NEXT DAY
"Wake up! Play the soul! Sing on all night long! Wake up, boys! Do't make me...." I sang. I smiled. "SCREAM!!" I screamed. "Ahhh!" They screamed. I giggled. "You scared us." They pouted. "Oh shush! I co-" I got cut off with Niall kissing me and running in the kitchen. I giggled. I walked in. "My food!" I yelled. Niall was eating a lot. I pouted. He took some from his plate and put it on a plate for me. "Awwww, thanks." I said. "He never shares. You must be very very special." Harry said. I blushed. "She is. I've known that since skyping, that's why I was staring......um forget that, I didn't say anything." Niall said. He blushed. "Awww it's okay." I said. I skipped to him and set my plate on his. I hopped on his back. "Carry me to the table of Palace de Alexandria." I said. He did as I told him. I hopped off. "Thanks Nini." I said. "You're welcome Love." He said. I blushed. Ding ding. "I'll get it." I said. The boys sat at the table.
I walked to the door and opened it a bit. Ash. I walked out and closed the door. "Decided you want me?" Ash asked. "Nope." I said. "Then why come out?" He asked. "Cuz, I want to tell you, I'm taken." I said. "By that gay boyband member? He doesn't know you exsist." Ash chuckled. "He does. He's my boyfriend and he's in my house eating breakfast with the other boys." I said. "Okay." He said. "So know that I'm taken." I said. "I have a math test on Monday." He said. "So?" I asked. "I'm just stating things that I can cheat on." He said. "hell no, I would never cheat on Niall, especially with you." I spat. "You know you want me babe." Ash said. "Hell to the no." I said. He grabbed my waist. "Whatever helps you sleep at night." He said. Then he kissed me. I tried pushing him off. I heard the door open. "Alex are you-" Niall cut off. He saw it. And it was in a position where it looks like I'm kissing too. But I'm not. Niall ran inside slamming the door. I gathered my strength and kicked Ash in his spot. Before he fully moved someone walked up. "Ash why are you tak- Cheater! And you, Alex! You're a b***h!" She yelled. I kicked Ash again. "Blair, I didn't, he forced himself. He's been flirting, he forced himself. And my boyfriend saw and you did-" Blair cut me off. "Lies! F**k off s**t! And you Ash, go f**k with someone else and I hate you both!" She yelled. She ran.
"Why the f**k did you do that?!" I yelled. He smirked. "I like you." He said. "So? I told you I'm taken, and you were too. Now my boyfriend thinks I cheated, and my only friend thinks I was kissing you! What the f**k do you want with me?!" I yelled. "I want you." He said. "Well, you're not gonna get me, cuz if you try to lay a finger on me, I will literally break you're wrist like I did to Amber's boyfriend! So f**k off and die a**hole. And go to Hell!" I yelled. "Darling, I will have you, one way or another." Ash said. "You f**king won't cuz I will kill you! I hate you! Get the f**k out of my life. I don't see why you even want me, go try to toy with someone like Amber, who'll surely agree." I said. "But she's not as pretty as you. And I'd rather have you." Ash said. "Well, I don't give a damn on who you want cuz I'm with- well, was with Niall and I love him and to me you're just a f**king idiotic manw***e. Now, cuz of you, I might not have Niall anymore, just cuz you had to f**king kiss me when I told you I was taken. Just cuz your a selfish a**hole. So f**k off and leave me the f**k alone. I'm not a toy." I said. I pushed him and I walked in the house and slammed the door. The boys were on the couch glaring at me. I ran to my room and in my closet to my hideaway.
I screamed and cried into a couch pillow until my throat was hoarse and my voice was almost gone. I ate like twenty Nutella jars and had ten Nesquick bottles. I'm glad I can't gain weight. "Why me?" I asked out loud. "What the f**k do you want with me?" I asked. I cried. "Can't I have at least one happy thing in my life? First my Dad leaves and even puts me in the hospital. Next I got bullied. And everything is sad. I don't have one f**king happy thing, besides when Niall and I were together. But f**king Ash had to f**king kiss me when I told him I was taken. And Niall saw it and Blair so now I'm alone. I don't deserve to live. I deserve to die in a ditch. I deserve it cuz my life is so f**king messed up and no one would care. My f**king mother live with her boyfriend cuz she f**king doesn't care about me. So, why should I live? Why should I go on? Why do I not go rid myself from the world? Why don't I?" I asked. "I deserve it. I deserve to f**king die. I need to, cuz with me around nothing happy happens." I said. I grabbed a pocket knife I had down there. I almost cut my wrist but I stopped. "And why can't I do this? Why can't I just end my suffering? End everything?" I asked. By now I noticed I've been screaming the questions out of anger and sadness and depression.
"I just want to do it, and end this suffering." I cried. "I want to do it. I wish I wasn't born. I wish I died when my Dad put me in the hospital. I wish I died when I got bullied. I wish I had the f**king guts to end my suffering. But I can't? And I don't know why. I f**king hate myself and my f**king life!" I screamed. I inched the pocket knife down. y hand was shaking. "Almost there." I said. I cut a line and felt the pain take over the mental pain. I sighed. "Another." I said cutting another line under the first. I sighed again. I cut another. "Now it's my time. I just need to bleed to death. I need more cuts, more blood more mental pain to leave." I said. I readied myself to cut another line but the door opened and someone ran down. I was getting dizzy from the loss of blood. "I need....another. I need...to die. I need it." I said. I was about to cut a line but the knife was taken away. I looked up to see a spinning Louis. I was dizzy. "Why? I need it. I need to die. I need to f**king die!" I screamed. Then I blanked out.
Louis P.O.V.

I glared at Alex as she walked in. She ran up to her room. "I'm sorry Niall." I whispered to Niall. He didn't reply. I heard a slamming then another slamming. I heard screams and cries. We just listened. "Why me?" She screamed. "What the f**k do you want with me?" She screamed. "Can't I have at least one happy thing in my life? First my Dad leaves and even puts me in the hospital. Next I got bullied. And everything is sad. I don't have one f**king happy thing, besides when Niall and I were together. But f**king Ash had to f**king kiss me when I told him I was taken. And Niall saw it and Blair so now I'm alone. I don't deserve to live. I deserve to die in a ditch. I deserve it cuz my life is so f**king messed up and no one would care. My f**king mother live with her boyfriend cuz she f**king doesn't care about me. So, why should I live? Why should I go on? Why do I not go rid myself from the world? Why don't I?"She screamed. "I deserve it. I deserve to f**king die. I need to, cuz with me around nothing happy happens." She screamed.
More and more screams. "I just want to do it, and end this suffering." Alex cried. "I want to do it. I wish I wasn't born. I wish I died when my Dad put me in the hospital. I wish I died when I got bullied. I wish I had the f**king guts to end my suffering. But I can't? And I don't know why. I f**king hate myself and my f**king life!" Alex screamed. I inched the pocket knife down. y hand was shaking. "Almost there." I ran when she said that. I got in her room and heard, "Another." I ran to the closet. "Now it's my time. I just need to bleed to death. I need more cuts, more blood more mental pain to leave." She screamed as I ran in. "I need....another. I need...to die. I need it." She said. I took the knife before she cut again. "Why? I need it. I need to die. I need to f**king die!" She screamed then she fainted. I picked her up and ran up stairs. "Call an ambulance!" I exclaimed. "It'll take too long." Liam said as he seen her. "Niall, where's the nearest hospital?" I asked. He didn't respond, he just looked at Alex's body. "Niall! Where is the f**king hospital?!" I screamed. He moved. We got in the car and drove there.

"We need a doctor!" We yelled. Doctor's came and took Alex's body out of my arms. They rushed her to a room and we had to wait in the waiting room. I thought about what she was yelling. She said that Ash kissed her? And that she was bullied? She didn't cheat. "Niall." I said. he looked. "Alex didn't cheat." I said. "I saw it, she f**king kissed him." Niall said. "Then why would she be screaming that he kissed her and she told him that she was taken and that no one cares. She wanted to kill herself. If I didn't listen to her screams she would be dead. She's wanted to do this, she's been bullied. She wants to die. She loves you Niall. She was ready to kill herself cuz you were mad at her and thought she cheated. You probably didn't see her." i said. His eyes had tears. "I-I made her attempt to do suicide?" He cried. I comforted him. "You didn't know. And it wasn't you it was more stuff. She's been bullied. And how her father, put her in the hospital. And her Mum doesn't care." I said. He nodded. "Are you waiting for Alexandria Hart?" A nurse asked. We nodded. "One at a time can go in." She said. I nudged Niall. He nodded. He walked in.