The Deal (Harry Styles)
Chapter 20
Happiness never lasts, it's soon faded away by darkness. The pain I felt when my body decided to wake me was unimaginable. Harry wasn't in the bed beside me, I was completely alone. I couldn't escape him today as it was a weekend. I can do this, it's only two more days, that's nothing. But I full well knew that it was everything.
I got up unwillingly and put on clothes i found on the floor. I noticed a note on Harry's pillow I jumped on the bed and read it.
I will be out for most of the day, have dinner with me tonight. We can get takeout? Whichever you want. Have a nice day - H x
I did the thing I should have done before I accepted this stupid deal, I rung Jess.
"Jess, it's me please can you come over to Harry's I need you" tears rolled down my cheeks.
"Kate are you okay?" she half shouted.
"Not really, please come" I pleaded.
"Yeah sure, I'll be there soon" she said calmly before hanging up.
I threw my head back on the pillow and closed my eyes. Counting down the minutes before Jess got here. The doorbell rang and I ran down the stairs opening the door, Liam stood there awkwardly.
"Liam?" I tilted my head to the side.
"Were you expecting Harry?" he said agitated.
"No, Jess" I shrugged.
"Oh, do you mind if I come in?"
"Sure" I opened the door wider letting him in.
He walked into the living room and sat down. I sat down beside him, I wiped my eyes for any unwelcome tears.
"Are you alright?" he asked me.
"Not really, but I really would prefer not to talk about it. You'll just set me off again" I said, a few tears escaping my eyes.
"Harry rang me this morning, he sounded pretty upset. Did something happen between you two?"
"No, well not really. I don't know why he's upset, I've done nothing wrong" I said coldly.
"I'm sorry he's hurt you" he said wiping a tear from my cheek.
"Kate?" I turned round to see Jess standing there her mouth wide open.
"Jess, hey" I smiled, I looked from her to Liam.
"Am I interrupting something?" she said annoyed.
"No, sit down" I pointed to the sofa opposite.
"I should go" Liam said. "If you need me call me" he kissed my cheek before going.
"Kate what's going on?" Jess asked worried.
I started to cry, I told her everything that had happened, about Zach, about the money, about Harry. She held me tightly until I stopped crying.
"I don't know what to do" I said my voice shaking.
"You need to end this Kate, I know you like him. I know you need the money, but if it lasts any longer it will kill you. You can stay with me, my parents love you it will be fine" she pleaded.
I nodded "I don't want this to end, I don't want to feel weak" I said looking down.
"Kate Morris, you are not weak. You love him, and love makes us weak. It will be alright soon I promise" she kissed my for head.
"Call me tomorrow, I can come and get you or something. Please tell me you're going to be okay?" she asked.
"Yeah I will be fine, love you Jess" I hugged her tightly.
I went up to Harry's room and packed my bag. I brushed my hair and tried to sort out my puffy face. I heard the door shut from downstairs, my heart started to race. It's now or never...
I walked down the stairs and confronted Harry, he put down his bag and stared at me tilting his head to the side.
"Are you okay?" he asked worried.
"No, Harry I can't do this anymore" I looked down.
"Please don't" he shook his head.
"You're killing me, how can this mean nothing to you?" I half shouted.
He shrugged.
"I know you feel something for me, I know you don't want this to end" I shouted tears pouring out my eyes.
"No" he shook his head.
"You can live in denial, fine by me. But you're going to lose me if you do".
"I can't do this, you don't belong with me Morris" he shook his head.
"Why do you get to decide that huh? Who the fuck do you think you are?" I shouted.
He smiled "You're so strong, you can have anyone you want. Don't waste your tears on me" he closed his eyes.
"Why are you doing this to me?" I cried out.
"I never meant to hurt you that was the last thing I ever wanted. I want you to be happy".
"Why can't I be happy with you?" I tilted my head to the side.
"I can't bring you happiness, look at you..." he pointed to me. "You're a mess because of me" he shouted.
"It doesn't have to be like that, why can't you admit that you like me?"
"Because it doesn't matter" he shrugged.
"You think that you're weak if you admit you like me?"
He shook his head tears falling from his eyes, making me cry harder.
"I am not weak I never will be weak" he whispered.
"Yes you are, a man would admit their feelings, a man wouldn't care. You need to grow up Harry" I shook my head.
I picked up my bag and walked out leaving him standing there alone, I ran home as fast as I could ignoring the stares from judgmental people. 20 minutes later I finally got there opening my door and slamming it shut behind me. I sunk to the floor crying, I was hurt and angry, I stood up grabbing anything in my way and chucking it, I kicked the wall hard. I wanted this feeling inside of me to go away I'd do anything.
Harrys POV
"You're weak" kept filling my head. I closed my eyes trying to ignore the words. I sunk to the floor banging my head against the wall. I've ruined everything, I thought back to 13 years ago when I was first called weak only making the pain worse.
"If you want to protect your mummy then do it" my dad shouted at me.
I began to cry hiding behind the sofa.
"Of course you can't protect her, you're weak" he laughed cruelly.
"I'm not weak" I shouted running up to him and punching him.
"You're pathetic" he spat through his teeth.
I looked at my mum lying on the floor covered in blood. I could do nothing to save her, she was gone I wasn't strong enough.
"Please daddy why are you doing this?" I cried.
"Crying is for baby's Harry" he pushed me to the floor, before picking up his bags and leaving.
"Daddy" I shouted, but he never came back...
I've lost her, I've lost everything. From that day I decided never to be weak again, and I've been doing fine until Morris came along. She's ruined everything and now she's gone and it's because of me. I wasn't strong enough to fight for her. I threw a glass at the wall smashing it into thousands of pieces. I ran up the stairs, hiding under my duvet from the demons threatening to come. What have I done?
I got up unwillingly and put on clothes i found on the floor. I noticed a note on Harry's pillow I jumped on the bed and read it.
I will be out for most of the day, have dinner with me tonight. We can get takeout? Whichever you want. Have a nice day - H x
I did the thing I should have done before I accepted this stupid deal, I rung Jess.
"Jess, it's me please can you come over to Harry's I need you" tears rolled down my cheeks.
"Kate are you okay?" she half shouted.
"Not really, please come" I pleaded.
"Yeah sure, I'll be there soon" she said calmly before hanging up.
I threw my head back on the pillow and closed my eyes. Counting down the minutes before Jess got here. The doorbell rang and I ran down the stairs opening the door, Liam stood there awkwardly.
"Liam?" I tilted my head to the side.
"Were you expecting Harry?" he said agitated.
"No, Jess" I shrugged.
"Oh, do you mind if I come in?"
"Sure" I opened the door wider letting him in.
He walked into the living room and sat down. I sat down beside him, I wiped my eyes for any unwelcome tears.
"Are you alright?" he asked me.
"Not really, but I really would prefer not to talk about it. You'll just set me off again" I said, a few tears escaping my eyes.
"Harry rang me this morning, he sounded pretty upset. Did something happen between you two?"
"No, well not really. I don't know why he's upset, I've done nothing wrong" I said coldly.
"I'm sorry he's hurt you" he said wiping a tear from my cheek.
"Kate?" I turned round to see Jess standing there her mouth wide open.
"Jess, hey" I smiled, I looked from her to Liam.
"Am I interrupting something?" she said annoyed.
"No, sit down" I pointed to the sofa opposite.
"I should go" Liam said. "If you need me call me" he kissed my cheek before going.
"Kate what's going on?" Jess asked worried.
I started to cry, I told her everything that had happened, about Zach, about the money, about Harry. She held me tightly until I stopped crying.
"I don't know what to do" I said my voice shaking.
"You need to end this Kate, I know you like him. I know you need the money, but if it lasts any longer it will kill you. You can stay with me, my parents love you it will be fine" she pleaded.
I nodded "I don't want this to end, I don't want to feel weak" I said looking down.
"Kate Morris, you are not weak. You love him, and love makes us weak. It will be alright soon I promise" she kissed my for head.
"Call me tomorrow, I can come and get you or something. Please tell me you're going to be okay?" she asked.
"Yeah I will be fine, love you Jess" I hugged her tightly.
I went up to Harry's room and packed my bag. I brushed my hair and tried to sort out my puffy face. I heard the door shut from downstairs, my heart started to race. It's now or never...
I walked down the stairs and confronted Harry, he put down his bag and stared at me tilting his head to the side.
"Are you okay?" he asked worried.
"No, Harry I can't do this anymore" I looked down.
"Please don't" he shook his head.
"You're killing me, how can this mean nothing to you?" I half shouted.
He shrugged.
"I know you feel something for me, I know you don't want this to end" I shouted tears pouring out my eyes.
"No" he shook his head.
"You can live in denial, fine by me. But you're going to lose me if you do".
"I can't do this, you don't belong with me Morris" he shook his head.
"Why do you get to decide that huh? Who the fuck do you think you are?" I shouted.
He smiled "You're so strong, you can have anyone you want. Don't waste your tears on me" he closed his eyes.
"Why are you doing this to me?" I cried out.
"I never meant to hurt you that was the last thing I ever wanted. I want you to be happy".
"Why can't I be happy with you?" I tilted my head to the side.
"I can't bring you happiness, look at you..." he pointed to me. "You're a mess because of me" he shouted.
"It doesn't have to be like that, why can't you admit that you like me?"
"Because it doesn't matter" he shrugged.
"You think that you're weak if you admit you like me?"
He shook his head tears falling from his eyes, making me cry harder.
"I am not weak I never will be weak" he whispered.
"Yes you are, a man would admit their feelings, a man wouldn't care. You need to grow up Harry" I shook my head.
I picked up my bag and walked out leaving him standing there alone, I ran home as fast as I could ignoring the stares from judgmental people. 20 minutes later I finally got there opening my door and slamming it shut behind me. I sunk to the floor crying, I was hurt and angry, I stood up grabbing anything in my way and chucking it, I kicked the wall hard. I wanted this feeling inside of me to go away I'd do anything.
Harrys POV
"You're weak" kept filling my head. I closed my eyes trying to ignore the words. I sunk to the floor banging my head against the wall. I've ruined everything, I thought back to 13 years ago when I was first called weak only making the pain worse.
"If you want to protect your mummy then do it" my dad shouted at me.
I began to cry hiding behind the sofa.
"Of course you can't protect her, you're weak" he laughed cruelly.
"I'm not weak" I shouted running up to him and punching him.
"You're pathetic" he spat through his teeth.
I looked at my mum lying on the floor covered in blood. I could do nothing to save her, she was gone I wasn't strong enough.
"Please daddy why are you doing this?" I cried.
"Crying is for baby's Harry" he pushed me to the floor, before picking up his bags and leaving.
"Daddy" I shouted, but he never came back...
I've lost her, I've lost everything. From that day I decided never to be weak again, and I've been doing fine until Morris came along. She's ruined everything and now she's gone and it's because of me. I wasn't strong enough to fight for her. I threw a glass at the wall smashing it into thousands of pieces. I ran up the stairs, hiding under my duvet from the demons threatening to come. What have I done?
Notes
QUESTION: What do u think Kate will do~Fall back for harry?
OR
~Do something she doesnt want to?
hahah i am such a trickster. at least 3 answers before the next chap! <3 <3
"I wanna kiss ever single one of you, but that would take alot of time"- AWW HARRY.
okay i am dying right now
ITS A SNAKE HABITAT FUCKING HARRY STYLES STOP TURN AROUND
YOU SHOVE YOUR DICK IN THAT MOUTH.
OKAy enough feels bye
So i was right. I have been watching pretty little liars recently and i thought kate was Troian Bellisario who plays Spencer Hastings.
1/12/17