Ballerina Bruises
Chapter 58- Leaving
Bella's POV:
I signed my name and kissed the last letter sealed with my lip stick fresh lips. Drew and Jamie are already downstairs and it's late at night so no visitors can come inside.
"Are you ready to go, love?" Niall asked with a weak voice.
"There's just one more thing I need to do." I whispered zipping up my jacket and shuffling out of the room. As I traveled down this hospital hallway for one last time, I felt like I was floating on a cloud. Slowly, I entered into Zayn's hospital room where he was sleeping soundly.
"Are you sure about this?" Niall asked. I nodded my head and took a deep breath look at Zayn lying down.
"Zayn... I just wanted to say goodbye." I whispered as if he could hear me. "Thanks for being a great friend, and protecting me." I choked out softly. "I'm really gonna miss you. Bye love." I finished leaning down and kissing his forehead. As I pulled away, I noticed his eyes flutter open slowly.
"Bella, let's go now." Niall said pulling me out the door. Zayn's eyes followed me quickly, like he was panicking and I couldn't help but cry.
"I'm sorry!" I called as Niall pulled me out of the room. "Let's get out of here." I sighed as we rushed down the stairs to the car. Jamie was sitting in the back and Drew in the front seat.
"You ready?" Drew asked patting my knee.
"Let's just get out of here. Where are we headed?" I asked sadly.
"New Jersey, baby! Right outside of New York!" Niall laughed loudly. I let out a small smile thinking of all the opportunities and new beginnings I'd have on the East Coast.
This is it. Bye LA, bye Louis and Chris, bye missing father, and goodbye Harry.
Harry's POV:
"Good mornin--" I stopped in my tracks. Where the hell is Bella? I stepped outside of the room and found the nearest nurse. "Hi maam, have you seen where my girlfriend went? Bella Adams? She's supposed to be in that room right there." I pointed.
"I'm sorry Mr. Styles, but Bella Adams checked out last night. She left these here for you." She said handing me four letters. What the hell?
I sat down on her hospital bed and the one addressed to me and read it to myself.
Dear Harry,
There are truly no words to describe the way I feel about you... It's almost unreal. I love you so much, too much. I know after you realize I'm gone you're going to hate me, and all I'm asking is that you consider things from my perspective. I've lived my whole life in fear, suffering and pain, even through all this time with you guys. You made me feel safe, but not safe enough to bring a baby into this world. I know this is selfish, but I need to go somewhere that I can escape every reminder of the troubles in my life. Please don't come look for me... It'll just hurt more than it already does. I'll tell our child what an incredible guy you were, and still will be. Don't give up on your shop, don't give up on love, and please don't forget me. You are the best thing that I've ever had and I'll cherish our memories forever, but I can't stick around. I'm so sorry. I need to leave now, and never look back. Please understand. I absolutely love you...thank you for everything.
Love, your Bella Adams
My hands went cold and my heart felt like it stopped. How could she do this to me? She left me... She has my baby... She's the love of my life. I collapsed on the floor in tears and screamed and cried inside the room. I was shortly interrupted by an enthusiastic Perrie.
"Zayn's awake!!!! You've gotta come!" She squealed. I placed the letters in my pocket and straightened out wiping my eyes. Fine. She wants to leave me? Fuck it.
"Bring me to him." I smiled hiding my pain. I'll show them the letters later on... All I can do is focus on right now, and let Bella go.
It's for the best if I let her go, right?
I signed my name and kissed the last letter sealed with my lip stick fresh lips. Drew and Jamie are already downstairs and it's late at night so no visitors can come inside.
"Are you ready to go, love?" Niall asked with a weak voice.
"There's just one more thing I need to do." I whispered zipping up my jacket and shuffling out of the room. As I traveled down this hospital hallway for one last time, I felt like I was floating on a cloud. Slowly, I entered into Zayn's hospital room where he was sleeping soundly.
"Are you sure about this?" Niall asked. I nodded my head and took a deep breath look at Zayn lying down.
"Zayn... I just wanted to say goodbye." I whispered as if he could hear me. "Thanks for being a great friend, and protecting me." I choked out softly. "I'm really gonna miss you. Bye love." I finished leaning down and kissing his forehead. As I pulled away, I noticed his eyes flutter open slowly.
"Bella, let's go now." Niall said pulling me out the door. Zayn's eyes followed me quickly, like he was panicking and I couldn't help but cry.
"I'm sorry!" I called as Niall pulled me out of the room. "Let's get out of here." I sighed as we rushed down the stairs to the car. Jamie was sitting in the back and Drew in the front seat.
"You ready?" Drew asked patting my knee.
"Let's just get out of here. Where are we headed?" I asked sadly.
"New Jersey, baby! Right outside of New York!" Niall laughed loudly. I let out a small smile thinking of all the opportunities and new beginnings I'd have on the East Coast.
This is it. Bye LA, bye Louis and Chris, bye missing father, and goodbye Harry.
Harry's POV:
"Good mornin--" I stopped in my tracks. Where the hell is Bella? I stepped outside of the room and found the nearest nurse. "Hi maam, have you seen where my girlfriend went? Bella Adams? She's supposed to be in that room right there." I pointed.
"I'm sorry Mr. Styles, but Bella Adams checked out last night. She left these here for you." She said handing me four letters. What the hell?
I sat down on her hospital bed and the one addressed to me and read it to myself.
Dear Harry,
There are truly no words to describe the way I feel about you... It's almost unreal. I love you so much, too much. I know after you realize I'm gone you're going to hate me, and all I'm asking is that you consider things from my perspective. I've lived my whole life in fear, suffering and pain, even through all this time with you guys. You made me feel safe, but not safe enough to bring a baby into this world. I know this is selfish, but I need to go somewhere that I can escape every reminder of the troubles in my life. Please don't come look for me... It'll just hurt more than it already does. I'll tell our child what an incredible guy you were, and still will be. Don't give up on your shop, don't give up on love, and please don't forget me. You are the best thing that I've ever had and I'll cherish our memories forever, but I can't stick around. I'm so sorry. I need to leave now, and never look back. Please understand. I absolutely love you...thank you for everything.
Love, your Bella Adams
My hands went cold and my heart felt like it stopped. How could she do this to me? She left me... She has my baby... She's the love of my life. I collapsed on the floor in tears and screamed and cried inside the room. I was shortly interrupted by an enthusiastic Perrie.
"Zayn's awake!!!! You've gotta come!" She squealed. I placed the letters in my pocket and straightened out wiping my eyes. Fine. She wants to leave me? Fuck it.
"Bring me to him." I smiled hiding my pain. I'll show them the letters later on... All I can do is focus on right now, and let Bella go.
It's for the best if I let her go, right?
Notes
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10/28/13