.

“ Well then, have fun with your one night stands, Styles, I have to go, it was lovely meeting you Louis here is number we should get coffee sometime.” I said winking the walking off laughing with Erin, I loved messing with Harry.

As I got into Erins car, we heard the back door shut, someone was in the car with us? I turned around to be staring into the dark green eyes of Harry, he was angry.

“What the hell was that Miranda?” Harry’s voice was stern and forceful, it was hot, he sounded so much older, wiser.

“ Karma is a bitch, your just getting your fair share Harry.” I said tilting my head making him even more angry with me. I could feel Harry’s breath on my face, it smelt so good, his cologne was mesmerizing, it smelled like a man not a boy but a man. Where the hell was Erin? Talking to Zayn nice to dump your best friend.

“I still love you Miranda, I messed up and I own up to it. I dont know why I did it.” Harry seemed genuine in his apology, still not good enough, he broke my heart and my heart is still broken he needs to beg and plead for me to even consider forgiving him.

“ When you can tell me why you did that to me I will know your truly sorry, and you have grown up but as for now you are still that little boy that cheated on me with a 24 year old women that was legal and you were not. Oh and by the way, I heard you are now with a older women again, whats her name? Oh ya Caroline, how is she? Get out Harry.” I said this stern and precise and mean, I liked my response he earned it and he is going to eat shit for it too.

“You are such a bitch Miranda, your a fuck up, your not even pretty, I do not know how your a model, I am going to tell Niall lies so you will have no one, oh wait you already have no one babe, fuck you slut.” And with that he opened the door, slid out of it and slammed it shut.

Tears sprang to my eyes, why did he say that, he went too far. I was sitting in the car crying until Erin came into the car, she saw my crying and hugged me saying things the eventually calmed me down.

As we drove home I could help think, was I ugly, was I a slut, was I a fuck up? I knew I was a bitch to him but he instigated it, he made me a bitch, he made me never trust anyone again it was his choice not mine to do that to me.

My phone vibrated, it was an unknown number, I unlocked my phone to reveal a text from Niall.

From Unknown:

Hey love it’s Niall, can we go out to dinner tonight at 7? Nandos sounds great right?

From: Miranda <333

That sounds great! I love Nandos!

It was only 1 PM, I went up to my room and curled up under my sheets, my cat Pink came over to me and curled up next to me. Right when I was about to fall asleep my phone beeped. A text.......

from Harry. I couldnt stand to read it but I had too right? I opened it I felt my heart sink in anticipation. It read:

From: Styles </3

I am so sorry for saying what i said to you in the car, i just got mad because you brought Caroline into it. Your not ugly, your not a mess up, you look like a model and you are not a bitch. Miranda please forgive me. Turn on your tv right now, I am doing an interview.

I didnt reply, I turned on my TV and flicked through the channels until Harry’s face popped up. They were talking about relationships. Niall was asked about his availability, he replied by saying he has a beautiful date tonight I blushed even though he couldnt see me. Once he said that, the camera switched over to Harry who’s jaw was clenched and stiffened with anger.

Harry was asked the same question, oh god this will be a good one.

“ My status is single but my heart still hasnt left someone for the past 3 years, but I messed up big time and now I cant get her back.” Harry shook his head and stood up and walked off the couch. My mouth was wide open, what just happened?

I sat in my room for the next few minutes shocked, Erin came bursting through the door screaming, I was in the same state she was but I was silent. I had so many emotions it was crazy, hate, distaste, sad, pity, happy, relieved, butterflies? Which one was right? Will I forgive him or will I keep hating him? I needed to think.

With that thought the door bell rang, I ran to the door to open it and find....

Harry. Harry Styles. Crying.

Notes

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