Dear Niall
Chapter 9
"I'm so sorry Alex. Please don't go, please forgive me." I heard someone cry. Where am I? I can't move my body, it's numb. I try to scream but I can't move. Am I dead? Am I in a coma? Am I paralized? Who's near me? "Alex please please wake up. I'm so sorry. Please. It's my fault. I'm so sorry. Please. I-I love you Alex, just please don't go." The voice said. Niall. I need to get out of this trance. I need to tell him it's not his fault, I need to tell him that I love him, too. I need him. Please God. Let me live for him. I don't want him depressed. He needs me. I need him. He's the only thing I have to live for and I want to live with him and for him. Please.
I felt tears down my cheeks. Am I imagining this? I tried to twitch my finger, it worked. I opened my eyes then closed them, due to the heaviness. I saw where Niall was so I moved my hand towards him. "N-niall?" I managed to say. "Alex?" He asked. I opened my eyes. The heaviness faded. "Niall." I said. "I'm so sorry Alex. I's my fault. Please forgive me." Niall said. "Niall it's not your fault, and I already did. I love you Niall." I said. "I love you too Alex." He said. He kissed my forehead. "Can the other boys come in too?" I asked. "I'll ask." Niall said. I nodded. He walked out. I love Niall and he loves me. I smiled.
A minute later Niall walked in with the rest of the boys. They had worried faces, especially Louis. Niall was just cheery. "What day is it?" I asked. "You've been out for four days." Louis said. "Four? Wow. Did my mother come?" I asked. They shook their heads. "Figures." I muttered. "Are you feeling okay?" Liam asked. "Yes, Daddy Direction." I said. He smiled. I smiled back. "I feel amazing!....Did they drug me?" I asked. "Um, no." Liam said. "Okay, just checking, cuz I don't feel any pain. I feel like I'm in a brand new body." I said. "You did um well..." Louis trailed. "What?" I asked. "There was a moment where your heart stopped but they revived it." Louis said. My heart stopped? I died. This is the second time I've died. "What's wrong Alex?" Niall asked. "This is the second time I've died and then lived. The first was from my Dad. I ended up permanently being skinny, what is the issue now?" I asked. "They said you were healthy. Just can't gain weight still." Liam said. I nodded. I can't believe I've died twice and lived. Maybe I do have a meaning in life. Yes, and it's with the boys and Niall.
"Guys?" I asked. They nodded. "What's gonna happen when you have to leave in..." I trailed. "A week and I don't know. You can come with us, if you want." Niall said. I nodded. "No use staying, and I'm almost 18 soon." I said. They nodded. My hand then cramps up and hurts. I whimper. "You okay?" Niall asked. I nodded. "Hand cramps." I said. He nodded. He softly and slowly took my hand and massaged the cramps out. "Thanks." I sighed out. "You're welcome." He said.
ONE WEEK LATER
The day after I was discharged out of the hospital. The next few days we were packing up. I called my Mom and told her I'm leaving and thanked her for visiting me in the hospital when she didn't. She just cussed me out and said to never talk to her. So I won't. We are now on a plane to London to get to the boys' flat. Louis is so funny! And Niall eats too much on here and sleeps. Zayn sleeps but I prank him. And Harry he pranks also. Liam scolds us. Right now I'm pranking a sleeping Niall. Hehe.
"Shhh." I said to Harry when he chuckled. I drew a picture of a circle with the words food in it and a cross through the circle. It hurt me cuz I love food but eh. I also drew Niall loves Alexandria <3 and her food :) Hehe. But then Harry put quotation marks around food. I slapped him. Next prank was on Liam, who now was asleep. I creeped towards him. I pulled my Sharpee out. I wrote Lalex 4Ever! And Niam! <3 and I wrote Liam loves Alex! I giggled. Liam stirred in his sleep and I ran towards my seat. He got up and went to the bathroom. He came out soon after. "Alex!" He said. "It was Harry." I said. "No it wasn't!" Harry said. "Traitor." I said to Harry. "Why would Harry write this?" Liam asked. "Cuz he loves me and wanted to say you love me, duh." I lied.
He rolled his eyes. He looked at Niall. "You prank Niall?" He asked. "Well Harry did put quotation marks around food, but yeah." I said. He rolled his eyes. Niall rolled. "Fancy seeing you here." He said as he opened his eyes. He saw Liam's face and bursted out laughing. "Look at yours." Liam said. Niall's eyes went big. He ran to the bathroom. He came out and smiled. "Can I have a hug, Babe?" He asked. I shook my head. He walked closer. I walked backwards into a wall. By the way we were on a private jet. He smirked. "It was Harry. he wrote it." I said. "I just put the quotation marks." Harry said. Niall continued walking toward me. I bit my lip. He was now an inch from me. He started tickling me. "Niall, stop. Please. Niall..." I begged and laughed. He kissed me. I kissed back. And yeah all that lovey dovey kiss stuff.
I felt tears down my cheeks. Am I imagining this? I tried to twitch my finger, it worked. I opened my eyes then closed them, due to the heaviness. I saw where Niall was so I moved my hand towards him. "N-niall?" I managed to say. "Alex?" He asked. I opened my eyes. The heaviness faded. "Niall." I said. "I'm so sorry Alex. I's my fault. Please forgive me." Niall said. "Niall it's not your fault, and I already did. I love you Niall." I said. "I love you too Alex." He said. He kissed my forehead. "Can the other boys come in too?" I asked. "I'll ask." Niall said. I nodded. He walked out. I love Niall and he loves me. I smiled.
A minute later Niall walked in with the rest of the boys. They had worried faces, especially Louis. Niall was just cheery. "What day is it?" I asked. "You've been out for four days." Louis said. "Four? Wow. Did my mother come?" I asked. They shook their heads. "Figures." I muttered. "Are you feeling okay?" Liam asked. "Yes, Daddy Direction." I said. He smiled. I smiled back. "I feel amazing!....Did they drug me?" I asked. "Um, no." Liam said. "Okay, just checking, cuz I don't feel any pain. I feel like I'm in a brand new body." I said. "You did um well..." Louis trailed. "What?" I asked. "There was a moment where your heart stopped but they revived it." Louis said. My heart stopped? I died. This is the second time I've died. "What's wrong Alex?" Niall asked. "This is the second time I've died and then lived. The first was from my Dad. I ended up permanently being skinny, what is the issue now?" I asked. "They said you were healthy. Just can't gain weight still." Liam said. I nodded. I can't believe I've died twice and lived. Maybe I do have a meaning in life. Yes, and it's with the boys and Niall.
"Guys?" I asked. They nodded. "What's gonna happen when you have to leave in..." I trailed. "A week and I don't know. You can come with us, if you want." Niall said. I nodded. "No use staying, and I'm almost 18 soon." I said. They nodded. My hand then cramps up and hurts. I whimper. "You okay?" Niall asked. I nodded. "Hand cramps." I said. He nodded. He softly and slowly took my hand and massaged the cramps out. "Thanks." I sighed out. "You're welcome." He said.
ONE WEEK LATER
The day after I was discharged out of the hospital. The next few days we were packing up. I called my Mom and told her I'm leaving and thanked her for visiting me in the hospital when she didn't. She just cussed me out and said to never talk to her. So I won't. We are now on a plane to London to get to the boys' flat. Louis is so funny! And Niall eats too much on here and sleeps. Zayn sleeps but I prank him. And Harry he pranks also. Liam scolds us. Right now I'm pranking a sleeping Niall. Hehe.
"Shhh." I said to Harry when he chuckled. I drew a picture of a circle with the words food in it and a cross through the circle. It hurt me cuz I love food but eh. I also drew Niall loves Alexandria <3 and her food :) Hehe. But then Harry put quotation marks around food. I slapped him. Next prank was on Liam, who now was asleep. I creeped towards him. I pulled my Sharpee out. I wrote Lalex 4Ever! And Niam! <3 and I wrote Liam loves Alex! I giggled. Liam stirred in his sleep and I ran towards my seat. He got up and went to the bathroom. He came out soon after. "Alex!" He said. "It was Harry." I said. "No it wasn't!" Harry said. "Traitor." I said to Harry. "Why would Harry write this?" Liam asked. "Cuz he loves me and wanted to say you love me, duh." I lied.
He rolled his eyes. He looked at Niall. "You prank Niall?" He asked. "Well Harry did put quotation marks around food, but yeah." I said. He rolled his eyes. Niall rolled. "Fancy seeing you here." He said as he opened his eyes. He saw Liam's face and bursted out laughing. "Look at yours." Liam said. Niall's eyes went big. He ran to the bathroom. He came out and smiled. "Can I have a hug, Babe?" He asked. I shook my head. He walked closer. I walked backwards into a wall. By the way we were on a private jet. He smirked. "It was Harry. he wrote it." I said. "I just put the quotation marks." Harry said. Niall continued walking toward me. I bit my lip. He was now an inch from me. He started tickling me. "Niall, stop. Please. Niall..." I begged and laughed. He kissed me. I kissed back. And yeah all that lovey dovey kiss stuff.
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4/27/14