Bella's POV:

"What do you think it would be like if we ran away?" I asked Niall as we headed back to my hospital room.

"What do you mean?" He asked me with confusion in his voice. I took a deep breath and told him what was on my mind.

"Well Dr. Andrews and I talked about a lot in that three hour session. What if you, me, Drew and Jamie just ran away somewhere and started new lives? We still have loads of money left over, and we could start our lives fresh. Forget our pasts, forget our troubles. Wouldn't that be incredible?" I smiled looking up at him. I could tell he was seriously thinking about it by the expression on his face.

"What about Chloe and Harry and everybody else? We love them.." He whispered under his breath. I nodded my head and sighed.

"I know... that's what trips me up about this whole bloody idea." I said. "But wouldn't that be amazing? The four of us could go somewhere amazing... Like New York! That would be the bloody coolest thing ever." I laughed picturing it.

"Why wouldn't we just bring them with us?" He asked. I guess it's time I tell him about the baby.

"Niall... Niall look at me." I whispered as he settled down on my bed side. "I'm pregnant with Harry's baby, and I'm scared that me and him living together is too dangerous for a child to be brought into this world." I choked out sadly. Niall's blue eyes were sparkling.

"A baby?" He smiled. "You're having a baby!" he laughed hugging me.

"But Niall... Don't you see my point?" I asked as he pulled away. Suddenly, Niall's face went different from before, like he had just realized something major.

"It isn't safe here for you and a baby." He finally admitted. I nodded my head in agreement.

"So what do we do?" I asked with tears in my eyes.

"We leave." He uttered sadly. I shook my head.

"Niall, you can stay with Chloe, I know you love her." I whispered. "Drew and Jamie and I will leave, and you can visit whenever you want!" I suggested.

"Are you kidding me? I'll never leave your side Bella, you have to know that by now." He whispered kissing my forehead. "We can keep in touch with everyone if we want, but we can't tell them where we are. We're starting over." He declared.

"How are we going to tell Harry and Chloe and everyone?" I asked wiping my eyes. My heart is aching so badly for him... If you love someone let them go. That's what he has to do when it comes to me. I looked over at Niall who searched around the room for something. "What are you looking for?" I asked. He finally pulled out two pens and piece of paper.

"We're gonna write our goodbyes short and sweet, and we're leaving tonight." He whispered with tears in his eyes. I nodded my head crying. This is really it. I grabbed a pen and paper and started writing my first letter.


Dear Liam,
I know you won't understand this, and I know you'll be angry... but I don't have a choice. It's not safe for me or my family to be around you guys anymore. I just want you to know this has nothing to do with you and I'm so happy I got to spend almost a year of my life with you. Thank you for protecting me, caring about me and most importantly, loving me. I have no regrets when it comes to you. You're a great guy and I'll miss you so much.
Love always, Bella Adams


After I wrote that, I was bawling my eyes out. Niall put a hand on my shoulder and rubbed it softly. "It's gonna be alright. Things will get better." He smiled patting my back. I took a deep breath and started writing my next one.


Dear Perrie & Chloe,
I'm sorry that you both got dragged along with protecting my family all this time, but it's meant the world to me. You both took me in as friends when I first met you and made me feel so at home. I know this might not make much sense, but it's for the best. I'm pregnant and we both know Harry lives a dangerous lifestyle, so wouldn't it be best if I get away to protect the child I'm bringing into the world? I love you both so much.
Love, Bella Adams.


"Niall, I can't write the next two." I sobbed into my my hands. How was I supposed to say goodbye to Harry and Zayn? The two I've grown closest with this whole journey? I let out a large sob from the back of my throat and began writing.


Dear Zayn,
I have never met someone who makes me smile as much as you do. Ever since the day you came over to "watch" Jamie and I and ended up working out with us, we've had a great bond. I know you might be angry with me about this, but it's for the best. I'm having a baby... surprise! When you get better I pray that you'll try to contact me, and if not... Thank you so much for everything you've done for me, and I love you so much.
Love, Twinkletoes.


At this point, I couldn't breathe from crying so hard. Niall took my hand and kissed it softly. I nodded my head and rested my face in his shoulder.

"One last letter." He nodded sliding a piece of paper to me. "I'll leave you alone for a bit so I can call Drew and explain to him what's happeningas well as figure out where we want to go." He said with a small smile. I nodded my head and wiped my eyes trying to compose myself. How am I supposed to say goodbye to someone I don't want to leave?

Dear Harry...

Notes

I think next chapter is going to be the last chapter!
THEN A SEQUEL!!!!!! IM SO EXCITED
before you all chop my head off, i promise you things will work out the way most of you want... eventually. xx
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