Bella's POV:

I crept back down the stairs with fixed make up and a smile on my face. I had gotten so good at hiding my pain, it was as if it didn't exist anymore. I know Louis probably didn't mean what happened, he was actually a nice guy for the most part. I was going to be the bigger person and be nice to EVERYONE, even that backstabber Chloe.

"She baaaaaack!" Niall said tossing me into the oversized hot tub. "We saved you some pizza if you want, love." He said in my ear. I smiled and looked into his eyes.

"Niall, I've never seen you this zonked in your whole life! What did they do to you?!" I looked over at Zayn and Liam who were smoking weed and laughing hysterically. Niall had only smoked weed once in his life and it was with me when we were 16. "Can I talk a hit?" I asked floating over to Liam and Zayn.

"I don't think you're gonna like it and besides, you won't even guy high if it's your first time, love." Liam chuckled.

"Who said it was my first time?" I asked taking the joint from his mouth and taking a long ass hit.

"Easy Bella, that shits strong." Zayn said taking it from my mouth.

"Give it back!!!" I shouted reaching up at Zayn who was holding it above his head. Liam picked me up and put me over his shoulder twirling me around a few times before i was so dizzy I fell into the warm water. When I came above water I looked up and realized the sky was getting dark.

"Do you guys wanna get out and shower and keep the party going inside?" I asked when the back door opened. Out walks Chloe and Harry hand in hand.

"Look who finally decided to show up!" Niall shouted splashing them both. I smirked at Chloe who was giving me a warm smile. Did she think we were cool now? I looked up at Zayn who had a free hand and grabbed the joint taking a huge hit and giggling so hard I fell right into Liam.

"Nah we can stay outside a little longer twinkle toes, the games are just beginning!" I rolled my eyes and took a third long hit nodding my head.

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"I dare you to get naked and run around the yard in the freezing cold for a whole minute!" Perrie cracked up taking a shot next to me. "C'mon Liam, don't be baby!" She joked.

"Fine!" He said standing up from the pool and dropping his swim trunks. He had a smoking hot body and a bigger dick than I had realized.

"Go Liam!" everybody cheered laughing their asses off. He grabbed his swim trunks and jumped in the pool after a minute and slipped them on so fast.

"Fuckin perverts!" He shouted sticking his freezing cold body in the hot water.

"That was hot babe." I whispered in his ear sitting on his lap. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed the side of my neck.

"Not as hot as you, love." My heart fluttered. Harry who? Liam was where it's at.


Harry's POV:

Bella was dangling Liam in front of me to make me jealous and it was working. Chloe had been eyeing Niall all night and I was half into the bottle of Ciroc I found in Zayn's bag this morning. This game was boring for me until someone FINALLY made it interesting.

"I dare twinkle toes to give a lap dance to.... Harry! And not a little one, make it a sexy one!" I looked up at Bella who was sitting comfortably on Liam's lap.

"You've got to be kidding me." She sighed looking at Zayn.

"Get to it babe, or else you lose." If she were sober I knew for a fact she wouldn't be doing this but she got up and stumbled to the shallow end of the pool where I was standing on a bench.

"Sit." She barked at me.

"Is this your dream come true Bella? Giving me a lap dance?" I joked. I could see a smile forming at the corners of her mouth but she wouldn't give in. There was no way she was going to give me that kind of satisfaction. "Well what are you waiting for? Get to it babe." I smirked at her.

She slowly danced around me and wiggled her hips around my private area occasionally letting her ass touch the tip of my bulge.

"C'mon twinkle toes, is that all you've got?!" Zayn cheered from the background along with Niall and Perrie, even Liam was joking around about it.

"I'm just getting warmed up dickhead!" she cheered back. She slowly opened my legs for me and rubbed her entire ass on my area, making me incredibly horny. There was no way this was her first time at this.

Bella's POV:

I bet they thought I had never given a lap dance before? This is gonna make Harry wanna fuck me right here in the pool, I love being a tease! I turned to him, climbed on the bench and began straddling him. My boobs were in his face and I was wiggling on top of him in a way so that I could literally feel his dick rubbing against my clit. "How do you like that?" I whispered to him so no one could hear. I thrust my hips at him a few times making my chest bounce into his face.

"Bella...." He breathed out reaching his hands to my chest and rubbing my sensitive nipples. It felt so good and I didn't want him to stop but I remembered why I was going to tease him and placed his hands to my waist.

"This is my lap dance!" I commanded jokingly slapping him with a bikini strap. I could hear the ohhhhhhs and laughs from the background. Were those pervs still watching? I finished the lap dance by opening my legs into a middle split on top of him and bouncing up in down a few times making all the guys cheer and applaud.

"Bella, you are the champion!" Zayn and Niall screamed picking me up from Harry and throwing me into the other end of the hot tub. When I came up from the water I could sense Harry's smile from across the pool and I let out a chuckle to myself. That's all he's getting from me tonight!

"This was definitely a night to remember, right Chlo?" I asked turning towards her. She smiled and nodded while Perrie took a shot and cracked up to herself.

2 Hours Later: Everyone is showered and watching a movie together eating cold pizza

So basically Niall and Chloe are in the other room hooking up, Drew and Jamie are upstairs sleeping and myself, Perrie, Liam, Zayn and Harry were all sitting on the floor watching Obsessed. Where was Louis? Who gives a fuck.

"This bitch is crazy!" Liam screamed at the television. I started cracking up and stood up from the floor stretching my back. I could feel all the guys in the room watching me stretch instead of the movie and I laughed. I knew this outfit was a bad idea.

"I'm gonna go get some water, does anyone else want any?" Everybody raised there hands and I sighed walking towards the kitchen, passing the front door when suddenly I heard a large CRACK! I fell down to the floor immediately and felt someone dive on top of me. My head had bobbled onto the hard floor and I could feel my head throbbing. "FUCK!" I shouted. A few more cracks at the door happened and the person on top of me was covering my mouth stopping me from screaming.

"Ok, I think it's over." I turned over and saw Harry sitting beside me.

"What was that?!" I yelped again. He looked up at my forehead which made me touch it and see blood on my hands. Liam and Zayn rushed into the room and Liam literally dragged my away from the front door.

"No ones out front but theres something on the steps." Zayn said opening the front door. He stepped out there for a moment and came back in with pieces of broken bottles and a note.

"Who is that from?!" I asked running towards to door but slowed down when I felt dizzy. Harry picked me up and carried me back to the couch along with Liam and Zayn. "Stop ignoring me! What does the note say?!"

Liam and Harry looked down at the note in Zayn's hands and sighed. "We should really take care of that cut first." I was growing impatient, and it was obviously something bad.

"I've had lots of cuts before, all over my fucking body!" I said pulling down my sleeves and showing them all my wrists. They all just stared at me in disbelief. Harry's jaw was dropped open and Liam's eyes watered. Zayn sighed and put his head down which gave me the perfect opportunity to snatch the note from his hands and read it out loud, but the words I read were the most horrible things I've ever heard.
"Bella, Bella, Bella, you missed the chance to trade, but don't worry princess, you're father's the one who paid! These might be a little gory, but there's more to this story! If you stay out of our way and don't tell the cops, you'll make it out alive and we'll give you props." Attached was an up close image of my father's body and "thanks Bella" was smeared next to him in his own blood.

"Bella..." Liam started to speak but before he could I collapsed onto the ground and just sat there. I sat there and stared at the photo. I sat there and died inside all over again.

I tucked my knees into my chest and let out the loudest sob I've ever made. This was my fault. Nobody else's but mine. How can I live with myself? The answer is, is that I can't.

Notes

Exciting and sad chapter :( I told ya something big was gonna happen!

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